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    The positive equivalence to a curse?

    Harsh, but i see your point. She's leaving in a few weeks anyways and i probably won't see her ever again. And please understand that I'm in the middle of Utah and don't have many choices when it comes to romance. None of this was intentional and I certainly hope you can understand wanting to...
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    The positive equivalence to a curse?

    Long story short i fell in love with a Mormon girl and i want to help show her the truth about her religion in an indirect way (meaning i don't physically talk to her and therefore experience the cognitive dissonance she would certainly have, etc.) I have had much success in the past when it...
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    Natal chart Saturn issue

    Yeah, I think you are right when you say I am too young to be worrying about. Well, I know you didn't exactly say that, but it was along those lines. Either way I am going to try that sun square idea out and NOT do the Saturn square. I appreciate and value all of the input and assistance given...
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    Natal chart Saturn issue

    I should expand. I am 20 and do not have children. The placement of Saturn in my chart signifies the possibility of deformities to my future children. That's what I'm worried about here. Of course I will follow your advice Johnson Akemi, but I was asking for something along the lines of...
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    Natal chart Saturn issue

    My Saturn is in my fifth house and Aries and is supposed adversely affect my children. Would performing a Saturn square help me counteract this? Having a family is my #1 in life and I would greatly appreciate any assistance.
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    Re: love and sex life

    I'm sure you can work something out with this person. [ email redacted ] She won't help you out for free, but she is very reliable and helped me out. I recommend her, she is also Zevism. She's reasonable, so please be reasonable back, she has a skill you don't.
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    Pendulum swing

    I know the basic swings are forward and backward for yes and left and right for no, but what does it mean if it follows along your 'head line' on your palm?   When I ask it this one question: "Is it in my best interest to wait for Jenny to talk to me first and repair our friendship and possibly...
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    Depression

    I have cereal almost every morning. Lunch is either french toast with milk and 2 sausage patties or something warm from the Marketplace (name of a kitchen on campus, I'm in college). Dinner is usually at the Marketplace, again warm. I may have a salad WITH my warm meals, but rarely do I have...
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    Depression

    A very light coating on the tongue, there are teeth marks on both sides, and it is moist/wet I would say. Also, you may be right about the frequent urination. I never thought I peed a lot, but I began paying attention to my roommates and I seem to urinate significantly more than they do...
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    Depression

    I'm not sure what this stuck feeling is. Sometimes I will feel like something is psychically attacking my 3rd chakra. Like, when you confess your love to someone and they reject you kind of feeling right on my solar plexus. That is the closest thing to the stuck feeling I think you are asking me...
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    Depression

    I didn't even think about the alternating diarrhea and constipation, but you are absolutely right about that. I just figured I wasn't eating right or that my roommate was affecting me through his unhealthy aura. I'm not sure what this stuck feeling under the ribs is. And people used to...
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    Depression

    I am male and (if still relevant) I have not been diagnosed with any major medical things. I have had a continual problem with my lymph nodes though. I'm not sure how to describe it.... They usually flare up when I'm sick (which hasn't been for a long time since I started the aura of...
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    Two elements at once

    I'm not sure if this is the same thing, but when I'm in the shower I like to envision myself taking the steam into my body. I view it as the perfect combination of fire and water. It helps me retain the heat throughout the day and keep the emotional, positive effects water gives me. I hope that...
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    Newly dedicated to lucifer - need help

    I smell a rat. You either need to study the website more or get off our group. I might be wrong and being harsh, but I don't like the way the OP is talking
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    Depression

    I do have slight asthma which I'm sure transfers from my mother. I'm not entirely sure if you can call it asthma though. Since my mother has stopped drinking milk her cough is almost non-existent. I'm mine would stop too, and it certainly has gone down since I've cut back on milk. I rarely...
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    Depression

    I certainly exhibit some symptoms of Reynauds Phenomenon. My hands have never turned blue before though, and I believe the same can be said about my feet. They do the cold white thing and red tingly sensation when thrown into colder situations and red tingling sensation when taken out...
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    Depression

    I attempted emailing this to in private, but the message would not go through :/ I would appreciate any and all help you are willing to give ^_^ Hello! I saw your post on depression and looked up a few sights going further into detail about the Kidney Yang Deficiency you mentioned. I am...
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    The Greys attacking me?

    I had a dream once where a grey, about the height of my knees, appeared. The second it appeared I ran up to it, grabbed its throat and slammed its head into everything I could. I remember the skin of this creature feeling like a Halloween mask and its head was very hard and didn't bleed, it...
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    Hello. Im new here. and New to satanism.... any advice?

    I have been doing affirmations to boost my confidence levels. I think that is what you're looking for, not dominance. "I am growing stronger in every way posible: spiritually, mentally, physically, emotionally, and sexually" I affirm whenever I need it. I believe if you were to set up something...
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    Satanic pentagram

    I don't know if it matters or not, but if I had to guess I would say it absolutely matters. If you are making an altar why not just follow it exactly to begin with? That way you are connecting your altar to the website and Satan which is basically Satan twice! :) I hope that helps, sometimes we...
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    starting a job during a void moon

    I'm not too knowledgeable on using the moon and other astral bodies for workings, but it sounds like you should do anything to anyone. When I was going to this job interview a while back I had simply programmed my aura with a green color with the affirmation: "I am getting this job, it is...
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    Memes prove the bible is total bullshit! Great for lolz

    These are some dank memes, yo
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    hospital

    There's also a Satanic Health group you could join, I'm sure they would be able to give you loads of advice and dietary help :)
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    Trance question

    Visualization and going into a Trance are two different things. Go into a Trance first and then try visualizing. At least, I think that is what you were asking
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    Plastic Rice from China!

    But who wants to search every grain of rice in a bag of rice?
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    JoS Policy: Please be Aware...

    I definitely needed to see this. I wish my mother would understand this point of view. She is so close to understanding the truth but is stuck on the love, love, love cycle. That's just venting though, I owe my current life and way of thinking to HP Pythia and the JOS website. I sincerely...
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    the movie the Lazarus effect

    Some people like the feeling of fear. I think it's more along the lines of, it helps people feel alive in a world that is so dull and plain. At least, that's how I used to look at it, now I just laugh, they are more comical than scary these days (in my opinion).
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    Share your demon summoning expierience

    When I was 15 I first encountered satanism. We were visiting Salem, Massachusettes at the time (my brother, mother and i). I was not dedicated, only interested and I did the demon summoning listed on the website. I recited the prayer, felt the good energy, and summoned Andromalious. I didn't see...
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    Erasing Memory

    Would those methods of not resisting/dealing with memories also apply to a song that is stuck in your head? Everytime I meditate I have some random song get stuck in my head and I can only silence it for seconds at a time and it almost always comes back. I'm curious is all.
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