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What happens when we dream and well let's persay you feel comfortable with a demon, or demoness guiding you through your dreams and what if this particular demoness or demon takes shape or form of someone you know and well don't understand why they're taking shape or form of this person. Could...

Fuckin' beautiful I actually needed to hear this and since I've heard from such great people now I know what them fuck is going on with me that's why I could do the things. Fuckin' enemies, such bastards. Thank u so much. Like I honestly don't know how to thank u. This definitely will help me. I...

Hey my names Dillon. I never truly got actually I introduce myself I started actually a while back but I already did the dedi. rit. Long time ago but I just never got the chance to actually introduce my self to anyone on here. But yes I am still new again because of all the fear and lack of...

So what is all of this hoopla? According to some group of christians, this saturday is the the day "god" brings all the christians to "heaven" then there is 5 months of "hell" on earth.. then "god" destroys the universe.. well if thats true that was a damned sure waste of time.. billions of...

Get this, I went to a field trip for NJROTC (Navy Junior Officer Training Corps). It was this thing where these people nominated 2 people into the South Carolina Hall of Fame. Right after the Color Guard (the people that march with the flags) walked in front of the stage and everything this lady...

Well my brothers and sisters, I need some help. I have some major anger issues, Its hard to get me mad but if I'm in a bad mood from the start it will take one nasty word from someone to make me go off on them. I really want to be able to control this, I try meditation, I clear my aura but I...

I opened my internet browser today and stumbled apon this video that was on the news.. take a look http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21134540/vp ... &gt1=43001 HAIL SATAN!

My fellow Brothers and Sisters, I am going to come back to this group. For those of you who didnt know, I was going through a rough patch and was so close from giving it all up, Father and Haagenti (my GD) came to me, they got me back, now I am back! This is pretty much the only purpose of the...

I am being rased in a household full of xianists, i have been attacked many times and i eventually beat them away. what i did was anger them, insult them, make them know that you are better than them. when i did this i was not strong mentally or spiritually i was infact very weak. when you feel...

I have been having trouble coming in contact with Haagenti, she is my GD but i dont feel very much connected with/to her. I know it is something i should do on my own but can anyone give me (specificly people who have had contact with her) some advice on some ways to come in contact. most of the...

The other night i was lying in bed and i was in a very weak emotional state and i was trying to talk with Father about it, during me praying to Father i began to feel a cold tingling feeling on my back that was rubbing on my shoulder/shoulder blade. Imidiatly i wanted to find out what it was so...

I posted a message on here about protection and i got 2 replies so far, first one was normal the other one was from some xian motherfucker! here are his exact words Greetings Dillon, What you are experiencing is not normal and being a therapist I would say that you are about two months...

I need help, a lot of it. I was getting a little more control over these attacks and began getting stronger with father but then, they hit me with extreme force. I cant control my self, i cant even control my own mind (no joke) I'm basicly a skitzo right now, one side is talking corrupted and is...

I was wondering, is there anything other than my aura that i can use to protect myself? I keep being attacked, i stood against the attacks last night, the only reason i think i was able to do that was because about an hour before the attacks happend i drew energy from my body and made pretty...

I was just thinking last night... what does Father have waiting for us when we die? Do we all live forever in a beautiful paridise? does Father create a special place that will relate to our personality and what we like and need? I was thinking this because i fear i will die no longer than five...

So, when i finally feel like they left and i relax they attack, this time in larger numbers and this time, it got physical. I was having trouble going to sleep last night (probably because i went to bed on an empty stomach) and suddenly, i felt the cold breath that i thought had finally gone...

If you read the section on the JoS website about the Satanic Holidays you will see it says that during a holiday you should get together with friends and family and celebrate. Well, I am the only satanist in my family and have no satanist friends so... what do i do on these holidays???? The...

6/21/2010 There isnt very much to write about today, i have had a surprisingly normal day. The only thing weird was that i woke up around one in the afternoon. All i did today was read some stuff on the JoS website, talk with some friends and thats pretty much it. So, thats it, im starting to...

Well, as i said before I am keeping a journal of my experiences and am going to share them on here, so here it is. 6/20/2010 Last night, around nine or ten, I walked out of my room and into the kitchen to grab a water and something to eat, as I walked out i shut the door. as i was...

Well, after doing some meditaions I started to feel a little more "free" but just recently started freaking out (physically) my whole body started twitching, uncontrollably for as well as two minutes. Even right now I am having sudden "bursts". Im trying my hardest to keep up with Father and my...

I used to be commited to Satanism very much but then, for some reason something kept telling me to look away and this (what I belive to be some kind of entity) finally drove me to look away from Satanism. Recently I have broke free of it holding me back but now, i dont feel so much of a Satanist...