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    Relationships

    Yesterday, I meet this guy at the public library. He seemed nice enough, so we started talking. But when he started touching and kissing me, I felt uncomfortable. And it's not that I'm a prude, but I seriously though he was too pushy and he came off way too strong. Top that with he already...
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    Cancer( the sign, not the virus) or Borderline?

    One of my friends a few weeks ago said I might have Borderline Personailty Disorder. I checked and I have some of those symptoms( unstable self-image, clinginess, self-hatred and pity,moodiness, etc.) Then I checked the traits of a Cancer and the negative things are the same as the symptoms for...
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    Please, PLEASE help me!

    Yay, Karen, you got yourself a good girlfriend! I'm so happy for ya! Yo, are you still mad at me? Why? I'm just wondering.
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    666

    If one sees the number 666, what does it mean? Does it mean good luck, that something good's gonna happen soon, or that Satan's proud of you? Today I got a rent bill ( thankfully, it was a mistake. LOL) that said I owed $666. Is it just a concidence, or is something good in the works for me?
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    Something I noticed about my fellow Satanists and myself?

    Yeah, I had a fucked up childhood too. When I was 7, 8, and 9 I was being raped by my female "friends" about a dozen times. When I was 10, my female cousin forced me to do sexual favors in front of her. In middle and high school, I was the main target of bullying. when I was 17, I was raped by a...
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    Black

    Your damn right, Michael( is that your real name?)! I'm black too and those fake ass mutha fuckas are goin' down! They're making us REAL Satanists look bad. You know damn well that they're fake when they have Xian concepts. For example, when I wrote a post called "Admitting you've been a...
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    alcohol

    There aren't any real restrictions in Satanism; you can do whatever you want as long as you don't harm yourself or others. That being said, just do it with moderations and don't blame drinking if you lose control and lash out on others while drunk. Drinking isn't responsible for your own lack of...
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    EVERYONE LISTEN TO THIS NOW!!!!!! VERY SERIOUS!!!!!!!!

    Thanks for this post, man. It sounds like you rly care. I thought about killing myself alot( been through alot in my 18 years of living), but I don't even cut myself anymore thanks to Satanism and Satan. They both given me a reason to live and I can be successful.
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    But We're Supposed To Be The Evil Ones?

    Good job, dude! That's hilarious! Xians SUCK!
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    More funny/stupid stuff the Xians and company say

    Happy REALLY late Yule and New Year, everyone! Here's some funny/stupid crap the Xians come up with. One has to wonder about their brain power, of lack thereof, I should say. "Xian rock is the music of the devil." "Should prayer be covered by health insurance?" "You should get your kids...
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    Admitting you've been a victim

    On Saturday, I had a major burden lifted from me; I was able to finally admit that when I was 7-9, I was continueously raped by two of my female friends( I'm a lesbian, if case anyone's wondering) and my female cousin. For about a decade, I told myself that I enjoyed and agreed to the...
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    Depressed around Xians

    I don't know if someone already asked this, but is it possible to feel down after being around a bunch of Xians talking about god and stuff? Today,after a class, I feel somewhat shameful and gulity for no reason. The ppl in there are nice and I'm now friends with some of 'em, but for some reason...
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    insights.....

    CHHUCIFER, I feel ya with the whole promiscuous sex thing. Personally, I think that's disgusting. People need to have some respect for themselves 'cause if they don't, noone else will. Satan gave us our bodies and we need to treat it with some decentcy. Of course, there's nothing wrong with ppl...
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    Poem about satanism vs. christianity?

    That shit was tight, dude.
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    11:11

    Ever since I became a Satanist, I've been seeing 11:11 alot, like virtually every day. Is that a good thing? I've read somewhere that that # was embedded in our DNA and that seeing it, you're invited to a higher spiritual plane. Is that true?
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    The Failer.....

    I'm in college, too! Let's both drop out and start kickin' ass! Happy Yule, dude! Keep fightin' the fight! P.S I was just kidding about the whole dropping out thing.
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    More bible based phalacies!

    Thanks, David. Glad you liked my comment. It was funny, huh? But seriously though, WTF's wrong with those people? When kids read this and take it seriously, it worries me. ALOT. They might be the same kids who'll one day run offices. I'm not sure how old you are, but I'm glad you turned to...
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    Suicide and the Winter Season

    Thanks, Sho. Since writing that, my mom and I got along. I'm still upset about it, though. But, I don't like taking my life anymore. I have a wonderful girlfriend and friends and I'll miss 'em if I do that. Peace.
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    More bible based phalacies!

    WTF is this? Wow...just...wow. I don't know what to say. It's not even funny. I'm seriously speechless. I'm not good at science either, but damn. Are these fools on crack? Anyway, that was hilarious. Thanks for the link, David. Happy Yule!
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    Suicide and the Winter Season

    I'm fine right now, but every time I have to go to my Xian mother's home from college, I feel like killing myself. I just feel really down and think that death's the only way to salvation. My mom and I get into countless, senseless fights and it makes me feel like trash. Then she goes on and on...
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    VENTING ANGER

    I feel ya, man. I get pissed off fairly easy, too. This might sound stupid, but try playing a violent game, reading horror books/comics/manga, listening to horrorcore rap/death metal/creppy instumentals,or just thinking of what you want done to that person. Trust me bro, it works. Especially the...
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    New house next to a church!

    I live right next to a major church myself. It's called Victory Christian Center Church. I'm sure you've heard of it if you live in the Carolinas. Just looking at it makes me sick. I used to go to school there when I was in the 5th grade. It was horrible. The kids there were asses and they had...
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