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  1. Clayface

    Thank you, Valefor!

    Somthing happened to me today, I did an Ritual (I was unable to do Rituals for two weeks) and after that I really opened up to Satan. I opened an image of his sigil and started to talk about my worries and told him what I have planned and that I felt silly talking to an image and I did this for...
  2. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    Today there was a jw convention and I looked at my mom while she was paying attention to it and she seemed like a total zombie with the cult speakers sucking her brains in and she was also in a bad mood when I distracted her from it like she was addicted or something. I am glad that I got away...
  3. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I did an Ritual x3+aura cleansing today on the same day she came home telling me about a financial situation and also telling me that she is heavily considering enrolling me into a vocational program that will help me be qualified for a job. I am so nervous but I think it is a sign from the...
  4. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    There was a jw convention today but it didnt really take as long as I expected which is nice but watching hentai is still better (I don't watch hentai anymore if you're wondering) but i want to know if there is anything i can do so i can make the best of it if it ever happens again can thinking...
  5. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I still have a problem with making that gold color of the solar chakra and my throat solar chakra are still small but it is now easier than before I did the affirmations I have a problem, I am very easily distracted and I feel like I lack motivation and I need help with that
  6. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I dont know who my GD is or how to talk to him and I am not advanced enough so how do I know who my GD is and how to get help from him?
  7. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    yes financially independent so I can buy a place to live in without someone to bother me
  8. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    Can someone infiltrate my congregation and help me become stable so I can finally leave it?
  9. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I forgot to tell you that the problem is that the hard time I have spinning my chakras are because I have a very hard time making the color yellow in my mind and so it comes out very tiny and my light blue chakra is also small but I still spin it easier than my yellow chakra but I often have a...
  10. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I hate the sound of my voice when I am vibrating sounds and I want to know what i can do about it I have a hard time imagining things for meditation, do i have aphantasia? and I am afraid to come out of the closet but I will do it I have a thing for futas and I dont know how to stop it and I...
  11. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    My mom would freak out of she ever caught me with anything that goes against her cult
  12. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    She is part of a christian cult so if she ever found out (which she almost did) she would freak out
  13. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    My mom has been hired for a remote job and I need to do f Ritual but how am i going to vibrate stuff with my mom around or how am i gonna get more time to deep clean my soul for after f Ritual?
  14. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    How do I reprogram my energy while vibrating raum?
  15. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    It feels like I have hard time imagining things but I somehow not take long with meditation that have me imagining stuff (like spinning my chakras) and my problem with my nose and throat is mucus buildup mainly in my throat but I also blow my nose often and I dont vibrate raum very much (i will...
  16. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    Is there any yoga that can clean my soul? I am looking for an alternative to vibrating raum so I can save time I really want to learn about astrology and how to use it so where do I start?
  17. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I vibrate raum but it gets interrupted by nose and throat issues but I get it done
  18. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    My cleaning takes long because of issues with my nose and throat so it takes an hour Also the reason I am looking for someone I can trust with my astrology chart is because I didn't learn to use it and I don't know where to start
  19. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I am very grateful for the team spirit but also very sorry for not keeping you up to date. My mom is planning for some kind of diet and exercise routine that actually seems to be for good, but how will I make time for cleaning my soul? Another thing I am thinking about is, should I trust...
  20. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I am over 21, why do you ask?
  21. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    This sounds great but I haven't found a job that I can hide from my mom. I don't know if I can do that since I have very little time do much of anything but clean my chackras a few times a week (My mom is working part time). My mom doesn't have enough money for that and I really hate to show...
  22. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I didn't explain enough, when my mom was close I would feel a weight on my shoulders, everything would be fine when my mom was away but when I felt her influence, everything became hard to handle and I would feel a lot of negativity and I would lose focus and I didn't know why
  23. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    There was something I forgot to tell you about, for some weird reason, my mom's presence makes my day worse but my it's usually better when she's away Can someone please explain what is going on?
  24. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I don't want anyone to carry me, I've had a taste of being carried for most of my life and I absolutely hate it. I am very willing to do hard work but have no idea where or how to start, talking to Satan's sigil sounds like an idea but I don't know how to do that either (I read that you need to...
  25. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    My mom has gotten suspicious about me and has very seriously mentioned getting me "professional help" (The help she needs) Typing this as my mom is watching more jw propaganda that is further making her mind rot This has been a race against time for a while but now that the struggle has gotten...
  26. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    How do I talk to his sigil? I need all the help I can get What exactly am I supposed to do with a loan? I am looking for a new roof to put over my head and a new and improved family to atleast get me back on my feet. (Or give me the feet I never had) But I am curious about what I can do with...
  27. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I don't think I should live with my mom anymore, I'm just fed up with all the crap I go through with her. I know this is sorta silly for me to ask but is there anybody to help my sorry and ugly ass into a better living space? I believe that I haven't really grown as a person due to a...
  28. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    I did dedicate myself to Satan last year but tell me if how I did it counts, I took a pin and sterilized it with a witch hazel pad and then poked my finger over a tiny cup expecting to get enough blood into it but only got enough to write the first few letters of my name on the paper using a...
  29. Clayface

    I will tell you a little about myself

    We all started the path in a worse situation we are now in after applying it, just start the 40 days meditation (after dedication) don´t think to much of the problems you have try to use our time in a positive way, you could try to work out, educate in a field you could like and start a career...
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