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I bought a chromebook some time ago for studying, without realizing the difference between them and actual laptops. I have tried getting the Tor browser but it won't work, and I'm not very adept with Linux. I'm not sure what browser I should use that will provide for privacy. Are there any...

Thank you to all the new Guardians for their work and I congratulate the promotions. It's always comforting knowing that when any one of us has an issue, new or old, we can get straightforward and helpful advice.

Thank you for another informative post! I am curious about something though. Miscommunication, troubles relating to purchased items, signatures and travel. The effects of Mercury retrograde sound very similar to the void of course Moon. Is there a correlation between the two? Or could this...

In addition to these replies, I'd like to add that Pythia's audio from the website helped me a lot when I was learning trance. On my own, I would get too hung up on the counting and the ladder as you mention, making it hard to really focus. But Pythia made it much easier to relax and I ended up...

My solar return chart has me on edge. I've been paranoid and looking over my shoulder constantly. Misfortune, permanent leaving of residence, financial ruin, the list seemed endless. This is something that happened a few weeks ago. I keep a book of our virtues and only bring this with me to...

This is something that should have been done a long time ago. As I've mentioned before, I'm living with my parents and they are Xian. They always hated the idea of my beliefs, and even threatened to kick me out over it. This is the last piece of evidence tying me to Satanism and I need to cut...

I've noticed issues as I've grown in my mediation practice. I struggle with family matters but simultaneously care for them, sometimes more than myself. I want to be my own person and live on my own, but I also don't want to leave them. It's all very problematic and I've been working on this...

I print them off at the library, it's a bit of a walk though. I've been leaving them in various places but never at places I frequent like school or work. I'm not sure of how else to go about it, spreading our ideas I mean. It isn't as though I could make a website, that kinda defeats the purpose.

I have selected a few posts that I think are great representations of our intent and will bring more people to our cause. But I'm wondering if they are enough. Short of printing the entire website, what are some good highlights we can use to bring more people to the JoS? So far, I have printed...

This post clears up something important. That by the end of the decade, we are presenting the opportunity for growth this does not necessarily mean that growth has already occurred. I'm guilty of thinking how wonderful it would be to have an entire friend group of fellow Satanists but it isn't...

"Remember how long you've been putting this off, how many extensions the gods gave you, and you didn't use them. At some point you have to recognize what world it is that you belong to; what power rules it and from what source you spring; that there is a limit to the time assigned to you, and if...

Paganini was called the Devil's Violinist for a reason, he was just that great. I love that people were aware of how something so amazing could only come from Satan. I recommend this album called Enjoy Eternal Bliss by Yndi Halda. It's modernized classical music and it sounds like a bad idea...

This is a great idea. It would certainly be a fun project. I will make an effort to pick up my guitar more often, maybe something will become of it. I encourage others to do the same, if you have the right instruments. It can be difficult at first but you might surprise yourself.

Thank you for the reminder. Sometimes we all need it every once and awhile. And thank you for your poetry, it's inspired me to write my own.

I'm happy to see our websites growing. This is a great improvement and I can't wait to see what other updates are still come.

Sometimes we need the reminder, thank you HP. It is easy to get worn down by life, yet we keep striving, men and women alike. I can't wait to celebrate the coming Spring with Astarte's ritual and get in touch with my more feminine side. May we all be smiled upon by the Gods and Goddesses, now...

This new schedule lines up with my spring break! I'm shooting for three reps a day, minimum. Can't wait to get started.

Apply the nature of the star to the natures of those houses. Caput Algol is one of the most violent stars, you should watch out for situations that relate to the houses. These could manifest negatively. As far as timing, I'm not entirely sure.

There are many obstacles that impede me, some of which I have taken care of and others that I am still trying to make due with. The greatest one is being active in the forums. The things I want to one day accomplish are not things I am taking lightly. However, when I want to make a comment or...

Comment didn't go through for some reason, technical difficulties. In a way, having such trouble with my parents has helped me. Especially with my dad, I felt neglected and unloved. It was after finding Satan that I recovered and found what I'd been looking for. Thank you for this post, it's...

On the 6th of this month, the moon will be full and in its home sign, Cancer. I strongly recommend to take advantage of this. When I first saw the daunting amount of time it takes to complete the square, I was extremely intimidated and wanted to avoid it at all costs. But recently I've been...

Thank you! I knew this song but forgot the name and I couldn't agree more.

Visualization is key. Just taking some time out of your day to not only build it but to spend time in it is essential. Use your senses as much as you can while visualizing it. This is your place, make it unique to you. My 'temple' is more like a garden with greek-like structures around it. I...

This is very helpful, thank you. Living under a Xian household is far beyond just a little stifling. I was wondering if I could create a working in which independence is encouraged. If the visualization/focus is what ultimately determines the outcome of the working, could I visualize living...

I understand that knowledge comes with time and effort, however these are the posts I value the most. The ones in which everyone is beong informed of valuable knowledge. Such as Blackdragon's posts about astrology which have helped myself and others tremendously. Comprehension of one's natal...

There's something else I forgot to mention. Venus rules the women in a man's chart. Mars rules the men in a woman's chart. So, if a woman is having trouble attracting men shouldn't she start a square for Mars? Squares are meant to mend and/or amplify qualities in a chart. Essentially I'm...

Here in the US, we set our clocks forward an hour. Counties all over the world have all kinds of different timezones. It has made me think of the precise time we are meant to complete the squares. Could this impact it, considering it isn't technically being done at the right time? Also, I...

When I think of the JoS I think of a place where I feel at home, accepted and encouraged to grow. I want to see this expand to many more people. To see others open their hearts to Satan and the Gods and advance. I would love to see more information about the Gods. I understand that this comes...

I know exactly what you mean. Whenever I am using methods outside of the JoS, I am sure to take them with a grain of salt. However, if you are psychically connected, or just familiar, with your tarot cards, it shouldn't matter what source you pull methods from as you are bound to get accurate...

My dad is working full-time now, he wasn't working at all before. While he is working on top of going on walks and going in the woods, this is how I've found loopholes and I'm able to complete mantras. Ever since I became a Satanist, I have been paranoid. I've lived in constant fear of my dad...

You mean I could advance even while living here, in a Christian household? I internalized the idea that my advancement is hindered, perhaps it isn't to the extent that I thought. My only worry is if a binding spell could be related to black magick, with Mars retrograde I want to be cautious.

Thank you! I'll definitely give it a shot. Also, I had no idea about numerology or symbolism in the Tarot. I'm fairly new to it, so this helps a lot.

I'm unsure if anyone is familiar with this spread, but I thought I'd share it anyway in case someone is curious. It's called the Opening of the Key spread. Usually my readings are inaccurate, not to mention few and far in between, seeing as how I hardly have the time or personal space for...

I find it ironic how the popular interpretations of angels are really just our Gods. In the Christian need to connect to something spiritual and true they reach out to the very things that want their demise, the real monsters. All the while, drifting farther away from our Gods who could provide...

It just seemed likely to be the case to me since my friend is an intelligent woman and when I proposed that she enter a relationship she scoffed and insisted that she could not find any man who suited her, any man intelligent or witty enough to keep up with her. It could just be because she is...

I am no professional astrologer. I have leaked too much information in hopes of getting answers, but only end up getting warnings about what to shed light on and what ought to be kept in the dark. Don't get me wrong, I understand these warnings and I'm trying my best to avoid sensitive...

On November 24th, Jupiter will no longer be retrograde and it will be in its home sign Pisces.

I had an accident when I was a kid that resulted in my tooth being knocked out, root and all. I'm still faced with the effects of this everyday, 10 years after this occurred. To repair such an extensive injury would take thousands of dollars, money I simply don't have. I've learned to live...

Thanks for a great post! Motivation should be at an all time high. We still have a long way to go but we'll win in the end.

After writing this, I went back and looked at all the posts I made in the past and it made me realize something. If I can handle my dad, my living situation and the need to keep my faith a secret, if I can handle all of that yet not handle the lack of a partner then I'm not the woman I thought I...

Thank you! I will try to use Inanna as a mantra before using a rune and I'll keep an eye out for when Venus enters Libra. Wish me luck.

I am planning on beginning a working to increase my astral senses and psychic ability, specifically in relation to discovering a lover (more on that later). This upcoming Friday seems perfect for this as all these will be amplified: Meditation, psychic pursuits, psychic hearing, astral...

This is a great reminder, one I really needed. Perfection is something we strive for but isn't always the outcome. We can make the goal to jump for the moon but, try as we might, we cannot make this a reality. However, with practice and diligence, we can reach heights we could not before.

"After you use logic and you verify that yes, this will grow you as a person, it's great to follow this and NOT focus on the bogus emotions of guilt, fear, depression that are trying to keep you back. They will disappear after you start doing what you should." My greatest hurdle is doubt. I've...

Could I technically contact my Guardian through a tarot reading? Tarot cards are all I have at my disposal right now, so a Ouija board is out of the question. I've used the pendulum but I've been misled too many time with it and so I would rather avoid it. I think I know who he is, but I'm...

I see no harm in it.

In light of HP's recent posts promoting motivation, I thought it would be a good idea to add onto this further. The following are excerpts from my Black Book, nothing too revealing or personal, just things I find to be a great source of happiness and pride, that, when combined together, give a...

There is going to be a new moon on Saturday. This is a great opportunity for anyone wanting to do purification. Here's the link to HP's article with all the information. https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=58191&sid=acf41f1d200c2722c1fc04efe55ab8eb

I have seen Satan as a father since I first came to Satanism, as for Lilith, I could only hope I'd be seen as a daughter in her eyes. The utter lack of maternal and paternal presence in my life has left a lot of confusion in me and plenty of loneliness. I dedicated my soul to Satan in hopes...

Just something interesting I found and I thought I'd share it. Here's the link to the article. The Article

Could retrograde Neptune or Pluto indicate their emphasis? Or is emphasis only related to tight degrees?

I tweaked the coordinates in my natal chart after I found that they were nowhere near where I was born. Upon doing this, the entire chart was completely flipped over with all the planets being in different houses, each angle changing, making my IC Scorpio and IC Taurus and making my chart ruler...

Just to be clear, my comment is directly towards you, not Shadowcat.

Why all the snide comments? She made a statement you didn't agree with so your immediate reaction is to attack her for it? Has it ever occurred to you that maybe her individual experiences in the workplace has led her to believe that? Or that perhaps in her particular workplace this statement is...

Okay thank you so much, I was worried it would way worse than that. My knowledge on astrology is sub par, I was honestly expecting death or something similarly dreadful. It helps a lot finding out new things about myself and I'm glad you were able to help me with that. It'll take awhile for me...

I'm glad you clarified this. I followed the guide and found, although Venus is in Gemini, it is the only supporting aspect for polygamy, everything else is supportive of monogamy. It's interesting to know. I assumed since Venus was in Gemini that polygamy must be for me but I never completely...

I had no idea it was that bad in Europe. Just for using your money, even it is considered "obscure" should not be helped against you. I was scared of my stepmom finding out, but officials? That's crazy.

Beautiful work as always! I admire your work a great deal.

I'll start working soon and will be able to make continuous donations on a weekly basis. My only hindrance is the possibility of my stepmom seeing my activity. I recently obtained a debit card, of which she is a sort of co-owner, if you will. No one in my family has used Bitcoin, so it would be...

The trolley problem is an example of act-utilitarianism, an ethical theory I have completely adopted. It is the question of the common phrase 'the lesser of two evils'. Take, for example, an illness spreading through a hospital only to babies. The doctors have only two possible options as to...

Thanks, that helps. And it's a bit of a long shot, but do you think I could use the square to improve medical knowledge? It's a stretch, I know, but I'm just curious.

"All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The crownless again...

This is the second time I've done one, and I'm still not any better at it. :lol: It's difficult to gauge the meanings of the major arcana when all the websites are corrupted. Maybe it's because I'm not psychically connected to my cards or I'm just, as the kids say, a noob but I can't figure...

Thank you for the input. Can I ask how you contacted him? I've tried making contact with Demons before but it never seems to work. Any advice?

Two questions: Could I make an affirmation related to improving my father's.. everything, attitude, effort, care etc.? If I want to improve my mental ability which category would this go under, material or spiritual?

Does anyone have more information about him other then what is on the website? I absolutely love poetry and literature, so I wanted to get to know Pazuzu better. Also, small side note, does anyone else feel old? As a younger person, do you feel older than those in your age group? I cannot make...

What a beautiful poem! It's motivational and is a clear representation of your resilience.

“I cannot follow you Christians; for you try to crawl through your life upon your knees, while I stride through mine on my feet.” ― Charles Bradlaugh

Great job! 👍

What about Vovim Bahgie? Is he/she okay? I have the Satanic: Rituals, Magick, Sermons and the Kundalini Serpent PDF downloaded and I've been reading it frequently. I want to make sure I'm not being misled.

I am grateful for posts like this. They're introspective and heart-warming. Lately, I've been feeling drawn to my Guardian even more than ever. I cannot see or hear him, but I know he is there guiding me. I remember one night I was walking home and I was so scared, I was new to the town. Then...

I have a final question. If I were to use sananda and 1 or 2 runes would this amplify or offset the working? I've heard that doing multiple planetary squares for the same goal can offset, I'm wondering if the same applies here.

I made a reply regarding this in the runes being used for intellect topic and got a response from Lydia. She suggested I used Sananda and Wunjo. Aquarius also said I should make a topic rather than a reply, so I did just that. I'm looking for ways to help my friend who is going through a...

Okay, thank you. One quick question, how do I vibrate Sananda? The d is what I'm curious about, the rest is rather straightforward.

Intelligence and memory: Mannaz kenaz, dagaz × 64 Mann, ken, daeg affirm 9 times: "The energies of the runes Mann, ken and daeg increase my intelligence and memory continuously and permanently in the healthiest and most positive way for me. I am now able to understand and memorise anything...

What if I'm wanting to help a friend? Like directing the energy from say Venus unto a friend who is suffering from depression?

This is great news. One step closer to their inevitable downfall! I wanted to add something here: starting tomorrow my school will no longer require masks and I consider that a great victory! Even my seven year old sister was wearing them, but not anymore. I can't wait to see them obliterated...

Many people do not exactly understand what this term means. Half the idea is that this a material kingdom. This is only half of the fact. Right now we have been living for many centuries under the kingdom of judea. Like so many other 'kingdoms' and strangleholds, it will fall. They laugh about...

No, but he is somewhat psychic on a lower level. He's been able to identify events that will happen days later. He can be rather emotionally imbalanced. I believe he was a Zevism at some point in an earlier life, however he always refused to hear about anything pertaining to which makes me...

I recently broke up with my boyfriend because we are growing up and we were drifting apart to begin with. Basically, he's not in the right headspace, not at all, and I'm worried he's going to do something reckless that may endanger his life. He's had problems like this before we met. Is there a...

This is completely unrelated to your topic, I just wanted to say how amazing that painting is! I especially love the tiny galaxies, I didn't even notice until I zoomed in. Awesome attention to detail.

As you can imagine, it can be hard to keep things such as mala beads when living in a christian household. I've found this is an effective way to keep count. https://western-hindu.org/2010/01/01/how-to-chant-a-mantra-108-times-without-mala-beads/

I made a recent post regarding this. It's a loss of love from parents, just the general feeling of being loved and cared for is something that I have lacked in my life. I'm feeling more positive after opening up about it, but I know this isn't a problem that will just disappear. It also doesn't...

Thank you all for the advice and support! I've been pondering on it for a few days and I am feeling a bit more positive. I'm almost finished with the first 40 day meditation program and I've already made my own with specific meditations. This next 40 days I plan on taking all your advice and...

What Jupiter affirmation would you recommend for someone struggling with love? Not necessarily romantic.

This is something I've struggled with for quite some time now, especially from my parents. By opening up about these things, I don't mean to play the victim or anything of the sort. I understand full well that there are many others who are suffering or have suffered more than myself. I just need...

Nine Inch Nails is a great band, very much against Christianity and unique sound, too. A song by Foo Fighters, pretender, is good. I Iike when he says "what if I say I'm not like the others" and "in time, or so I'm told, I'm just another soul to sell". I like that he takes away from the whole...

Now, under the circumstances, I would not willingly get the vaccine; if half the supposed side affects of it are true. However, the program I am currently in is requiring I get it. The program is basically a free ride to college, I can go two years to a community college and two years to a...

I was not sure which sources I could trust and thought what better place to ask questions than here. I looked up these questions with no luck. The answers would have discrepancies or be misleading. I know we are supposed to focus on the Ritual schedule and I have, to the best of my ability, even...

I understand entirely that the likelihood of my parents ever understanding Satanism, even just the meditation aspect, is low. However, it isn't getting them to our side that I'm worried about. It's my Grandmother. She's a Christian and of course has never advanced her soul in any way. My dilemma...

No, not that I know of. I live with several other people and even share a room with one other person, so I feel they would say something about it. The weirdest thing is that I didn't feel in any sort of danger when I found them. I thought for sure if I continued to find scratches I would feel...

I apologize for interrupting the testimonial thread, but I merely wanted to ask a question. In your signature you mention Hours. Would you be willing to tell me some things about him? I have been trying to communicate with him for a year now, however, stopped because recent misleading answers...

As dictated from Satan, as there is no better source of inspiration. "There is a positive and negative side to all things to keep them in balance; to keep the Universe going. There are awful and terrible things that must happen, destructive, deathly things and there are good and miraculous...

So I exited the shower today and found these scratches on my back. I have also been finding other small, random scratches on my legs and arms. Do these mean anything? Or am I just sleepwalking? https://photos.app.goo.gl/xZ8nbsPx5nSdF7cv9 I have never inserted a link on the forums, so in case...

Those are great questions. You wouldn't happen to have the answers to them, would you?

In a sermon by HPS Pythia, she briefly mentions the possibility of the above question. Is this true? More specifically, can the soul, after going through many lifetimes, dissipate? If this is the case, what can one do to amend this damage? I also wondered if this dissipation is related to...

What is the meaning of the cards? Do they have the same meaning as most tarot guidebooks have or are they different looking at them from a Satanist perspective? For example, in my tarot guidebook it says death means a powerful transition, justice means looking for truth, the devil means...

He's been having strange dreams and has heard someone calling his name when no one is around. He knows about the occult but not in a Satanic way. He knows I'm a Satanist, I trusted him enough to tell him and hope to ease him into the thought of dedicating, not forcing him, of course. He has had...

The thing is, he has already found out about my interest in Satanism when I first discovered it. This would be the second time, which is why I am rather anxious to try the Rituals. I saw the new schedule and read the whole post. I would love to contribute in any way I can, it's just my current...

I am *** years old and dedicated on April *** 2020. After, I started the six month meditation program and am currently doing the 40 day program. I did the Rituals and still try to every chance I get, unfortunately, that has become less and less. My father discovered my black book which...

Unfortunately, no. However, we have been getting some small amounts of money here and there, such as child support from my father's divorced wife which only started happening recently. Nothing too luxurious, maybe a few hundred. Not quite as much as I'd hoped. This house is so much more than...

So, this entire situation of mine has been going on for about since I started the six month spiritual warfare. I began communication with Purson and Satan via pendulum over their sigils. There is a house that I have had my eyes on for a while now, it is quite expensive, but I decided to give...

Are you referring to this kriya here? Yes, that is the one. My yoga routine is the one that HPHoodedCobra made, the PDF not the one on the website.

For one of the stretches, it says to inhale and exhale mul bhand. What does that mean? I want to make sure I am doing these right. Also, I could use some help in becoming more flexible. I have been doing the yoga for a while now and feel no change in flexibility. Any tips? P. S. This is just...

I know the zodiac signs but that is about it. I would love to learn more about astrology, but I know I need to understand the basics before jumping right into reading a chart. If you are willing tell, I am all ears. Anything will be appreciated.

I am in high school and I absolutely refuse to stand for the pledge, my teacher hates me for it. I refuse to stand because of the afore mentioned phrase. Which had gotten me thinking as to why it is even there in the first place. Who came up with it? It would be much appreciated if someone could...

That's great, thank you! Have you ever met him? If you don't mind me asking.

I have known who my Guardian Demon is for a while now, yet I know hardly anything about him. I have been communicating with him via pendulum, but that is not really the same as having a one on now conversation, as in telepathy. Which I am not advanced enough to do. His name is Horus, does anyone...

1. Will completing it get rid of my scars? 2. How long does it usually take? 3. Do you have to be a certain age? 4. Will yoga aid in achieving it? 5. Do I have to change my personal life in order to complete it? 6. Do I raise the Kundalini before or after the Magnum Opus? Is one more...

1. Will completing it get rid of my scars? 2. How long does it usually take? 3. Do you have to be a certain age? 4. Will yoga aid in achieving it? 5. Do I have to change my personal life in order to complete it? 6. Do I raise the Kundalini before or after the Magnum Opus? Is one more...

I think I'm ready but I'm not sure. I don't want to try it then something goes wrong. I know all the chakras have to be completely open, but how will I know when they are? Thank you, Charlotte

Thank you for the advice. I didn't think I'd get any answers, so this is much appreciated.

I've already done the Dedication and started a meditation program. I'm reading and studying as much as I can. Is there anything else I could do to get closer to Satan? I don't expect to see him, I just want to know what else I could be doing in His service. Thank you, Charlotte