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Zohar, Toldoth Noah 63b When the Messiah comes every Jew will have 2800 slaves.

I must be a long time beyound late but what?

I may not know as much as I am saying but there are many reasons why someone would leave. As I would not talk for Satan I still want to say that I believe us wanting to leave may not always be our doing and I would like to believe that there are many gods that know this and are trying to save us...

I have seen a young man walking put the side of my eye. I was watching him without really looking at him and when I looked up he was gone. Now unless he was a woods kinda guy and dived in when he saw me look up at him there is no way he could have been gone that fast. I believe that kinda thing...

Share what ever you know about the Nine Angels also known as the ONA. I am doing reading of my own I do enjoy others points of view but that does not change mine it just helps me think. Thank you for your time.

Thank you my friend

Yes that how it is lol. I am just happy I am not the only one.

Amazon or I could send a PDF of you like.

I have no understanding of the grays. Can someone please help me. Ships? Grays? Arch angels? I was ead here but getting started it confusing. Well not really confusing but I think you understand.

Okay. I have had many dreams growing up. The thing is the short ones with a lot of color come true. Like a clip. Could I have then ability to look into the future? I mean I feel it like it happen befor. It really odd and cool at the same time. Sometimes scary. But still it goes along with what...

I am starting to think I am a being fucked with. That this thing between brothers and sisters vs snowmage aka liva is my fault. With that have come bad thought. I have been rethinking who I am. I don't feel as happy as I was. As proud of my thick body and looks and style. I keep rethinking my...

Try not doing it to shut up a friend.

Name him/her anything but Diamond it's my name lol I don't think I would like to have the same name as a dog and know about it lmao.

"I hope that furries exist " What do you mean?

Okay so this is what happen I made a deal with my guardians and father. I don't know if the said yes or no but I had to ask for help. You see I am not one to up and fall in love. The thing is that I never have felt that push to anyone. Maybe not even the one and only boy I like in high school. I...

I am in a hotel and its not ass bad as it may look once I tell you why I am there. My parents, I live with them, wanted to buy a house and we had everthing in motion untill the lady sold the house. Now the thing about that was befor my mother even told me what happen the moment the phone rings I...

This is a good idea. I however don't want a fuckin idiot that's not one of us on my phone. I have to say IM isthe best idea and people who become more known in the group for being real can get numbers. I think all of satans children should be one. We are not like the outsiders. We should never...

LoL Im a girl.

It came back. This time it wanted to stay in my room and creep me out. That odd darkness was back. I stated to chant Satan is my king he is my father he is my god. He loves me he protects me and he teaches me. I did that more and more and noticed that the moment I started feeling strong in Satan...

Thank you my sisters and bothers. I didn't think I would get such nice replys. I don't know what I was thinking but now I see even more of what it is to be a child of satan. Thank you I have have never even felt like I could say that. Brothers and sisters and I hope it does not sound silly but I...

This is very nice. May I do this also I do not want to just up and do your thing if you understand. Maybe it will help me more if others like me can read it and help with the problems alone the way. It might even help me open up more. I understand the darkness and fear also the being watched...

When I was younger I think they attacked me a lot. I don't knowhow they can attack but I just learning that what I think is me could be them. So I ask could this have possibly been an attack. I would dream about a dark being. For I think he hated me. He would come in my dreams kill my family...

When I came to this group I felt like these people might actually get it. Maybe I was wrong. I believe in Satan till my world ends and I know that will never happen. I have had some help. I don't know maybe my post are not important. To me it seems the ones that have really made me questian my...

If any one has a answer for supressed sexuality how about a sexuality that you can't control like it pops up at times it shouldn't about people you really don't like and when you are trying to learn satanic meditations. It's even more then at anyother time of the day. I have way too much sexual...

I don't think I want to get hit in the head with cookies ;D. Why don't you write about him finding his way too Satan. That's what I want to do. Mine will be about a boy who finds his way but it will manly be stuff about me that way people can relate to him more if it's stuff that could really...

You helped me. Not even knowing you did you just helped me. You see I didn't and still don't think I am worth the time Satan has. I posted a question on this group asking how would I know he loves me and got no reply. You know what was going threw my mind at the time? Things like You got no...

What happens in 2012?

I started a fast. In the book it said something about Jesus and I paid it no mind. Now that I think about it that was not the smart thing to do being who I am. Anyway I was thinking about it and noticed that on the web pages and other thing I have read it said nothing about fasting for a month...

Sign what?

Can someone help me understand it better? I want to know whatever I need to know befor I start the program.

I just noticed something realy important. My mother had said when she was trying to get me to follow her path that she felt something that she didn't like from satans sigil, I hope I spelled that right, on my wall and at the same time I felt the cold feeling from before. She didn't like it and...

Thanks. I have been blessed by Satan and the gods many times and sometimes I feel like I am not as alone as I once felt. I would have to say a few year be for I became a Satanis I was crying for help. I was Wiccan at that poin and I cried to the goddess and some how I ended up crying and asking...

I know of him. The raven part? Never thought much of it but they just put it to have yet another thing that was not there's. I hope that the right way to put it. I think ravens are used a lot Now that I think on it.

Truly is is one of them. Those people who have no right to even say the name of the gods because he cant say them with respect. He will get whats coming to him. You can hex or destroy him but i doubt that mean the gods are threw with him.

You asked for help but I dont think one could help another and not know the whole story.

Lilith has an owl as a symbol that is an owl! Not too long ago I had a stare down with an owl and it was i think maybe the second one i had seen in my life. I was out early but still that owl was huge and to see one in the woods as i was doing a morning run. I wonder if it means something. the...

I had a dream that my mother told me to move out. She was pissed off but in this dream I had don't nothing and she still kicked me out. It was like she new I was a satanist. It was like she didn't want me unless I was going to stop being one. What dos e it mean. Do I just fear it? I am only 18...

I have had many dreams like that. I have not gone to a ship or station of the like but I have seen the chaos and confusion and been with this choosen group. I am always without my family. They wait in peace while the others are confused and going wild the choosen that is.

I always thought of black as all the colours combined. It cant always be a bad thing? Can it?

Maybe you should ask for help?

I think something big will happen and there will be big gatherings of people of our own kind. Then from there they would get us and bring us with them. This is mainly how I put it from dreams I have every now and then but they could mean something else. We will know who will gather because we...

I have come across this talk of greys many times. Whats are they? Why are they here? What do they want from us? what should i know about them?

Its hard for me to get to the point were I cant really feel my body because I become more aware of my body and everything around it. I can sometimes feel like I'm falling and sometimes I don't at all. My mom tried reiki I hope I spelled it right, on me before and I was aware of every move she...

the moment I tried to visualize where my wings should be and saw a visualization of the my upper back and shoulder area began to hurt. I just want to know if that should happen. I have tried the wingmakers version before and had a similar reaction. The pain is still there but it is not bad just...

The meditations I have to say I kind of fear it. The first time I did it felt like a hand had touches me more like grabed me. It frightened me. I think that's my problem and some times I see ripples in the air but I have had my eyes checked and the docter said nothing was wrong with me. I see...

I really needed that. Sometimes I just get so messed up about it like sometging is watching me that won't hurt me and when I was younger is was scared me to the point of tears. I don't know if anyone thinks I lie about these thing. Sometime sharing it scares me. But I dedicated and I don't know...

My mother said that in her new found path she was told I was a gifted seer and that she needed to stop me in a way from the satanic path in which I fallow. she dose not know I am a Satanist and her way of saying stopping was saying I was lost. At first I felt like I was finally understood.I can...