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Another coincidence. I log in for the first time in months and find you guys discussing twin flames. I recently finally got to the point in Satanism where the Gods, specifically Agares, helped me end my abusive marriage to a closet xtian who as it turns out was cheating anyway. Shortly after I...

After 5 years with Satan, and without revealing too much about my experience so you guys don't censor me for my own safety, this year it came to one thing: In my life, everything changes or nothing at all. I'm not sure if this message was of my own self or of Satan. All of the meditations I...

I don't know about you but personally I'm just going to use the supermoon's ridiculous energies to further my own personal goals and give you guys and the Gods a bunch of energy to use however you want. I'm not advanced enough to be cursing the shit out of Israel right now as I'm in a...

Just thought I'd share with you what I've witnessed recently concerning the Gods' trying to communicate with me using more energy than what is needed to direct me to numerical signs. I'm talking more physical manifestations. I chime in every now and again here whenever something I can't...

Wow thank you guys, I was about to try a curse again. Thanks for that link too. gonna investigate Saturn in my chart right now thank you

Hello everyone. I have two questions I hope you can help me with. The first regards the first curse I felt safe enough doing without overpowering enemy retaliation in my 5 years with Satan, and despite the fact that according to my natal chart black magic is the only thing I'm really, really...

Yeah, I am beginning to think that the majority of the meaning of these numbers is based on what you may subconsciously associate it with, or the meaning the Gods guide you too but I'm unsure. I'm still getting a ton of signs, my meditation visuals are getting better and my affirmations stronger...

Fake I ask out of pure curiosity, are you a Scorpio born in the late 80's, and does your chart show you are exceptionally skilled in black magic?

Hmmmm....That is very interesting. On one hand, ''it'' sucked the life out of you, and on the other then returned it? When it sucked the life out of you are you sure it wasn't just fear of the unknown? Did it feel like your blood was being drained from your body leaving you cold, and was there a...

Step 1: Meditate Step 2: Visualize yourself breathing in white-gold energy Step 3: After each inhale of energy, exhale through your outstretched hands and begin forming energy ball Step 4: After it is of sufficient size, affirm that it is a gift for Clauneck to do with as he pleases Step 5...

Thank you!

My old cat always came up and rubbed against me whenever I did yoga, getting in the way. Same with meditating. I am convinced that they also meditate, and their purrs are the cat version of a healing Mantra for humans.

Tons, and tons, and TONS AND TONS of practice. Every single day, try laying down as well. You WILL fall asleep most of the time but eventually it will happen. You also need to focus on concentration, especially resisting fear or you wont last long once you're out.

very cool experiences, but I have to say here that you'd KNOW if you were astral projecting IMO it takes a conscious effort. An extreme effort involving trance, somehow not falling asleep, and the actual experience of your 'soul leaving your body' is brutal. If it's anything like my experience a...

I wouldn't rule out your subconscious trying to tell you something. It can't be taken literally, you need to think about what the meanings are for you behind the images you see. It could just be something about how your perception of the world is being destroyed after realizing the truth of...

it is really hard to believe at first that the Gods would set aside time to answer questions for us, but it's true. I think your experience was legit, ESPECIALLY if you didn't get a horrible negative feeling and their answers actually made sense/didn't frighten you. The Gods don't think like...

well 'succeed' is a relative term in the music industry. I was just listening to a cool song I believe has Zevism messages in it: Pierced From Within by Suffocation. The title pretty much says it all, it's a reference to the kundalini rising.

Very very interesting insights and interpretations, brothers. That information did help and I think I get the messages slightly clearer. I'll have to see what communication I have today with the Gods/ my guardian Agares. I'll keep ignoring that enemy caused "doubt voice" demanding I never ask...

100% of the time that my spells work is when I do them correctly, worded very solidly, and then forget about it. Like...sometimes literally forget I did it until a few months down the line it manifests and I remember. If you keep doing it over and over it wont work unless you are doing a 40 day...

I haven't tried it too many times but the one time I did and achieved the trance was laying in my backyard on my hammock during the day. I did times breathing, 4 seconds inhale, pause 4 seconds, exhale 4, pause 4, rinse repeat and imagined myself climbing down a ladder in the blackness of my...

well, this explains the intense experience I had meditating. my body tensed up but I was flooded with an extremely powerful good feeling. now I've got a "third eye headache"!

was meditating on something extremely important that has been causing me extreme distress. thought I knew what to do, whAt the path was. but I go and meditate last week and a raven coincidentally perches outside my window and starts calling. as my normal, not extraordinary meditation session...

I believe Satan and largely Agares has been guiding me since I chose to marry because I was emotional abused and brainwashed by this woman into deciding I couldn't do any better. right after that satan and the gods went from very gently hinting at their presence when I was a teen with 'ghost'...

I chose to make the people who cause me to feel suicidal suffer instead of allowing them to win by dying. I chose to fight the slave reality we live then submit quietly. don't kill yourself like a coward, fight until you die instead. use your anger, destroy! and in so destroying you will create...

Hah, we both made the same topic. Hopefully someone knows...

I, and I'm sure many others here lurking on the forums from time to time would like to know what effects will this alignment have? So far the thing to be out of the ordinary to my limited inter-dimensional perception is I'm having an unusually good day, while everyone else is in this weird funk...

wow. wish mine was blatantly cheating on me so I can get out of this psychotic relationship. anyway....is it openly known to both of you that they are cheating? if so I'd just end it seems like a good reason to me! other than that you can use the affirmation I posted on another thread. Google...

updating in case anyone searches for this: Tried an additional affirmation/different one. just using the "My aura is repelling all of X's interests affection and attraction in every way. I am revolting and repulsive to X" while putting a black aura around myself (for X) and imagining the Uruz...

yeah thus my avoiding it. I do this for another reason to- to provide myself with unquestionable proof in the face of any enemy attack that my affirmations really change things. I have had other experiences, but I think this coming to fruition would be a pretty big 'coincidence' too hard to...

I guess I should be more specific as to what advice with the spell I'm tryin to get from you guys. I know on JoS it says to program an aura of repulsion around myself, but what color do I use? white to reflect or red? i am especially bad at timing these with the stars. agares is my guardian...

Greetings my fellow Satanists. I come to you with a question again. I need to be rid of my significant other. I have been trying a very basic affirmation every day, it has been nearly a month but I do not think I am doing it right. I need this person to chose by their self to finally get the...

That sounds exactly like the beginning stages of astral projection for me, you start leaving your body during or after the trance and the incredibly loud noise starts. I always get partially stuck in my body though but I haven't tried since 2012, as I'm concentrating on the basics first cause...

I am so glad you got out of that relationship as in still tryin to 'fix' the abusive one I am in. But I have to say almost exactly what S.S. 666 said....you can't go back to that loser. Just think about it, it's a terrible idea. If I were you I would move on and try to find someone better. Why...

My resolution is to get rid of all the emotional parasites in my life holdin me back and telling me that I'm wrong for being myself or thinking the way I do. My resolution is to avoid becoming irreversibly psychologically addicted to weed, advance myself spiritually and crush the enemy. I also...

I've got a related question for everyone. If I do void and stare at something, regardless of whether or not it's a light source, if I keep my eyes completely still and focused my vision starts to slowly go black starting from my outer vision going in. Physical or spiritual? I never let it go all...

Police aren't cowards most of them are just brainwashed but they can't do anything. Those who are awake in government jobs can't speak out because they'll loose their jobs, they're slaves just like us. When shit goes down and martial law is declared no police officer with a good heart will turn...

Just want to add one more thing. If it isn't psychologically additing, why even after having not smoked for almost a month am I craving it? Also, whenever I try to meditate it feels like my mind is filled with with a giant rock preventing energy from being absorbed and from visualization to be...

You want to know the effects of weed? It is psychologically addicting and takes the place of meditation when done any more frequently than once a month in my personal experiences. It makes you unpredictable emotionally and when you are off of it, turns you into an insufferable bitch during...

Strange, I too had to quit the best paying job I had recently because of the xtian harassment. I've gotten two interviews so far and fortunately I have a little more time than you until I'm fucked. But I feel the same way about bugging Satan concerning this. It makes me wonder, is our shame or...

It sounds like you've got some blocked up emotions in there. Either that or you're over thinking the phenomena of feeling energy entering it? I personally have never felt a CRUSHING sensation on my throat chakra. For me the throat chakra is the most sensitive and easiest to detect. If I felt a...

Ildar that is a textbook grey attack. They always try to convince you Satan is some super angry asshole that doesn't want to help you, or try to seduce you posing as a goddess making satanism look like its about the material and whatnot. They feed on fear and can feed on sexual energy too...

The only positive thing about Greys is that if it wasn't for their constant hunger for human suffering and weakness to feed off, I'd have never had seen them and experienced the horrific events that led me to JoS, and specifically this group where I was helped even though I was an outsider. You...

A while ago I was incredibly intoxicated on alcohol and weed. After the initial enjoyable part, my aura pretty much disappeared and I was under attack. The Greys and whatever else wanted to try to convince me that I'm schizophrenic. I burned then with spiritual hellfire more vivid and intense...

It's either you're acting this way because of some sort of burried subconscious trauma from the past, your xtian brainwashing, or just Greys. It doesn't sound like from that info that you're cursed, just sounds like the Greys whispering in your ears or just being around your family because...

So I couldn't find a legit looking website to buy this from, and it's a felony for USPS to ship it. Are you guys just trying to weed out the infiltrators or something...? No but seriously, if anyone has a trusted source? The only health foods I've found around my area rarely sell any legitimate...

One thing to remember when you're feeling attacked is that if you have any thoughts or hear any voices saying anything nonsensical, ignore it because it's an attempt to distract or frighten you. If you suddenly get an idea, there's a possibility it wasn't yours especially if when you think about...

Thank you for trying to enlighten and help us despite the fact you don't know us, Pythia. Seriously!!

Woah woah WOAH! We need sources for this kind of claim. I'm about to go do some digging as this is the first I heard about it being official. Not good!

If only someone would.

Thanks Teloc that's exactly what I'm looking for!!

What about the moons energy? It seems like for me if I try to meditate in the sun it's unpleasant. First of all I'm white as hell, Irish ancestry, and I just start melting. Secondly it feels like it's TOO MUCH energy for my soul and instead of overcharging it makes me feel like my soul is...

For one of the most blatantly obvious spiritual satanist bands look at what morbid angel has to say in their gateways to annhilation album.

I'm just going to parrot what the older members did to me: don't give out your location to people on this group. Look no offense to the HP's or anything as its out of their control, but this group is heavily infiltrated by non-satanist trolls who will go out of their way to harm you. I'll tell...

Hello there. I was just wondering if anyone else has had some problems with affirmation wording causing unsuspected results, mainly bad ones, and how they stopped that? Well what is the force directing the energy to the goal? Because I have worded some things ending with "...in the most...

My experience with insect souls is completely different. I see them as superior in many ways, just as I see plants as superior. They are much, much more evolved. All of them are capable of conscious observation and you CAN communicate with one another, but not if you're not first willing to try...

I completely agree, you must never give any evidence. You have to keep yourself in shadow. I made the mistake of HINTING at my spiritual beliefs, completely with my political and my (already shitty) family abandoned me. I am not exagerating, and these people were atheists. Even talking about my...

Yes, that's exactly how they manipulate the sheeple, intrusive thoughts disguised as your own. Do what Yog Sothoth said. When you get better at the void you'll recognize junk thoughts in your mind and attacks. I would suggest looking into lucid dreaming to protect yourself from attacks on your...

It's sleep paralysis. You need to try to remain calm even though it's terrifying. It can be a gateway into astral projection, although that could open you up to attack.

It's pretty much impossible for new people, even for some experienced. To answer the question I'd say it's pretty important. I've been experimenting with the teachings here for almost three years, not meditating regularly 90% of the time and I'm STILL attacked by angels and whatnot. Just having...

Greys can seriously fuck with your mind, I speak from experience. They aren't harmless so it's cool you can keep them away without a guardian demon . Just them being around you for long enough will start to hurt you and drive you towards insanity.

It's pretty difficult, much like meditating. Also like meditating if you stop practicing good luck going lucid. It took me a year of logging scarce bits of details from dreams until I went lucid for the first time, so have some patience. Something as potentially useful as lucid dreaming isn't...

That is so awesome congratulations!

I just want to agree with everyone, as I am living proof of what they have said. When I was a teenager, I always said alcohol, pot, and other drugs are to compensate for weakness. I always had satanic beliefs without realizing it till a few years ago. But I caved in, in an attempt to have people...

I finally after over two years have the opportunity to dedicate to Satan the way I want (in the flesh) with complete privacy. No neighbors that are also my possibly devout Christian landlords with a birds eye view of my tiny backyard, no wife to get freaked out or judge. I'm out of town for a...

A few nights ago during one of the full moons I felt something similar to my experience in sleep paralysis that led me to you guys. I was laying with my arm on my wife super relaxed when I started to loose the ability to move. I felt the intense fear I felt the first time only I DIDN'T feel it...

Woah wait a second, why 9 exactly for Fehu?

Thank you both and may Satan continue to watch over you!

"The Runic Kabbalah" and "Using the Runes" link don't work. There's several other links on the site that are broken which I'll inevitably get around to notifying you guys about. I did find the kabbalah in Library of Thoth, although I'm having trouble finding out the numbers associated with...

How is it that when I'm thinking about a certain subject enough that it's bugging me, you guys are posting about it when I check these boards on a whim? Thank you all for having the answer to my current problem of unacceptable physical shape!! The isometrics is genius. It reminds me of this guy...

Troll senses.....tingling.....

I've been seeing 9:11 a lot too, which I thought meant destruction which freaks me out. You need to try to lucid dream. That could be Astaroth but it could be the enemy. The reason I say this is because I am always getting an enemy impersonating Satan when I am sleeping or laying in bed...

Learn to focus while lucid dreaming. Attempt to astral project by going into a trance. I've gotten better just by trying this.

Attachments : <ol>Joy of Satan Ministries-120735.pdf</ol>I just wanted to let you guys know that HP Zevios Metathronos's self empowerment pdf and his sermons are gone from Library of Thoth. The links are bad. Fortunately I downloaded the empowerment one before it vanished and I've attached it to...

Something very similar happened to me. It was my first and only sleep paralysis episode and it led me to joy of Satan and these forums for help. It changed my life, it was terrifying. It was before I knew really anything about the occult so I had no defense, and it was two greys, a shadow blob...

This is a potentially infuriatingly stupid question so I apologize in advance. Honestly I didn't see much about using blood on JoS!! My wife's hair almost completely fell out after getting off of antidepressants and starving herself to loose weight. She is *incredibly* depressed. She was forced...

Some of us may be afraid of the answers.

So a few weeks ago I was thinking of Satan, the Gods, you guys and what you have told me and what the site says. I've been really not meditating or anything, and despite my recent positive paranormal experience at my now former Jewish employers, I thought to myself a true Satanist doesn't just...

I just wanted someone to clarify something for me. During meditation I get flashes of random thoughts that aren't mine, lots of times which don't make any sense. But they're definitely in the part of my brain where one would fantasize or imagine a scenario etc. Occasionally though I actually see...

When I first started doing the kundalini yoga like in HP Zevios Metathronos's program, even after physical yoga I felt HOT. Like I just drank an intense cup of coffee or something and it lasted probably an hour. I'm not obese or anything and it was still that intense. So yeah, great warning for...

I listen to extreme metal all the time, and I love Nile and Behemoth. But I'm going to have to disagree with you, I think they are aware of the truth, they just have to disguise it as them thinking it's fantasy to avoid being targetted. Much like Slayer. In their interviews they said it's all...

Read the previous messages in this thread and go check out the websites. But in short "Angels" are actually agents of the hostile extraterrestrial races who have created and control christianity among the other slave religions and are constantly about in the astral fucking with human beings and...

Well it took me about a year of writing every dream I could remember in my journal before I had one. Meditating also helps because it increases awareness, concentration and mental clarity. Which makes it easier for you to realize your dreaming. Also, the more you "dabble" in spiritual satanism...

Nearly every time I go lucid in dreams I'm attacked by the enemy that takes various forms. They make me lose lucidity and often times make me kill dream characters, I imagine some of them are probably other people dreaming, because the way they react is horrifying and life like. But anyway last...

I've been trying to get better at lucid dreaming- and have. But when you start getting into the lucid state being able to completely concentrate like void meditation is what you need to do to keep the dream from fading. ALSO, prepare to get attacked by the enemy if you are going lucid more.

My wife and I started the raw diet with a short juice fast, first, after a few months of slowly converting to eating anything other than fake foods like corndogs, taquitos, etc. (The things most widely available, and affordable to the american public as most of you know). The I only realized too...

This is awesome. the douchebags behind the camera sum up exactly how 100% of the people I know act, and they view me as crazy now since I even mentioned a little bit of this. But I had the same experience Vivek did that led me here: Realizing that you know NOTHING for certain. Most people can't...

Alright I apologize for derailing this thread by responding to Richard. but man, that sounds EXACTLY like what I'm going through, except due to constant harassment I haven't had the motivation or time to truly meditate as much and as disciplined as possible. When I do though, things actually go...

" Many enemies try to impersonate the gods astrally" I did a meditation a while ago and asked Satan for help with addictions and bad habits. Almost immediately I felt a presence enter my room, and the feeling I got was not a good one. It seemed to take up a lot of space, and a male voice asked...

I would like to add that when smoking weed I will say with 100% certainty, despite my lack of significant spiritual progression due to being addicted to it that it does in fact attract negative entities like enemyofjezzuz said. Specifically greys in my case. White blobs in the corner of your...

I was actually going to ask if this is available anywhere? I was thinking of going to have the website PDF printed out at Staples or something. It'd just be nice to have to read at work or (especially) when society collapses...

Thank you. I've tried the algiz rune but not actually doing anything physcial, I'll give it a try and keep trying to meditate. I just can't keep my concentration because of the constant trolling of negative thoughts.

I'm wondering if any of you have been through and triumphed over what I face. The spiraling depression, the constant feeling of overwhelming fear comparable to the time I glimpsed the astral through ''sleep paralysis'' only to be greeted by the emotionless faces of greys? Since discovering Satan...

Thank you both so much!

Hello. In short, I want to start by saying I've told my wife who is formerly in childhood of christian brainwashing about my getting hot during the "Beautiful Meditation from Satan". Combine that with her recent experiences in acupuncture with what TCM says is Kidney/Heart Yin deficiency with...

Hm, thank you. I never thought about it that way. I HAVE felt that I was most likely dedicated in a previous life though, since Satan makes so much sense to me.

Well an accidental and terrifying astral project incident that didn't get past the sleep paralysis phase led me to this community. It was pretty awful, greys, a nordic, my aura being black. That said I did try again on 12/12/12 coincidentally. And I almost did it. I couldn't get anything but my...

I had it a lot during highschool. For years after nothing. Now lately, months after finding you guys and my life becoming different due to Enki's influence I'm having it A LOT. I feel like it's more than highschool and it seems to happen before an event happens that I need to pay attention to...

I really am not an expert but I think if you put negative thoughts and emotions into visualizing something that devours it, it could be a good thing. But you may be creating a thought form that could eventually decide to do things on its own in the astral when you're not around to command it. I...

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That's horrible! While meditating and in hypnogagia right before drifting I heard an evil voice say "Lets make him go to the vet!" super evilly. Days later, my youngest budgie was ill. He is still alive because I found out he randomly got a respiratory disease and ordered bird antibiotics. But...

If it's your subconscious giving you legitimate advice it could mean there's something wrong with your crown chakra or the part of the aura nearest it. If it isn't legit, like this message was received in a creepy way then it is meant to be a distraction- from the enemy. In which case ignore it.

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I was wondering what your thoughts would be on interpreting this sign. I saw a dead pigeon in the middle of the road today.I read it could have something to do with the death of something I've been focusing on. and in the case of pigeons specifically, something to do with my home or security...

I dedicated through the astral due to cowardice of the aftermath of the dedication being discovered or stumbled upon by neighbors and family. It was a few months ago and I believe that it just didn't get observed by the Gods and Enki. Either that, or they want the formality of a blood, physical...

What I noticed starting out is it takes a little while to be aware of it. If you are like me meditating at all at first is a little awkward and uncomfortable. Try laying down when you do it and do this: First off when you're laying down focus on being as relaxed as possible. Just let go of...

My thoughts exactly a few months ago. I've posted lots of questions, although stupid, that arent anywhere on the JoS site and they've never been put up. Or about experiences that I wanted to see if I could get advice on that weren't put up. Honestly I think it's more of a severe lack of...

I think whatever music makes you happy or has a positive effect on you is good. Just be aware that pop music and other kinds with lyrics can and probably do have subliminal messages in it at key points during the composition that trigger an emotional response. the occult is used in music to...

HAIL SATAN!!!!

I have been contemplating the meanings behind strange occurrences beginning years ago and my discovery of your website in September. The similarities between the phenomena described therein and the events that have happened in my dreams and throughout my life. Taking advice from members here and...

How are some useful ways us noobs can use the energies that may be present during the eclipse that aren't normally. What do you guys have planned?

Oh, but does anyone have any experience deaing with this condition, and if after I open my chakras and fix my aura and whatnot could experience with vampirism enable me to be slightly more adept at transfering energy back and forth between me and someone else then the typical initiate?

Thank you, I will. I've been doin this to people since I was a teenager, but it got even worse now I realise after smoking weed. To anyone reading this- Seriously, don't smoke. SERIOUSLY.

I've been looking on the JoS site but couldn't find info yet on how to control it. I was talking with my wife last night and I realised since I had been with her, her mental and physical health has deteriorated. She had told me about emotional vampires years ago before I started finding out...

Do demons typically try to help those who've been with Satan in previous lives to come to him again despite not being dedicated? The reason I ask is I had asked to have a dream of my 'spirit guide' and dreamt of a large blue spectral tiger. I just read Agares' animal is a tiger. Is it possible...

Thanks everyone. For some reason I thought it'd take longer. I was under the impression I had to let the candle burn all the way after burning the paper. My wife doesn't hover over me, it isn't like that. It's just since she has known me from high school I have violently opposed religion...

Hello, I've made a few posts here asking for help as an outsider and I greatly appreciate all that has been given to me. I have had dedication on my mind once I started reading the JoS site and asking for advice on these boards( most of it was "JUST DEDICATE!") and after being very skeptical and...

I am truly sorry I have offended all of you. I had absolutely no intention, but you're right it was incredibly rude of me seeing as we both have different perspectives of reality and I should've respected yours. Thank you for taking the time to selflessly help me, giving me advice. The last...

I'm truly sorry to those I've offended, it was quite rude of me - pissing you all off was the last thing I wanted to do, especially when you have been so helpful to a total stranger who isn't even a part of your faith. Thanks to you all once again, and once more...I sincerely apologize!!!

Thanks once again you guys. I'm really interested in lucid dreaming, and I still remember how to go into SP/lucid dreaming/ astral projection(? This is what I want to discover for myself), so i'd be nice if I didn't have to worry about these visions or as you guys say, actual living things that...

I've read a few pages on there, mainly the intro... Thanks for the reply! :D I'll read through the whole website. I have to ask though, does seeing white blobs in the corner of my eye moving around pretty much every night I stay up late since the SP incident have anything to do with being...

Sorry if this is a repeat post. I don't think my last, more long winded one made it past the group owner. I am not a spiritual satanist although I do agree with pretty much everything laveyan satanists say, besides my suspicion that ''ghosts'' and whatnot exist....I also greatly agree with...