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I don't know for sure if doing an extra mantra will ruin your working, but if yesterday was your last day then regardless you can start a new one this coming Thursday so it's okay. This same thing happened to me last week where I couldn't remember for sure what I had done, and I learned a...

Our awakenings are working. Last week I happened to talk about the gods and such to a friend/classmate and gave her the JoS link. She read it, loved it, and had me help to draw her blood during her dedication. It was so awesome and special being there for her dedication, it felt like I had...

My apologies.

Crazy, just last night I realized I was having this exact same thing! I almost feel more distracted with my eyes closed than when they're open and I'm "looking" at where my chakras would be. I don't really see it as a problem as long as you're able to visualize one way or another, and being able...

If there are drug stores near you, you can buy diabetic lancets and the lancing device for like $12. I used that because it was quick and virtually painless. ~Hail Satan~ --- , "demonic_fury29" <demonic_fury29@... wrote:

Sweet, I got it. I was thinking the whole phrase was one breath, so I didn't see how it could be done lol. Thank you, Shannon :)

Crap, I didn't mean for this to post so many times... Sorry, guys :(

Thank you, Shannon :) I have a feeling things are only going to get more intense very soon, but we are okay. I'm learning to put less stock in people and their ways, and more of my focus and trust in Father Satan.. And myself. HP Myla is spot on, that the enemy will customize their attempts at...

I tried my best to do exactly this, but it was weird. It was almost I was halfway between being asleep and awake when this was happening, so everything I thought and did felt kind of automatic and hazy. I don't know if that makes sense. But I focused on filling every room in my apartment with...

Thank you HP Myla, your words are completely true. I'm learning just how many ways the enemy can try to distract us. Like at times I find it hard to focus while meditating, or I may mentally relive a blow to my self-esteem over and over again. I realize now that I have to be conscious of my mind...

Hello brothers and sisters. I had a bit of a challenging weekend, and I know others are dealing with their own challenges right now. I felt moved to share this, so I apologize in advance if it's a bit wordy.(this is the full message, I accidentally posted it twice. Sorry.) Through the last...

Hello brothers and sisters. I had a bit of a challenging weekend, and I know others are dealing with their own challenges right now. I felt moved to share this, so I apologize in advance if it's a bit wordy. Through the last week I could definitely feel that I was making some good progress in...

Shannon,I thought I had. I guess I need to do it again.

Two nights ago I was doing my chakra breathing meditations on my major chakras and got a nice wave of energy going. It wasn't intense, just nice and pleasant. Then, I started feeling a dull pain on both of my shoulder blades that persisted for the rest of the night. Even as I'm writing this two...

Two nights ago I was doing the chakra breathing meditation on my major chakras and got a really pleasant wave of energy going through me. Then, I started to get a dull pain on my shoulder blades. The pain persisted for the rest of the night. Even as I'm writing this two days later I can still...

You can invoke the fire element into your being, but be careful not to overdo it. I just did this on Monday while I was at work because I felt really cold and uncomfortable. It worked well. Also, Breath of Fire works quickly. :)

Interesting. This reminds me of a dream I had a few months back that is still clear as day to me. I remember seeing a pack of grey timber wolves, and there was one HUGE black wolf that came right up to me. He was extremely affectionate and kept his paws in my hands like a dog would, and locked...

Hello brothers and sisters :) . I've been chewing on this thought for weeks now, and I'm through pondering it so I want to know what you guys think. I've had some confusion on the... trustworthiness, I guess for lack of a better term, of the Demonolatry religion. This is because of its heavy...

Whoops... Lol please disregard that last one :/

I posted a VERY detailed reply to this, but it never appeared.. So,in a nutshell, after coming to Astaroth with my concern things immediately seemed to correct themselves, do I'm extremely thankful for that :) . And my coming to Satanism, also in a nutshell, I made friends with a man who I...

Check this out. Yesterday morning after doing my aura protection I just talked to Astaroth about the situation. Nothing fancy or formal, just talked to her about my feelings and concerns. Then I went to work as usual. After I got home last night and settled in my husband and I just laid in bed...

Thank you guys for the warm welcome :) And thanks Shannon for the encouragement and understanding. I actually feel a lot better now, knowing that I'm not alone in experiencing this. After reading your answer I had that fleeting moment of quiet mental clarity :"Talk to Astaroth about it." And...

Hello, brothers and sisters. I am newly dedicated (January 18th), and I can tell you that nothing I have ever done has felt more right. I got into a meditation program right away, and within the past few weeks alone I have learned so much about myself and the world around me that it makes me...