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Earlier I was in a dark place, thinking about all of my failures. I was hating myself for things I did do, and didn't do. I was letting all the hateful things other's have said bring me down. I felt worthless, as if nothing I did mattered. My self esteem was at it's lowest, but then I thought...

*Sweats and looks around nervously* I'm not a raven, Caw!! Caw, Caaachoo!! oh man these allergies are acting up again!.. *hides feathers* Lol but in all seriousness this is a troll post no different than the previous juvenile earth one and many others. I love how we're all having a laugh over...

Thank you all for the kind words about this post. I simply wrote what I felt the Gods wanted me to write about, I will try to post more like this in the future whenever I feel that the Gods and my guardian want me to write about a specific topic. Much love to you all and Hail Satan!

Take a moment to ponder yourself...Are all of your thoughts and favorite things really your own? are your beliefs and ideas yours, Do these thoughts really belong to you, or have they been made for you by those around you, by society? are you really "you"? are you the person that calls to you...

Ok so here it goes, every now and again I fall into a slump where I don't do what I need for myself. That includes poor eating habits, not drinking enough water. Not meditating or doing important rituals..not cleaning up my home. I get overwhelmed and don't want to do anything good for myself...

Just a quick question. Been seeing a lot online that it's rumored that not only is graphene oxide in the vaccine but it's being added to all of our foods and water. Is that a lie meant to spread fear or is it true and if so, what should we do to protect ourselves from eating or drinking any...

I am very grateful to see others here have either gone through something similar, or been able to relate, and find this lesson I was given helpful! May we all continue to grow and learn from the Gods and their wisdom! Hail Satan!

So I know this will sound a little strange but here it goes, I was decorating for the holidays and I came upon a tangled jingle bell garland. After struggling with it for a good time I started to become frustrated. I at first wanted to break it in half I was so angry but instead I started to...

I've been seeing some posts circulating on various websites about how this company senomyx uses hek293 cells in several food, drink and health products. I find it pretty disturbing if that's the case..I feel kinda sick about the idea that aborted human embryo kidney cells are being added to food...

Sorry I haven't posted in a while everyone. Been focusing on my life and not much time to talk now. But today I am interested in learning more about haplogroups. I long ago was dumb and tried using an ancestry DNA service I didn't find any useful info other than it telling me of my German...

I'm trying to get back into things but I'm constantly attacked with this weird guilt coming from nowhere, worries of what if I'm wrong for being back here, etcetera. I know it's not true and I'm not used to these kind of attacks. I never had too much of a problem with this in the past, but now...

Thank you for the encouragement I needed that. I'm going to try my very best. Thankfully I'm always drawn back to where I need to be, here with you all. No matter what has happened I always feel a yearning to come back here, as if I'm returning home after a long tiring journey. Sometimes I get...

I've been through a dark period in my life. I've been inactive. I feel like I have no business being here, posting after such a long time of inactivity. I've been no help at all. All I ever wanted to do was fight to stop the enemy and to help our cause. But it's been a long time now and I've...

I was wondering how old is too old? This obviously only applies to adults. Teens should never date or have relationships with older people. But once we have the freedom of being an adult, and being with who we want. How old of an age gap is too old? I don't feel that 5-7 years is bad. But what...

Thank you for the feedback! I'm glad to know you guys liked it. I appreciate your support! I will most definitely share more of my future works on here. I need to do some more practicing first however. I'm more of a singer, but I do play a variety of different instruments.

I only have one song recorded so far. It's been a little while since I recorded music. I am a little rusty, but I hope it still can be enjoyable. The website is safe, It is a free music sharing platform. It has the option to listen to my song in your browser OR to download it for free if you...

I love animals, I love seeing them happy and cared for. It's truly wonderful to see how our human kindness and love can help heal even the most traumatized of little animals. Animals make life better. If it weren't for my pets that I've had over the years, those years wouldn't have been as much...

I believe it is important to specify when you want a thing to happen so saying things like Right now are necessary. But it is the intent that matters the most. The words we say in affirmation are there to put us in the right set of mind so we can will something to happen. If you really want a...

Happy Winter solstice! Jk, Lol it's ok. Things happen. For whatever reason I was writing 2019 instead of 2020 on some paperwork documents the other day. I love the Autumn equinox. It always holds a special place in my heart. Fall is my favorite season after all.

Imagine the pain and trauma this poor dog suffered for it to behave in that way. It's so good to see it finally happy and playing.

I agree. And I know what you mean about the negative energies. I have felt that as well in some graveyards, old houses, and hospitals especially. I can always pick up on it. I will not willingly stay in a place that feels heavy with bad energy. I do know that my aura of protection, along with...

Thank you! I hope it can be of help to some people.

Marijuana is not as harmless as many people seem to think. Weed may seem relatively safe or ''light'' compared to other substances, but the truth is that it is just as bad in it's own way. Marijuana damages the soul, the aura, and the mind. It may not physically addict someone but it definitely...

Thank you, I think of this every time I do my Rituals and any other rituals. I know I am helping things move along so the world can be in a better place when my friend reincarnates back here. Thank you :) I should have all my equipment together by the middle of this month. Hopefully I'll have...

I love most instruments as I have a deep love for music, but my most favorite to play is the piano and the guitar. I am mainly a singer though! I love the freedom of singing, not being bound by an instrument all the time can be nice. And you can sing just about anywhere! Well, I love Autumn...

Just another post to chat! Aside from all the seriousness going on, how is everyone? We are now in September. Fall will soon be coming up and then winter. My favorite seasons. I have been working, and healing, and meditating. trying to work on myself. I had a few set backs after the sudden death...

I haven't see a thread for this sort of thing yet, and I think it's about time we start one! I have seen meme sharing, music sharing, art, etc. Here's one for poetry and short stories! I will go first with my recent poem. Warrior's path: I sat and watched the skies as the forest cracked and...

Very nice! Thank you for sharing! We really need a Poetry sharing thread. I too have written a poem. If anyone wants to read it.. It's called the Warriors Path. I sat and watched the skies as the forest cracked and whispered, and the ravens did fly. the trees swayed and the river swirled I...

Thank you for that, You have a point, I never thought of it that way. I can't always assume every issue going on with me is a spiritual related issue. I always do worry about that. Leaning about how the enemy can send attacks in many different ways has made me overly cautious about things like...

Thank you for the concern. I don't really believe it's sleep apnea but I could be wrong. I'll have to be tested to really know I guess, but I'm not currently in a position where I can see a doctor right now unfortunately, but I'm working towards where that can soon change. I'll give an update...

This is an issue I have had for several years, it comes and goes. I sometimes have a few years without experiencing it, but it always seems to come back. I have never fully understood what causes it, but there could be many factors such as stress and lack of sleep, which I have been experiencing...

I am unsure if it was because of the Rituals and other workings, a sign, or just my imagination, but yes! I once had a vision of myself with black wings interestingly enough. they were not outstretched fully but starting to. I took it as a sign from Father that He was with me in that moment and...

That sounds like a truly wonderful experience! Our Rituals do wonders at awakening our souls and getting in touch with our roots!. I used to live at home with my parents but I moved out and started living on my own, and once I did, I was able to really do more things like daily Rituals, and...

I don't see so many topics about her here. I heard she called upon Andras in battle against her foes. I was curious about any opinions on her. She sounded like a very powerful warrior. I was reading up about her recently.

Thank you for this. It is very helpful. I know we haven't spoken too much on here, but you have replied to my posts in the past with very helpful information. I appreciate you. I am very glad to see your posts again. Glad you are doing well brother! Hail Satan!

I had recently lost someone dear to me so suddenly, so soon..They didn't share my beliefs, but I asked Father for their safe journey to be led away from the "light" trap of the enemy. I fully believe they will be safe. And one day be reincarnated. And we will meet again. What this has taught me...

It's ok, no offense taken. :) I do totally understand what you mean! I have had plans and goals that did not go as planned, it made me feel defeated but I learned to set more realistic goals. there are many possibilities! but I think if we don't at least plan out some goals to start with, what...

I get what you're saying but there's nothing wrong with trying to think on what you would like to represent when you have ascended. we all have things that make us who we are and it's really good to think about these things positively. Just like if you're overweight and you think positively...

It is fun to think on these things, but in actuality, One day we will be the Gods/Goddesses we are meant to be. And then we can be attributed truly to these things, and use these attributes to help others. For me it would be, Music/Art Justice Knowledge and understanding being a peace...

Also, most Greys have a "chip " of sorts in them so it must be the same with the other alien races, and this chip most likely fully controls them by the Corrupted Beings. Which explains the computerized programmed thinking. I remember reading about this on Jos. Maybe it was a sermon? I don't...

I guess they've weakened us because we are a real threat to them because we are direct descendants of Father and the God's who are the only beings who can truly defeat the enemy Corrupted Beings. Perhaps the other beings they enslaved aren't as much of a threat to them. So there was no need to...

I was always curious on this as well. I used to think they have symbolic meanings that represent our Gods and act as a kind of conduit for energy to be charged through that connects us to them or something along those lines. I'm glad you made this post because everyone's replies are very helpful.

I'm sure she is ok, but I care about her very much, and can't help but think about her every once in a while, and wonder about how she is doing. She's family to me, all of you guys are :)

I know she doesn't come on a lot because she is so very busy, But I was wondering how she is doing through all of this, and if you are reading this, You have always been a huge inspiration for me. It was your words that helped me understand and become a part of Satanism. I found jos when I was...

On a slightly related side note, Once when I was a teenager I fantasized about what it would be like to be the opposite sex, and I asked if I would ever at least know what it felt like, I fell asleep and strange thing happened to me, I was the opposite sex in this dream and I reached and felt...

And by rites I mean Rituals, but my phone is dumb and likes to autocorrect everything :lol:

That is very cool. I love mostly all animals. But I feel more connection to Cats and Ravens. I love tigers. I call myself Raven ''Sky'' because A sky full of ravens flying around a dark forest would be a beautiful sight. :lol: It just sounded neat. I have a strong Germanic ancestry and a Celtic...

:lol: Caw, Caw!! Caw? caaaaw...Caw caw! It's been an honor to fight with you as well. Don't worry even if you are only able to do one a day, that's still better than none and even with that one, you are still helping in defeating the enemy! That is all that matters. Good luck with your...

Me too! I felt so much stronger during and after the ritual. Lol :lol: you know I actually find it interesting and there's another person besides us two with raven in their username! The ravens gather..caw caw I say, jolly good day outside caw caw. Yes And a fine Caw to you as well m'lady...

I understand, I too have had to work long hard hours. I know what it's like. I sometimes have days like that too, Where I only have time to work and do Rituals and sleep. I hope things ease up for you somewhat. I hope you get a day off at least. Take care.

Lol, Bravo! you really need to make cartoons/comics of this shit :lol: I'd read them all

That would be cool :) I'm down for reading a satanic themed comic. I knew a small bit about astrology but just recently started getting serious about it and trying to use it to understand my chart. I used to enjoy taking long walks in the evening when I lived near a nature trail long ago. It...

This is just a post to chit chat. How are you all doing? Is everyone remembering to take care of themselves, and make sure to not overwork yourselves? remember we are humans and not machines! yes we are in a war and must keep up the fight, but it's also important to take care of oneself...

The images do not show on the webpage, but for me they show up perfectly on the PDF. Try using this pdf link, and if they still do not show up for you, I have attached their image files down below for you. if you still can't get them to load I will share them below.

Hello is it I your friendly post lurker, This topic certainly is taking on an interesting turn of events! :lol: I love it. :D

You are doing the best for you and that is all that matters. There is no need to try and do too much As Zevios said in the race awakening post, spamming isn't always the way. It is probably more important how much energy you raise for your Rituals rather than the quantity that you do. I think...

Don't pay any mind to my question about a 0° sign I figured it out lol. I just work super long hours at my job so for a few days I didn't have time to watch through all your videos all the way. So I apologize for asking something I could have probably easily figured out for myself. I think I've...

There's supposed to be a thunderstorm coming through in a day or two I'm excited to try and work with it and see if I can get a feel for the energy. :) I will try and use the energy on my Rituals and our group ritual. I literally can't wait I haven't been this excited for something in a while :lol:

I have a question for you Aldrick, if you've gone over this already in your videos I apologize because I haven't watched all of them yet, but I am curious about something on my chart. if you don't mind me asking. :) Let's say you have a sign, and it just turned over to that sign when you were...

Things at my workplace have been intense. People fighting and such. A lot of people are on edge with the craziness going on in the world because they don't understand what's really happening like we do. And Mercury retrograde definitely was making that more intense. It's been uh..interesting...

Thank you for that advice I wasn't sure if I could actually tap into the storm energy like we do the elements. I wasn't sure if it was safe to do so that's why I made this topic. I have learned it's always a good idea to ask beforehand with these things lol. I do seem sensitive to the storm's...

I did 18 reps on my day off the other day. It took me roughly 4 hours. It was a fun challenge. But most nights when I get off late from work I can only usually take doing 1 or 4. Depending upon the night. I usually can only do those longer reps like that on my off days. I barely have the energy...

Alright, I want to start of first by thanking everyone who posted advice on my last topic. and now this is an odd topic. I have been meaning to post it, but wasn't sure how to word this, or if it was just something in my head, or it was true..If it is just a crazy thought please call me out on...

That is very inspiring! that makes me want to do more reps to outdo my own self and see how many I can pull off in one sitting. Thank you again for all your helpful advice! Working long hours sucks but I will keep on working towards betterment and not let my exhaustion stop me. Thank you for...

Very helpful :) Thank you. I love astrology but there is so much to it that I often get lost or caught up on some of it. I know my chart and have tried to understand it better. I have a very interesting chart I think lol. But I wanted to know how it reflects me as a person so I have recently...

That is what it was! I was seeing this when I made a similar post about Library of Thoth and also, Exposing christianity.It was a blue and white screen saying the account was suspended. I had made a post around the same time as you about this. I am glad it is all back to normal.

I put in the right address. I have most of the sites saved in my bookmarks so I just go from there I'm not sure what the issue was maybe it was the browser I use or something. Things are working fine now but that day the sites I mentioned didn't load and instead had a screen that said the domain...

During the day that I posted this it was down for me when I tried to visit both it said that this domain was no longer in service or something along the lines of that. They seem to be working fine now I'm not sure what was wrong then.

Oh! I have noticed that, but I thought it was just me. I have noticed it for a while now. I felt that when repeating a word that some of them felt more power than others sometimes. but I didn't focus on that for too long, I thought it was just me so I didn't pay it much mind. I actually am...

Thank you all. I am very grateful to be a part of this group, where we all have each other's backs and give each other advice for us to reflect on and grow from. I have learned a lot from you all and I hope I can be of as much help to others someday as you have been to me. Thank you! that is...

Thanks guys I just often feel bad about some of the things that I've said when I get upset I'm going to give a little bit of personal information but not too much, I don't think it will hurt to say that I have an air sun sign, and a fire moon sign. I'm wondering sometimes if that has to do with...

Air is my element. Perhaps I have not enough or too much. I haven't been focusing on it. I've been focusing too much on other things. I can try invoking and seeing where that leads me. Might be a good idea.

It depends on the day, but to be honest when I first started the Ritual I felt absolutely nothing, everyone else was feeling all sorts of things, But I felt nothing at all. I thought something was wrong with me, but it's probably because I had blockages and the more I did the Ritual the better I...

This is one of my flaws. I am very emotional to begin with and take things deeply to heart. But there are times where I get overly emotional and hurt over something said, or I get too emotional and react too intensely. I never am outright cruel or abusive to anyone but I can say things that may...

Even the wayback machine has no record of them currently. I just found this out now while trying to visit them. I am sure the Hps know this but Just in case not, I wanted to bring it to your attention. I previously went through all of our website content a while back and saved full website...

I tried to write you a post and it got erased due to my phone freezing..so I'll say it again, Changing your self confidence is up to you, we can only give advice but it's up to you to make the positive change with yourself, Doubts and self confidence issues are direct enemy attacks they don't...

Oh I'm sorry, I didn't read your post where you actually did it! Congratulations! There are so many benefits to this, now you will be safer when doing Rituals, and when you meditate and try to advance the enemy will be unable to truly harm you because you are now under Father Satan's full...

That's true. You're right about that, I just never looked at it that way. Thank you for this. that is good advice. And this is Something I'll work on.

Thanks guys, see I had issues with them in the past with them forcing me to throw out things that had pentagrams on it when I lived at home and was younger. They got so angry at me so I had to lie and tell them I wasn't into the stuff anymore to make them leave me alone. I couldn't have real...

And by sacred I mean altar items, ritual items, ouija boards, tarot cards, etc. See I have a small bit of an issue, I live in a place where I am alone pretty much, but I have very religious parents who visit on occasion, and they can be a little snoopy and nosy at times. I love them, but I can't...

Thanks for the recommendations! I really enjoyed listening to the songs.

I was wondering, whenever I listen to so called Egyptian styled music on the web it never sounds right. It sounds too Arabic or middle eastern or too this or that, I understand no one can really say what it sounded like except for our Gods and our past lives, I feel perhaps it was closer to...

I want to truly thank you both for the support and advice. I will take into consideration what you have said and I will keep trying until I break through and overcome. Even if it is awful, I feel the strong need to see what my past was. I feel it will help me more in understanding myself.

I know I'm not always active here but I do check in and read the important posts. Sometimes it seems the very thing I've been researching or looking at pops up in these forums. I am very grateful for the clergy for all that you do. I know you don't know me, none of us really can, for safety...

I was going to ask this before but I'm stubborn and thought I could do it on my own without asking. So now I see I have an issue that I need to write about. I've tried and I've asked for guidance from Father and my Guardian as well, which they have very well given me, and I am very grateful. The...

I love Siberian tigers. I have always been drawn to Cats of all kinds but I love tigers. they are so beautiful. I am very drawn to them. and I like jaguars as well.

Thank you Arin. :) There was a time where i used to obsess over it, but now I just want to know. It comes up every once in a while in my mind.

Thank you guys, I was wondering about using that rune, but was curious if anyone else had any methods. I know it's a complicated situation. I'm going to try tonight and see if that helps any, wish me luck!

Cats are very important to me I love cats. I've always had a cat by my side since early childhood. I had a odd dream years and years ago, In that dream I opened my front door to a being that was made up of several cats. it was made up of a lion, tiger, housecat, leopard etc and it told me it...

Would runes help with this or something else? I have a strong amount of German ancestry as my father was directly adopted from Germany. But because it was long ago and the area he was adopted from tore down that place it's all lost. we have no information on our backgroud, and the people...

Every xian reading their bible ever,

Yes his face does hurt to look at lol Absolutely hideous. :lol: Yeah you have a point, many of them and many of us will be home. But I know that if we all join together and spam the Rituals on that day we will take them down!!

I'm sorry I accidentally missed read your post I thought you meant my signature picture not my profile picture. For that I typed into Google search a few things looking for a good profile pic, I believe, red gothic, or gothic raven. Try those and see what comes up.

Thank you :) I think I had written, Red Dragon on Google image search to find it? I'm not sure I don't remember. I love the color red and Dragons!

I love it! keep it up! It's refreshing and positive during times like these. Thanks so much for sharing.

That sucks to hear about the forums on Yahoo, but at least we have this one. Although I know the enemy is always trying to find a way to shut us down but we will always find a way to keep things going. Which I find immense comfort in.

I know that snakes are very sacred to father and to what we believe in, but not everything that happens in your life is a sign or has any deeper meaning.There are things that are signs and have meaning but not everything in life is one of those. If you're always looking for signs constantly in...

If you're struggling with trust issues Why not try to communicate with the Gods and ask them yourself? The Gods don't only speak to the Hps, they will speak to anyone advanced enough to hear. The Hps have advanced enough so they can hear our Gods and follow their instruction. It will take hard...

I used to frequent the yahoo groups but I had a long absence from social media for a while due to many changes in my life. I never made too many friends on the groups, I'm a sort of loner and choose to figure stuff out myself through stubbornness lol. Mainly I used to just read other peoples...