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I logged in wanting to reply to you now that I had 5 minutes and I ended up writing two messages to help people who have similar problems to mine. Dead Brother, it's good to hear from you. :) It's been a strange but productive period.. I started to speak privately with this Sister (who's...

Hi, just saw your reply as this is an account I seldom use now (I'm using "Eagle Bearer 666"), I'm glad you appreciated these messages. :) I hope these longer ones (if someone wants to read them and see something they can use from them) contain at least a few keywords or concepts that will help...

Hello, Brother. Just wondering how you're doing since it's been a while now. Someone reported your name being banned from the Forum (this was in another attack towards HP HC) so I didn't expect it to be true of course. Drop us a line when you're back. A lot has happened since we last spoke...

Lol, don't mistake my way with words for gullible minded. I've been "given the truth" before by people I never met and I obviously know it's not to be trusted. I do plan to talk to Marbas (and ALL our Demons) sooner or later, but I don't believe he's my Guardian at all. Pretty sure I have that...

Why do you want to join "Illuminati"? What benefits do you think you would get if you did?

Thanks, greatly value your advice, Brother. For the record, I'm way past believing anyone tells me as soon as they speak :lol: I have done that mistake enough times to end up in enough bad shit. This instance, however, only goes to show me further that anything anyone else tells us, that is...

Hi, I'll give you a quicker answer as I already replied days ago but haven't seen the post approved so I'm not sure if it was dismissed or not. Anyway... Thank you for your interest in this matter. I had no idea people even read this long thread until you did (there are mostly just shared ideas...

First of all, thank you Sister for taking the time to read all this (extremely long) post from months ago. I have no idea how you even found it or what made you want to read it in the first place, but I appreciated it. Regarding my Guardian Demon... I honestly have no clue anymore. I am not...

This reminds me of a book called "Red Queen", where a society divided by an 'elite' of super-powered individuals reigns on the average weaklings: the 'elite' forces the non-super to go watch and cheer in non-fatal fights between people with various powers in exchange for some free bread or free...

Brother, sorry for the wait.. yeah, "busy" was actually the word here. And as if I hadn't enough things to do already I went and got myself into JoS translations lol.. but it's probably one of the most useful things I do in this life, sharing the knowledge with Italians that are too lazy to...

Seems like a lot of people were probably "stuck" somewhere and needed this to happen. And when we need a boost, our Gods and Goddesses tell our beloved HP Zevios what we need to hear. :) Thank you, Commander. I'm assuming the enemy has been extra laborious lately as unseen problems and even old...

I was told the J letter sounds like an English "ee", so it would be "Leh-rah-ee-eh".. only consonants are the L and R. I like how that sounds, it's sweeter than using the J as in "John", definitely suits Her. She's my Guardian too :) couldn't hope for someone more patient and generous to guide...

I've been feeling lately (or paying more attention to) how the sky seems closer. The stars, especially. It almost seems like my ..consciousness?.. has been expanding upward and I see less distance between us and the stars, and our Gods and Goddesses. We'll probably never stop evolving, this is...

Only thing I'd add to that is Yoga. Nothing I ever did made me feel more. HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

Try to focus on one chakra for each orgasm as trying to feel a generic sensation in your entire body may be harder while the orgasm obviously tends to distract you. Focus on a chakra that you suspect is blocked, or one that you have felt clearly before and you'll know immediately if you feel it...

So yesterday after this marvelous post, and the repeated motivating ones from you Lydia, I decided to take things to the next level after my day was done. I finished my Final Ritual and Void and before sleeping I took a looong session of Hatha Yoga, especially reverse asanas, like Cobra stance...

Thank you so much for that! This comes at a time of personal confusion and turmoil, and it loudly answers my questions. I've been either lazy or too busy to make time during the day to do decent Hatha Yoga daily, and I am suffering the consequences of my own shortcomings. This post couldn't have...

I've been focusing a lot on the Elements these days and some things just became blatantly clear: even know that focusing on one only Element "is bad" because it inevitably creates imbalance and after all I said about linking them, the immediate reaction of the mind is to ignore that and DO focus...

In my case I've been noticing it since before the last schedule, while these days I'm finally catching some breath. Things aren't optimal but I'm making some progress again, which in my specific case is excellent. Don't underestimate the power of your own protection and cleansing, do it on your...

Sister, you're freaking amazing. XD I tried your trick last night and my sleep felt very different. I cleaned up any previous energy from the place I sleep in, then decided I'm putting myself to sleep as you said, and used Void to slow myself down. I realized my usual sleep entrance is very...

Thank you for that, Brother. HAIL SATAN FOREVER!!!!!!

I think it's an excellent idea. :D Not only because it would be great to know what you, as an expert, suggest to do as a complete beginner, but also because as far as I know the only "official" Yoga document we have to follow is the one linked in the 40 days of training (I think) after the...

I've got one, it's called "Lydia", kindly sponsored by JoyofSatan! :P Dude, you don't need (probably corrupted) apps or tools. When you have this Knowledge, all you need is your willpower to stick to a routine every day until you see results (when you DO see results you'll never wanna quit...

The way I see it, you may have triggered the unblocking of the throat chakra which is responsible for emotions. That would explain the emotional reaction and the crying. I'd say it's pretty normal :) I found myself tearing up doing some meditations and workings too. HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

Well.. WOW!!! I guess you forgot to say "Welcome to the NEXT LEVEL OF EVOLUTION" in your intro :lol: This is seriously an AWESOME post! I felt so much power just reading it, the book seems extremely promising and I'm GLAD you posted that video link again cuz I managed not to see it the other...

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/DEMONOLATRY.html This is the specific page, there are others in the "Demons" page that will give you more information as well as techniques of meditation in the "Meditations" page. Personally, lately I have favored visualizing...

Honestly AWESOME! :D I had a very good vibe the moment I opened this, it feels right and I know it'll help me grow stronger. Besides, I just now started to realize how much work it can be to put together a post like this, just learned how to add link in the form of text lol, I suck at using...

This is the page where it gives you those instructions. Personally, I've tried with black aura between my hands but haven't been successful so far, what seemed to work for me was trying Earth and Water energies together (just visualize them or feel them both if you have a clear idea how they...

If you were pushing with both feet, I'm visualizing this and feeling that you didn't have proper grounding, so that more muscles than you accounted for in your back were forced into action suddenly, just to give you the balance that would have prevented making you fall from your position...

This Forum is our Family, Brother, and this thread has become our little hiatus releasing pub. :P Feel free to talk about anything here. I know how stressful life can get. No need to hold it in. Personally, I am just now able to release some of it. For like one week I could barely rest at night...

Sul fatto di avere piu' Demoni Guardiani, non so dirti per certo, ma per un po' ho avuto la stessa impressione perche' ricevevo segnali che mi portavano a pensare a Dei diversi. Non sono esperto con il pendolo ma l'ultima volta che l'ho usato e' uscito che ho TRE Guardiani. XD Per questo e'...

I think many here share that same exact thought. Becoming weak, frail and dying, having people mourn you.. it shouldn't be like that. We have the chance to become immortal and stronger than ever before. You're a teen and you live in the Age of Aquarius. Never give up being a Spiritual Satanist...

Verissimo, l'ho notato molto spesso. All'inizio anche chi magari non e' il massimo come percezione astral puo' ricevere delle visioni o segni molto eloquenti, ma se non li si coltiva e non si passa del tempo cercando di aumentare quel contatto gli Dei ti mettono "in stand by", finche' non...

Se sei anche solo vagamente simile a come sono stato io per anni, focalizzando troppa attenzione sui fattori sbagliati o meditazioni troppo avanzate perche' quelle di base non ti davano nessuna sensazione, allora ti consiglio di cambiare qualcosa nella tua routine.. e per qualcosa intendo...

Proud? lol, don't be, I was being sarcastic. Don't get me wrong, I do understand what you're trying to say when you say something is 'delusional'. I believe many Satanists come from the same mindset and at some point just HAD to realize that some things, whether because they seem too impossible...

Compared to 20 or more years ago, I do feel a very defining difference in the world. Once, I loved the idea of learning psychic powers (powers of the mind we all called them, ignoring they all come from the Human Soul), and this was luckily also what brought me to the JoS in the first place...

Can't remember even one example right now but I've been noticing these words here and there in various languages that are strongly relevant to our Satanic symbols and even mantras sometimes. One that I studied a little just for fun was the so called "PIE" (Proto Indo European), the language said...

I never denied that empowerment is extremely necessary, my point is essentially that removing what binds us may (perhaps only in some cases) be more powerful to notice real change than merely absorbing insane amounts of energy through power meditation. But I'm starting to suspect this only...

I guess this makes sense, first we free ourselves of what dross holds us down so we can actually notice the difference, and then we add what's still needed to nourish the Soul to the point of stimulating massive growth. I like this theory. HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

It's no surprise you felt like sharing that, as I feel the same about this post and the realizations I had after way too much time believing my self betterment was destined to come from somewhere else, like meditating on Fire and absorbing it, or using a meditation that lets me connect with...

Dare I say this is probably going to be one of the most useful posts ever written in this Forum? I feel this information is either enlightening (to those who will really listen and realize) and useless, as one can read this and not understand what exactly they are seeing and learning. I used to...

A truly amazing read, Commander. The descent of Astarte in the underworld to save Dumuzid.. I read this before (about Isis and Osiris/Orias) but it is only now that I could really understand what the allegory means, realizing the Gods come to us in this lower realm to help us 'be reborn' in a...

Just a quick something I also need to put down for myself. It's the 19th here and I did a longer Ritual than usual, taking my time with it. Then I opened up the three optional Serpent Rituals but felt like stopping after the first one (Removing the Curse on the Serpent). I DID feel that...

Hey Brother. Don't worry about whining, things aren't easy for anyone and I know it. If it helps, do whine. Sorry, I have to make this quick as there is much I want to say but I'll have to eventually write back when I figure it all out. Yes, do take a break from the Elements. They're great...

I should wake up earlier and read new messages more often in the morning. :P Your post was kind of an eye opener. Or rather, the apex of a lucky streak of messages read that had great effect on my own interpretation, from Shadowcat responding to someone asking about dreams, to this post where I...

That reference on the skeleton was actually truly inspiring. Never thought of that way. HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

I don't usually write posts as testimonials regarding my experiences, simply because I don't believe I am as good as a Spiritual Satanist as many of our more advanced people here, but I REALLY felt like sharing this. I have just finished my daily rituals for today and the Ritual+Tetra was the...

***PING**** Miss you Brother. It's been a while since you wrote so I'm wondering how you're doing. Also, I'm writing you to keep you updated on something that I am somehow experiencing. I'll start by linking you to this===> https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=234086#p234086...

Don't know if you're still interested in something about spiders after like 3 months but it's becoming somehow clear to me that spiders have a few things to teach us. As a long term martial arts student I learned to value everything the animal and insect kingdom do, as everything can be...

(Finally made time to read this properly and the timing of this topic is absolutely impeccable.) I have been noticing how my affirmations (in our Warfare) seem to have 'grown' in power. I've been trying my best to reach the affirmation part and linking myself with the Quintessence/Akasha in...

With so many being aware of (at least!) that, I'm pretty sure they're trying to get this out little by little but trying to control the flow of information (AND manipulate the Truth behind everything anyway). Remember when Obama came up as president and Putin said something like "Tell them about...

Not surprised, Brother, I don't know how much exactly they're constantly muttering against us but the leeches must be working like crazy for this 'feeling of something being wrong' being so constant over the last ..month? Do keep up the FRTRs and of course do include the Tetragrammaton...

Seen that. :) I've already tried this when I first decided to seriously do the 40 days training and can tell it works. I guess in this end the only REAL effort lies in "bringing yourself back to focus".. when you realize you haven't done it in a while, you can assume you've Void meditated...

This post and your reply come at the perfect time. I tried to do more determined yoga today while focusing inward, trying to banish my thoughts and focus on the Void instead. Somehow I completely stopped feeling the pain of stretching. Mixing the physical and the mental (and purely spiritual)...

Strongly agree there. I checked, to understand what worked and what didn't, not just the views but also the age and country of those that watched my videos, but the thing that really baffles me is the duration. Even stuff that is just meant to be funny or entertaining and lasted 1 minute only...

Knowing this would help me think about my own biggest shortcomings, I read your post gladly. To this day, after much longer than I care to admit, I have HUGE problems focusing and my successful Void meditation sessions have been extremely low in number. I'm ashamed to admit this, but I realize...

Yeah, same here, been postponing my reply for two days but now I feel lighter. Got at least some answers from my former employer and this stressful shit is over, I had been thinking about it for too long without being able to put a stop to it due to the 'conciliation' having been set only this...

Glad you found his name with a pendulum, the way I hear it it's not the best or most reliable way. The first time I got that kind of answer asking about my Guardian I got something I thought to be a name, but not being in the JoS list I didn't know what to make of it. It was only many years...

This is just going to be a little help that I noticed might be useful, although I have found about it AFTER I found my Guardian. In my case, there has been a certain geometric shape that has been feeling VERY familiar to me for most of my life, something that I noticed when I was just a young...

That is VERY much like I always felt about Water. I can't stress enough how close I've always felt to the Element, let it suffice to say that when I discovered I was an Air person I was very surprised.. even now part of me screams "investigate more" as there's something that clearly tells me I...

Yeah, happens to me a lot too lol. Very upsetting when I'm training for astral projection as I'm immediately recalled to a waking state, but it's also a good sign I guess, pointing out that one needs to accomplish a better FULL relaxation technique. You know, I mostly disregard as completely...

The Sun and Moon breathing technique seems to be a lot of people's favorite and is said to be one of the best ones to increase your energy and free Kundalini. Jolts and sparks and involuntary movement are indeed featured related to Air Element, but don't forget this is also a clear sign of your...

Been a while since this was posted, just found it reading older posts. Personally, I'm trying to find out as much as I can on all the lesser known "animal styles" of Kung Fu, whether they are Shaolin or modern Wushu or anything older. The commonly known ones, Tiger, Leopard, Mantis, Snake...

Just wanted to say: really well said. This last year I became very aware of how some Animals have developed an inner compass that allows them to navigate the Planet with utter precision, like you said. Fun thing though, I discovered this is how they do it but partially learning this skill...

Hi, just read this. I've been having troubles with severe headaches for most my life, but over the last year or two I found out a way to at least counter/lessen it. In short: vibrating sounds. I'm not talking specifically Runes or mantras with a certain purpose here. For instance, I can use...

Seen this just now as today I really felt like scrolling past the usual forum I visit. From what I'm told I wasn't a very communicating child, but I always loved to draw a lot. Have you tried to get him to use another form of communication? Even if he doesn't talk at first, using some other way...

Good to see some sense here. I opened the post out of sheer curiosity and were disappointed to see people arguing over smoking or treatments, like any cock smaller than what one sees in porn would be somehow 'abnormal' or 'wrong. Here's my solution: stop watching porn! XD I certainly have...

I once knew a girl who had managed to 'spawn' part of her broken tooth, the enamel part. Always felt she was very good material for becoming a full Spiritual Satanist but I guess in the end she gave in to ignorance and we stopped talking. Also, I've done something 'miraculous' regarding healing...

I've been knowing about the Munka mantra for a while now, but due to lots of other reasons I postponed using it more seriously, so yesterday I gave it a shot. (Brother, I'm linking you here as I know you're using the Munka mantra seriously. If you have any hints, I'm all ears.) Note: (on...

To visualize YOURSELF being INSIDE the tornado would end up in the 'evoking' category. The Air Element would be out of your body (where you visualize it the Element will ideally manifest) and this wouldn't allow your Soul to holding it in (you may still feel it around you and partially inside...

In one sarcastic remark "Aerate the premises". :P Ok, jokes aside.. if you lack Air that much (as much as I lack Earth) you should introduce yourself/your Soul to Air. How? "Physically" is a good start. I recommend you try relax and calm yourself in any stance you want, and then just focus on...

I've been kind of slacking too (not doing all I wanted to do) lately with all the offensive time and other problems I had/still have to deal with, but sometimes tells me the Gods helped me realize my next step while doing Rituals, hence why now I feel strongly about grounding and Earth and the...

Two years ago when I took my time doing the 40 Days Training I remember using the B-B-B-B (buzzing bee) sound a lot for the Crown Chakra and I clearly remember thinking this sound was feeling like much more than the other vibrations I had tried, making my aware of it resonating in the top part...

While looking on information I already had found about the Earth Element and its ability to cause death, I came across (again) this paragraph from "Initiation into Hermetics" by Franz Bardon. I'd be interested in your opinion as I have noticed in his writing something I may call a 'paradox'...

Thanks for that, I haven't been using the headstand lately, just handstand vibrating TH and V sounds but I need to take it to the next level. Looking forward for more information on the female chakras, but I must say I feel this Base chakra post was the most needed for me at the moment. Ever...

Now that you mentioned it I remembered about the two pyramids in the MerKaBa/Star of Astaroth meditation. I haven't done that meditation in forever, but I remember the two pyramids spin in opposite directions (then the MerKaBa was updated and is different now, but I thought it was too advanced...

Saving this post and looking forward to the next. Ever since the first few days of the last offensive (during the Serpent centered Rituals) I started feeling a 'hum' in the base chakra that I never noticed before. No coincidence that you're posting this now with great asanas I didn't know about...

I woke up this morning and I just wanted to come here to tell you about what I realized in the clearest way last night. As the first night without heavy spiritual warfare in a while, I was looking forward to meditate on the within, trying mantras and understanding I have been improving my focus...

I don't know of any case where the two dominants are also opposite Elements so I'm going to assume they're not opposites, like for example Earth and Water. In that case, try summoning Fire and Air to counter them and see how it feels. In this particular example also I put two dominants that are...

Agree with the modern art hypothesis, in part. Also think it's meant to be an 'alien artifact' in order to scare people or something in favour of the enemy... :/ HAIL ZEUS!

I can't find it right now but I know somewhere in the JoS it is explained how Satan's other names include Shiva (the time I saw Father the clearest he was looking like this), EA, Enki, but also the Roman and Greek names Neptune and Poseidon. The two being the same deity also to NPCs who read...

So this is the last day of this offensive. I just finished the three Rituals plus Ritual, but today as I had very little time and I have a very early morning tomorrow I decided it was right for this time to do a 3 repetition for everything, instead of the standard 9x and 18x (the 18...

https://www.traveller.com.au/utah-monolith-third-monolith-pops-up-in-california-after-finds-in-utah-romania-h1slzx Found this news for few days. Thought I'd let you all know. Any idea what this is? :/

Couldn't resist. Almost felt like you did it on purpose lol. I'm trying to work with Quintessence as much as I can, but I noticed when I do something for more than I'm possibly meant to (for the moment) I tend not to see other results, so I change strategy. This obviously has happened with the 4...

Read it. It makes a world of sense. We are Family. "Stay frosty" ... "Warm Regards" ... someone's been playing with Fire and Ice? XD Take care, Brother. Talk soon. :) Hail Father Satan Forever!

I'll answer here all in one as I need to make time for meditations and training, Brother. Thanks for the link to that post. Sometimes I wonder how others seem to already have read something posted the same day, linked into their own post and have that post approved. It usually takes a day for...

First of all, Brother, let me reassure you. I am pretty confident I wouldn't abuse any power (had I any skill with this, be it Hypnosis or Evil Eye or other similar mind influencing abilities). On animals I can guarantee I won't cause anything bad to happen, any negative thoughts or commands...

Since this is a thread 'regarding Elements' I want to say something, I don't know how much this may be of importance or helpful, but as always, if there's a hint here and there that can help others, so be it. Today, for some reason, I caught myself thinking of skills like pyro and cryo, rather...

Pretty chatty today, Brother.. :) I feel bad as I have to be super brief this time, I just finished today's offensive but wanted to reply to you before getting to meditation. Let's see... Reading of your experience with Leraje and how you have finally managed to calm yourself down, finding...

If I managed to do this right.. I mean something that looked very close to this one ...minus the foot and wrist accessories. (If I finally managed to put the image right.. THANK YOU.)

I'm thinking She's helping you with what you haven't yet figured out while focusing on Andras. Aside from the fact that, from what I read, He sounds like one of the busiest Gods we have, kind of like Thoth and other high ranking ones.. I have no doubt you're right about her helping you figure...

This sounds entirely familiar.. luckily I asked in this forum about doing the Ritual on her before actually doing it (I had barely started as I couldn't bear the thought of the enemy having a grip on her) as every attempt I've done do 'cure' her has simply prolonged the madness and made me feel...

Thanks for sharing that, Brother. As much as I can say I'm still really disappointed in my abilities to meet/talk to the Gods, I'm truly glad you made this amazing friend. What I think, and it's just a thought, is that She feels for you as Andras, who is your Guardian, is a very busy Demon, and...

These are some of what I got from this website. The only downside is that delivering takes forever, sometimes even if you pay for a 'supposedly' slightly faster one. https://www.aliexpress.com/item/4000364176185.html?spm=a2g0s.9042311.0.0.4e1d4c4dZjstVn...

Pretty sure these are all good signs. :) I've had a sudden plantain growth in my backyard this year, or it looked like it (maybe a variety), but I believed that it was and it was a sign from Leraje, along with many other things I've seen happening around me. Try summoning her to establish a...

:O ...mindblown here. I did not think of this at all to be honest, even if I used the green instinctively as I felt it was going to help a bunch. I guess in the end 'connection with everything in the Soul' is the thing that makes it all possible. That is priceless advice, Brother. Beautiful...

I have to admit it took me forever to read your post today lol.. I just couldn't focus. I'm going to shamelessly blame the whole "I had just woke up" as I really have no other excuse. Back to topic.. Not sure if you suddenly just became aware of the electric/magnetic features I mentioned...

I'm not yet as psychic and open as some others who have summoned Demons and described them like they were a person who entered the room, so I'm one of those who (other than very rare times) have to discern messages from the Universe, looking at the world and so on. I tried using pendulums and...

If by "hallucinating while doing Void meditation" you mean you've seen things (most likely with your eyes closed) I'd say that's pretty normal as it happened to me many times (actually the only times I had these which I just call 'visions' I was Voiding my mind). From my understanding, this is...

Glad I read this, perhaps I can help you as my GD is Leraje. :) Personally, I have observed (now that I know for sure who my Guardian is) that there are a LOT of similarities between the Spiritual Satanist and the Guardian Demon. Taking Leraje and myself for example, Her Element is my same...

My personal suggestion would be to work on other things before you try death spells. Not because I'm doubting your skill or intent, whether it's great or anything else, but death energy requires an understanding that (in my experience) only comes after you've been mingling with other types of...

When thinking Elements one usually has a pretty clear idea of the main/basic feature of each Element. As for Water, I do tend to think 'cooling down', 'cryokinesis' and 'emotions' but there's the psychic aspect as well, psychic openness and all that which you know very well. Same as with Fire...

Thanks for the help, I got rid of her by now. She came back after like a month since I wrote this and I was ready to face this. Smelled like enemy bullshit from day one, didn't want anything to do with the Ritual or Satan, and last of all... tried to get ME convinced my Guardian Demoness looked...

"I've felt that several times, especially after a lousy sleep: I feel like I need more air, start inhaling it behind the wheel and then all of a sudden feel like I need to stop the vehicle because my head is on a rollercoaster. But I still feel like I need more air." Exactly what I meant when I...

However, as you have also stated, this is nonetheless proof of one of the things that you're capable of. If you can cause that effect to yourself, you can definitely cause it to someone else, an attacker for instance, who has no Demon to ask for help. Another thing, and this may be just my...

Something for you, Apprentice, more specifically taken from Brother GitM's post. "In a dream if you believe you can set something on fire with pyrokinesis and actually intend the action to do so, you set it on fire. PHYSICALLY on the material plane if you're strong enough like one of the gods...

Personally, as someone who doesn't have a good enough grip on his astral senses, I rely on things like these, observation of the world and universe, to determine some things, almost divinating using the world I guess. Your observation makes a lot of sense to me though.

Once of the things I love to watch on Netflix or other sources (almost the only one actually) are animal documentaries. Apparently what we commonly know about animals is a very faint percentage of things, as they have abilities that vastly surpass those of the average Human being. Among these...

I do wonder if you, having as much Water in your chart as I have Earth, feel anything like I do when I focus and work with my missing Element. The initial sensation is one of strong belonging, then it quickly becomes 'too much' and I know I have to slow down. This may be the case since your...

The thought never crossed my mind, I know you only say what is necessary as you're led, mostly I guess, by your insight. As for the Yoga and the bliss from energy being sent up, I'm not yet there. I think I felt something slightly similar (can't state that it's in any way the same thing) only...

I'm not surprised if you're somehow familiar with these allegories and examples. The perhaps surprising things at this point (if this would still surprise me at this point lol) is that while I wrote my post I learned/relearned something about myself, and especially while I read your answer, a...

As it seems to be getting some appreciation, I suggest you read that new post I made on how to unblock yourself. You and I obviously started getting along as we shared this inability to feel energy at all, and getting strongly distressed by this. Both you and I have trying all the meditations we...

I don't remember who said that, from what I remember they claimed that they had had great success getting along with various wild animals after vibrating RAUM for something like 400 days, that somehow Raum's skill of understanding the language of animals had transferred to them. Won't lie to...

PING! Writing you here as it's quicker. Do you remember someone's post a while ago where they stated how vibrating the Gods names like a mantra made it easier for them to absorb/learn those Gods' abilities? In that case it was about Raum and the ability to understand and communicate with...

It's been years since I first read of Hiepacht and, while there's very little information on this god, I felt the strongest attraction for his sigil. Actually, no, this goes WAY back... I was a child and I saw this simple shape that might remind one of a car without wheels (or a UFO to some...

Hug received and appreciated, Brother. Thank you. (Late night here, post rituals, I'll be quick hopefully.) The constant need for external confirmation sounds terribly familiar indeed, I hear you. The downside of this is always the same, one basically 'cannot' achieve anything without someone...

I'll be brief, Brother, as I still have rituals to do today and not enough time. Yeah, you're right about the notifications and messages, I see that we've been under attack as well (the main JoS in English, I still see all in the Italian website, and I have everything saved anyway), I'm also...

You're not invincible then. Biiig disappointment. :P Just kidding.. I know you've got plenty of shit to take care of, but as it's very probably still less than I have I see you as someone more experienced and the help you've given me was definitely no small thing, so I very much appreciate you...

If you believe it's getting serious and out of control, I suggest you start this ASAP: https://www.dropbox.com/s/ba8fiob53cky65l/Joy_of_Satan_Ministries_Meditation_Program_40_day.pdf?dl=1 It's HP Zevios's "40 Days of Power" training program. It's kickass, let me tell you, I can't name all the...

I was indeed one of those who suggested you'd make a good High Priest, Brother, so I'm sorry if you felt you had to clarify and decline in advance. I just meant that as a compliment for how much you've been helping me, wasn't going to suggest we elect anyone, it's not for me to decide who should...

I'm neither naïve nor other appellatives, just as Ghost in the Machine is not deluded at all, in my opinion. If anything he's been one of the most helpful members here to me, helping me nailing down issues that had been bothering me for way too long and that nobody else could. I don't know how...

I believe he felt compelled to clarify his desires as I assume I wasn't the only one to suggest he would make a good High Priest. I'm not in the position to ask him to be one, nor appoint him to be one, but I understand how he must have felt an explanation was needed, and I appreciate that he...

Since I literally can't spend more time with my grandfather than I already am (he's in a nursing home with rather strict 'Covid rules', we still visit him everyday now but I have, finally, be given all the working shifts I need) I don't think the 'buy time/bide time' relates to that. I feel I...

I doubt it felt exactly the same for you as you did with me, but maybe this will clarify things a bit. A while ago, something like a month after I had started doing Rituals and was more serious about it, understanding what the deal here is, I had a particular experience during and after an...

Brother, you seem to me like you're pretty good at communicating with Demons. The message you delivered to me was so very welcome, and I too believe it was to "bide time". It either makes sense and while I looked up the meaning of 'bide' to see if there was something else it could mean I had...

Well, wow.. that sounds like an awesome experience to me, especially how Her name got you already going and suggesting to you She was your guardian. That's something I always really wanted, a strong connection with our Gods. And lol sorry if I got kinda enthusiastic, I didn't think "She's my...

Brother, I think you need to read this. This Goddess' aura was super electric, almost like She was surrounded by strong gold yellow sparks, and it felt... well, so damn strong! I just realized this "yellow lightning", I have seen it before. This Goddess that I saw, Brother ChaosBringer666, I am...

Well.. this would be the third time in a month that I read about our Gods using Satanic Brothers and Sisters to delivery messages of some kind to others. Thanks for reporting what you experienced... I'm just... confused, because the message seems so direct, and also a little shocked, because...

I was just about to post the same comment. This has been happening lately between Ghost in the Machine and me and I believe both of us by now have seen enough evidence that we believe it actually is the Gods speaking to us through each other, almost like a wise parent telling a better listening...

I know, Brother, can't wait to see that day. Something else that's seriously angering me is that, in their attempt to push even more the borg mind, they're using the ignorant and corrupted in order to promote things like animal sacrifices. YouTube is what I'm referring to, mostly of course. It...

Nearly missed these posts, sometimes too many replies pop up together and ...anyway. Really felt I had to confirm this emotional reaction, Apprentice, as I get it too sometimes. Not always, but the inevitable cry (the kind that you just can't hold in) I can definitely relate to. And I did...

Been meaning to write you earlier, sorry for the late. I don't know much about the stance you described helping in 'pouring' the negative energies out of the crown chakra, but the pull on the back definitely feel nice, stretching and relaxing, easing the flow. I do have to get back to my yoga...

Haven't done that in a while actually. But I will, soon. Actually, I think I'll go for HP Zevios's 40 days of power as well, as whenever I did it before I was always too numb and didn't feel... now it's much more possible and easier for me, so I gather it's a good time to try all these things...

Completely forgot about this part. Thanks a lot, I'm glad you appreciated the detail. I'm training to get more realistic textures (but in the end it's more just about creating an illusion for the mind to be tricked into more realism), and I chose a rooster (one of mine) as I didn't want to...

\ I just finished answering to Brother Apprentice and I suggest you read the very last thing I said to him. This is now causing my intuition to kick in and suggest something like a pattern. We're pretty used to visualize light when working with our Souls as (just like Lilith said) "Light is...

Just a quick note: sorry about all the grammar and syntax mistakes I've made in the last long post (that was supposed to be very brief but got me typing for over an hour). I normally check for spelling errors and such but had zero time left before having to rush to work. Hope it's still...

As always it seems your intuition won't fail, Brother. Yeah, I feel very much like what you described. Bound, blocked, stuck where I am, and also your accurate description of how I feel towards the outside, not just the astral, is very much to the point here. Indeed I have spent the last day...

I know, Bro. Feels like that a lot, especially when I land on Earth again and again, wanting to fix the imbalance intensely, precisely as you put it. I think you're pretty savvy going for Quintessence as you're doing, and also that perhaps you will make a difference in how I learn about it too...

I forgot to tell you about something I really wanted to add yesterday (and once again I have little time so I must keep this short). Have you ever mixed the Ritual with breathing techniques? I discovered not too long ago (made a post about it somewhere, not sure if you read that) that a...

It's perfectly alright, Brother. I got too carried away in the first place, you were here to help. Thanks for that. I already blocked the infected one everywhere, she won't bother me again. They lost this battle too. HAIL ZEUS!

Done and done. I literally won't be talking to her anymore. It's beyond pointless and I see that now. You're right though, at first my hero complex was the first thing to kick in and I was already planning, I Ritual this, I cleanse that, I send her a thoughtform and charge it with Rituals...

I very much appreciate your suggestion on keeping my Earth element strong by the way, it is definitely something I intend to work on a lot. There's some fascination in Earth I just can't get enough of, always 'looked forward' to having the chance to dwell more in it whenever I trained with other...

Please, calm down, mate. I already decided to follow Ghost's advice (the only choice possible actually) and be done with this girl for good. And no, she leaves on the freaking other side of the world, so don't worry about that either. She's been tempting me with photos and shit like that, hoping...

I remember that one, really didn't recall the name though. Many thanks, saved the whole page as PDF so I won't have problems finding it again. :) HAIL ZEUS!

But, but, but..maybe I can save her!! Lmao, ok sorry. No, you're absolutely right, mate. And more than that, I can literally see whenever she cast a trap for me to be hooked into, either in the last handful of days and years ago when I thought she'd be the one speaking. Now I know she wasn't...

Exactly, I was thinking this pretty much in the same terms. I refuse to believe that a Gentile can find no strength in themselves to fight against the enemy that tried to enslaves us all. We're much stronger and better than this, and are not to be prey to parasitic dead flesh with telepathy and...

How do i vizizle the muddra i new i no undrestand... Pfahahaha, sorry couldn't resist. It's been a while since I've used mudras, can you link me a page? Can't find it on the main meditation pages write now. I used them last time I did the whole 40 days power training but don't remember the...

I'm asking you guys as you seem more knowledgeable about this subject, especially you, Ghost. Same topic: grey infested ex. I'm being successful in making her aware that there is something wrong with things. She's willing to follow my advice, hopefully, and I found the Italian version of the...

Update on the situation: I have been through and through with her, explained it all and how she's riddled with the enemy's leeches. I may have scared the crap out of her but it's for a good cause, and she seems to have understood. I won't push her to become a Satanist, it has to come from her...

Ghost is absolutely right, if you already read my reply to him you'll see that I've been going through this before and there's no way I'm doing this again, no matter how worth I may believe her to be. To put it as easy and simple as I can, yesterday after reading Ghost's message I had a few...

MmmmppffahahahahahahAHAHAHAH!!!!! XD Sorry guys, I couldn't hold myself anymore!! I try not to waste the admins' time with jokes and shit but this thread was fucking hilarious and had me laugh out loud at work XD XD XD Pheeeww.. fuck I needed a good laugh. :P Sorry lol, back to warfare now...

Just answered to Ghost, Brother. You know some of this stuff already, but read it nevertheless. I'm not letting this alien scum fuck me up anymore. HAIL ZEUS!

After reading yours and Ghost's messages I decided to give it a try. I guess my mistake here is that I often tended to think of the elements in a kinda materialistic display, and in doing so I fail to see how else they would be able to help me. The ISA Rune seems more promising now, I will...

Dude, I love you. XD I do appreciate a lot your long posts and the information you share is always on point and correct. Fishing this information as you do is something really useful and a skill I tried to develop but other that some good days where I assume the planets help me and visions seem...

Ghost, you are as always a HUGE help in this forum. I've been feeling attracted to Ice element most of my life, this is why most of it I have thought my dominant element to be Water, before I knew it was Air. To be completely honest, I think I never went as far as to venture inside Ice much...

Thanks Henu, I have already started doing this warfare on her body and soul. As for this being beyond my skill, just wait and read my answer to Chaosbringer when it gets approved. I clearly say I believe I can do this myself, bad as it looks. As for the combination of Runes, do you suggest...

Ok, this is seriously fucked. I need to ask for your help but I already know this is very probably beyond my ability, and only the directly afflicted person can do something about it, and she won't. Explanation: Last December my girlfriend left me with words of hate after 7 years. It all...

I've been wanting to experiment with the Isa Rune for a while as it holds some of the things I find great assets, subtlety before anything, but as I've heard so many times about how it can make one dull and such I decided to postpone it to when I'll feel better and have more experience with...

Just suggested you another entry from Ghost. This guys is really great. So you and I are going to vibrate Munka day and night now, aren't we? :P My only question.. or two of them.. Where exactly does the Munka mantra come from? I usually use the Runes but other than a few other words to...

Absolutely right. When I look back at how I always studied the Elements, I can clearly see how I have been cycling between them with a certain order or sequence. In my understanding, this means that basically every time I approached the next Element I had a better grip on it's basic concept, and...

I don't have OCD (other than sometimes when perhaps I feel a 'duty' to fix something or clean a machine.. something that comes from my perhaps moronic personal feeling machines as some kind of sentient beings capable of storing emotions and such.. yes, moronic perhaps, no matter how many times...

Yeah, I wasn't referring to the actual workload here, I know businesses that are still up and running have people running on fumes from how much they do to keep it all from falling apart. Merely captioning how this is creating even more stress in workers. Where I work, because they closed nine...

You're the man, Ghost! Keeping this knowledge in mind, I'm temped to assume that the Fire, Water and Earth and Air are simply what we may perceive as the most spuritual of the Elements because of our stronger affinity or fascination with it, while however this tends to make us easily forget that...

Great to read this from someone else, I noticed exactly the same today when talking to a Black guy from work. HAIL ZEUS!

I hear you, Brother. You did well getting that shit off your chest. I know how you feel, and I can tell it doesn't just concern the financial aspect of life. Looking at the way I had unexpected shit to happen to me, even after I fixed what didn't work, I can tell this is Grey work. Not for...

Part of that heavier workload could certainly be just your mind wishing for this Coronacircus to be over soon as it's surely stressing between knowing how much they push it through the media and freedom oppression and the survival instinct that kicks in seeing people prepare for 'doomsday' like...

Guess we're really similar in a Planetary manner of speaking. Too many things. As for the physical pain and muscle stiffness, that one time when I got that couple of weeks where I could barely move my neck and shoulders was really something intense. To be more exhaustive, it wasn't much like I...

And you're probably right, this is my view, so it can only be a view easily confirmable by people with a similar natal chart as mine, and it will probably make little sense for anyone else, especially those who have a dominant Element other than Air. Same could be said about Water, I think. You...

(Brother, I'm quoting you here as it's about Elements and you may find this interesting.) I came to the conclusion that Earth is the most spiritual of the 4 Elements (not counting the Akasha, obviously, which includes them all and all their skills and features anyway). I'll tell you my reasons...

Thanks for the hint, I never heard of that mantra.. where did you find it if I may ask? I do use a lot of TH and V sounds, they are among my favorite to work on head chakras right now. As for balancing the Air, I used to absorb Earth but I found that when you try to absorb the opposite element...

Take your time, Brother, we ARE pretty busy lately. HAIL ZEUS!

Sorry Bro, looks like I managed to once again screw up the quote system XD pretty sure you can still read it. Next time I'll write it all in one big chunk.

When it comes to Elements I'd probably say "go with what feels most natural".. which is a paradox being all the Elements completely natural lol. I still don't know why every Demon has one Element, what that really means or stands for. I doubt it means they are not extremely well balanced with...

Good advice, I really like that answer. To "know the procedure" and "doing things right" is not nearly enough in my opinion during any summoning. Before all the props, the prayers to the Gods, the sigils drawn and everything else, one has to absolutely understand that working with a God of Hell...

Good that you mentioned the first two bandhas cuz I have been observing something from that. Don't know if you saw my other post mentioning orgasms because it was right after a day when I did a particular Ritual that felt 'physically pleasurable' (but also not the easiest). Long story short, I...

You mean music? Gimme some examples. For some weird reason I started listening to old funk and jazz. Yeah, I mean as in metal music. :) Often helps, unless I need quiet and silence to Void meditate and ban thoughts. There's various types (too many to remember) of metal.. "Nu", "Trash", "Death"...

Thought you might find this interesting. (Hope I didn't screw up the 'add a friend to your thread' thingy.. I'm so lost in this forum system sometimes lol) HAIL ZEUS! HAIL HAURES!!!! :D

Ok, THAT makes sense lol.. I was getting too confused by all these sounds, and all I needed is one. :P Thanks for the help! Ah, wait, one more thing! XD What's your take on Gods' names? I don't know if I sound pronounce the F as a V-V-V-V sound (as in v-v-v-viper) or as the blown F-F-F-F (as...

I know that meditation as substitute for the Void but I guess I always thought of the closed eyes Void as the best one to master one's mind.. also because I never had a vision with my eyes open, only when they're closed and I feel I can better enter the "possible trance one gets with the eyes...

Wow.. LOTS of help there! :P Thank you! So yeah, it looks like I'm confusing English and French Rs.. the one you call English R (the growling dog) sounds easy to me, it just sounds very French from what I'm used to hear, and it does incorporate a solid G base.. I'll work on this and see where...

Lol now you got me saying "IIIItaliiiiaaa" like a mantra. :P Good to know you're French Canadian as the J pronunciation is the most clear to me in French (I think some African populations say it too), so I haven't been the only one saying it like this the entire time lol, but after your last...

About Greys. Long story short, I feel that every time I'm on the right track with something they're leading my thoughts away with targeted distraction. When I give up a bad behaviour that's making me slow down even more I suddenly find a very clear message 'advertising' that bad behaviour so...

Hey mate, good to see you again. ^_^ Yeah, I've been meditating on it and it feels right to me either. Actually, I've been directing the 'lightning bolts' (lmao!) toward Satan's sigil, visualizing it getting more and more charged, bright and shiny. I try to use the gold energy as when it's...

Of course I don't mind that you let him read that. If it was useful for you to step further in your own development and willpower it was a good thing. Our pinela gland naturally produces DMT anyway once stimulated enough, and it never produces MORE than we can handle. The one I took that time...

That's what I always thought. The "yay" desinence felt odd at first. I'm trying to use it now and see if it works any better. When I can I will ask Her and have the correct one for sure.

I've been trying to say it more and more for the past couple of days. Now that I'm used to the sound I like Lay-rah-yay better.. the J like I used to kinda feels... 'modern and wrong'. Like how the English mispronounce Italian words and vice versa. They lose the original feel. I'll try...

Lol Nemo... XD what have I got myself into now.. but it's better than the long name with underscores which is a phrase and not a name. When I joined here I had the what name should I use dilemma and I just went with Satan_is_our_Father666, but then I was "Zevios", "ChaosBringer666", "Shael", etc...

Actually I feel that will help a lot. I'm trying to do all I need to daily but sometimes it's just too much and I have to skip things, so I ended up doing only partially what I need. I have to rewrite this meditation program and make sure I include everything needed, Rituals first, yoga, Runes...

I'm thinking this sounds I can't yet grasp has to do with how foreign (to English) people sometimes have a hard time saying "EAR" and YEAR" as a different word lol. Me poor Italiaaan.. pleease don'ta makea dis too ard. (I'm Italian so I can joke about it all I want lol :P ) I'm going to try and...

Finally found all the videos (from a fellow Zevism Brother/Sister) with the audio files of the Runes, from HP Pythia. I always pronounced Wunjo with the "J" (like in the French word 'jeux', or the English word 'joke') but the audio vibrates it as 'EE' sound.. like "vvv-uuu-nnn-EEEE-oooo" (EE as...

I'm used to type a lot in my answers so ..nope lol Thanks for opening up, I still think you're the one ahead of me though. And whoa.. meet? When? How? In the astral? XD And nah, I don't care how old you are lol I'm friendly with everyone and if you're a Spiritual Satanist I'd be friends with...

I think you're spot on there, I sometimes realize I do this a lot and some other times I just find meditation much easier and surprise myself with the amount of visions I get all in the same day/session. It's a wrong mindset, I need to fix this. Guess I'm in the process of doing it, just still...

Thanks for the hint, I gotta say the messages I get are a little too scrambled for me to tell who's who honestly.. sometimes when machinery fails at work I have the feeling it's Leraje trying to get me to work more with her, other times when my car is malfunctioning I know the enemy is trying to...

Thanks, Brother. It's alright that you took some time off, the past days I must say I haven't been feeling nearly as full of energy as I usually am and postponed reading some new topics, only giving priority to daily Rituals. Also I feel confused about something that I wasn't expecting to...

That kind of energy work, even if I seem to have a grip on it somehow, seems too advanced for me right now. As for the sexual energy, thank you for the explanation, I want to help the Gods in whatever way I can and if this is one of the most powerful ones, then so be it. Maybe it'll help me...

Thank you for your reply, I appreciated all you said. Honestly, you (like many others here) sound very advanced and I don't think I'm that ready at all, talking with Demons freely and such. Honestly, I think at this rate I'll be happy enough to equal your skill before the next life. Maybe I was...

...I assumed you'd be fine with killing. My mistake. Anyway.. Haven't read the read of all the thread here (I'd need like 48 hours long days to do all I need to do) but the fact that people (even some seasoned Zevism) believe that means aren't justifiable has occurred before. The Goddess Leraje...

I don't have this problem, if anything I'm trying to feel more energy, this is why I'm working (also) with mantras that seem to bridge the connections between chakras. Feeling too much was really very rarely my concern, usually it was due to something I've done wrong and too suddenly, but it...