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  1. beareroflightandtrth83

    My sister

    Well. I was lied to. My sister passed away today. I thought she was doing better. I will not be on these forums for a while, not after what happened. a poem for my sister's passing. Primary bard to the Spirit am I And I speak of my sister's transition by far She has called out And she knows...
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    My sister

    No she is not there because of covid. She is there because she is a damned alcoholic. By the way I made another post about Satan answering prayers. She is in recovery right now. She was near-death and now is making a recovery. Absolutely amazing.
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    Satan answers prayers!!!!!

    Thank you guys for the response. Satan is amazing for sure. I’m seeing more amazing miracles happen. Satan is fighting alongside with us. He is bringing revenge to our enemies
  4. beareroflightandtrth83

    Satan answers prayers!!!!!

    Thank you guys for the response. Satan is amazing for sure. I’m seeing more amazing miracles happen. Satan is fighting alongside with us. He is bringing revenge to our enemies
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    Growing as an Zevism

    Over the years I have had clash heads with individuals on this forum and learned what’s important. I made a lot of mistakes on stuff I said on here but because of physical changes as well as mental And spiritual ones, going through a major transformation has changed my perceptions And set...
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    Growing as an Zevism

    Over the years I have had clash heads with individuals on this forum and learned what’s important. I made a lot of mistakes on stuff I said on here but because of physical changes as well as mental And spiritual ones, going through a major transformation has changed my perceptions And set...
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    Satan answers prayers!!!!!

    I had an original post it was about my sister’s condition her liver and kidney we’re not functioning at all very well she’s been unconscious borderline coma and I’ve been here in Texas for a week. It has been really stressful emotional and things like that. Today I prayed to Father Satan/Enki...
  8. beareroflightandtrth83

    Satan answers prayers!!!!!

    I had an original post it was about my sister’s condition her liver and kidney we’re not functioning at all very well she’s been unconscious borderline coma and I’ve been here in Texas for a week. It has been really stressful emotional and things like that. Today I prayed to Father Satan/Enki...
  9. beareroflightandtrth83

    Satan answers prayers!!!!!

    I had an original post it was about my sister’s condition her liver and kidney we’re not functioning at all very well she’s been unconscious borderline coma and I’ve been here in Texas for a week. It has been really stressful emotional and things like that. Today I prayed to Father Satan/Enki...
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    My sister

    I have been stuck in Texas. And I’ve been living in Florida my sister is in ICU and I have been hysterical, stressed out because I am here in Texas and they won’t let anybody see her due to COVID-19 and it’s really upsetting. I prayed just Father Satan about the issue and hopefully something...
  11. beareroflightandtrth83

    My sister

    I have been stuck in Texas. And I’ve been living in Florida my sister is in ICU and I have been hysterical, stressed out because I am here in Texas and they won’t let anybody see her due to COVID-19 and it’s really upsetting. I prayed just Father Satan about the issue and hopefully something...
  12. beareroflightandtrth83

    How did you discover the joyofsatan page?

    I think my biggest issue with all these alphabets is that they have different pronunciations and suited for certain bloodlines. For an example, the Ogham is suited for people in Celtic culture or having ties to Celtic lands. It is very hard for me to use the runes in context with my bloodlines...
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    Celtic Goddess Morrighan

    What the fuck Magus.immortalis….. Seriously... Morrighan isn't the one causing you chaos. As knowing her, she tends to bring out things that needs to be addressed and sometimes she does bring stuff in your life to TRAIN you, and mold you into a weapon. But I guess you got scared and failed...
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    Will be taking a LONG break from the forums

    I am going to be taking a long break from the forums due to different factors involved. For one, I am enrolled in college classes. Two, I am developing other hobbies and busy with work. Three, I will pop in every now and then and I feel like the internet, social media, and even the TV is a waste...
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    Can someone point me in the right direction?

    How the hell is the spiritual square going to help to get me IN college as well as succeeding in college. I decided not to do the squares (before I saw this post) til January 22. I wanted to do it right. But yeah thanks for the advice anyway. Lol I was already going to do that til I realized...
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    Celtic Goddess Morrighan

    I think my biggest issue is when people are speaking for Daemons, or gods and goddesses themselves. And that its suppose to be truth for the other person as well.
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    Celtic Goddess Morrighan

    Because the gods and goddesses can appear differently to different individuals.... I am going to write this the best way possible. My experience: Morrighan doesn't come in the same way of the description given as you know of her to be. I do not think she is a daemon. In fact I feel like she is...
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    Can someone point me in the right direction?

    Okay, well you definitely got my attention. I honestly feel Camio, has been looking to get my attention. Because a few other people have mentioned him to me and I had sort of like was "yeah right..." And since he is associated with birds. I saw a young finch actually flew right by my feet the...
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    Can someone point me in the right direction?

    Well. I wanted to say thank you for this information. Because I already started on the Mercury square today. And I was still unsure on the runes but now that makes sense. I actually went and started to do the spiritual square in the morning (for my chakra, to empower it) and the material square...
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    Can someone point me in the right direction?

    Ok first of all. I am looking into getting into college which I just went to visit the campus today, filled out an application for to get a degree in Cyber Security but I need help with getting IN college. Do you know if one of the Demons might be able to help? If so who? And the other...
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    Past life memories and other

    Which terminology are you talking about? Is English not your first language? Yeah, I am generally very happy but I am not perfect per se. I have shared this story before on this forum a while back. The reason why I shared this story, was to point out, according to what I know, we reincarnate...
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    Past life memories and other

    I decided to write something else other than the posts that is frequently mentioned in the forums these days. Continuing on my power meditations and just being made aware. I must admit, even as a kid, there was things I was strongly drawn to. One of the things I was drawn to was of course...
  23. beareroflightandtrth83

    Taking a break from forums

    I have a lot on my plate. Work, meditation, etc and well I don’t have time in getting harassed and hounded by infiltrators which I have been. However I’m not getting rid of my account just going to be taking a break. Have a happy new year! Hail Satan!
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    Merlin The Wizard

    I did a dna test and I am 80% welsh. when I found this out, I researched everything in Welsh, even though I know the culture is Celtic. My race is white but comes from Welsh bloodlines. When I was growing up I drawn to dragons, castles, knights, Merlin, Arthur, etc. all fascinated me as a kid...
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    Merlin The Wizard

    Do you have a link to the sermon? I am very interested in Arthur, merlin, morgan le fay, etc.
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    Attempted psychic attack was diverted.

    It became clear to me last night over some stuff that happened in my sleep. At first it was a dream involving anger, or it being used for something, I never get dreams like that has to do with dealing with my anger but that subsided. However, I sensed a presence of a psychic attack and I...
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    The Emotion of Anger

    You know whats weird, when you ask for help or just mentally searching for something, and it seems to pop right up. And this is happening because i did ask for help from Belial he is the one who is guiding me to healing or what to use and how to use it. As far as I know I wrote about him and...
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    Sigil or symbol for Rosier

    Is there any sigil a or symbols for the demon Rosier. The only sigil I found was used by S. Connelly in the complete book of demonolatry but I don’t know legit some of the stuff is in the books she wrote.
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    Twin Flames

    Lol... I can see the underlying humor in a situation like this but sad indeed.
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    Captured something on Camera

    I feel like a dumbass. I debunked it yesterday. It was the camera on the phone, light infrayed. Sorry about that. False alarm
  31. beareroflightandtrth83

    How did you discover the joyofsatan page?

    My personal email is [ email redacted ] I would like to continue this conversation :)
  32. beareroflightandtrth83

    Captured something on Camera

    No they are not. They are in a triangle shape. I wish I could show you the pictures. You will see its same spot and everything. I know they aren't reflection from light poles because the lights of the light pole is a different shape than what I saw in the picture. If you would like to see, my...
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    Captured something on Camera

    It was 5:17pm, and the sun just setting over the Panhandle area of Florida, I am outside during my lunch alone, and just decided to take a picture of the sky, since it was beautiful. Now I know you cant always see orbs with the naked eye but I caught a picture of three bright light orbs in the...
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    Effects of Power Meditation

    I have to say these meditations and doing planetary squares been the best decision I’ve made so far because all my prayers to Satan been answered and it seems like my aura has been getting cleaned properly. I been noticing a big change! Hail Satan!
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    Effects of Power Meditation

    Yeah. Like I said I don’t have a lot of time to get that much in. I’m not kidding when I say I have a busy schedule and by the end of the day I’m exhausted as hell.
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    Effects of Power Meditation

    Thank you HPS Shannon and HP Zevios I think if there was other ways to do yoga and not just ONE particular way, perhaps a Western way, that my mind can latch onto while doing yoga, I probably would be all the more likely to stick with a program. And it's not just that just doing the same...
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    Effects of Power Meditation

    I don't hate it because of advancement, I am all for it. I just don't have patience and I don't like sitting there and "holding it as long as you can" type of person when I can be punching a bag instead or pumping iron or a jog or using a rowing machine. And I had read elsewhere that it was...
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    Effects of Power Meditation

    Yeah the only reason why I was turned off by it was the thought having to do it for three hours a day waking up at 3am in the morning and end session at 6am. At least that is what the impression I was getting from reading the posts about yoga. I suppose I can make it my morning routine because...
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    Effects of Power Meditation

    And the other thing is i tend to get bored with the SAME thing. I don’t enjoy yoga. I am aware if people don’t like something they probably won’t keep it for long
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    Effects of Power Meditation

    lol just because i didn’t say I don’t do yoga does not mean I don’t do it, I save yoga as part as my exercise in physical training like cardio or strength training but in truth I hate yoga because I have a hard time “meditating” on a chakra when I’m concerned about my body posture. I ever...
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    Effects of Power Meditation

    I have been taking to heart some of the things people have given me advice on in this forum. Ever since I made a change into my meditation program which consists of: I also started on Moon, Mars and Venus square Morning: Final Ritual (I do this once a week at least, I have a busy schedule...
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    Brahmacharya?

    Yeah I am tired of getting involved and getting drained of energy. I know having sex with a demon or with a person can drain one after the nervous system was stimulated. I also believe temporary vows of abstaining from engaging sexual activity with another person (I am not talking about all...
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    Brahmacharya?

    Finally, I have access to my laptop, I read this when I was on my break at work. I have only had a few relationships that, one for 3 years and the other for 2, and I am 36 years old now, and I have dated one girl for three months and the most recent I dated for 1 month aka trans. woman or...
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    Brahmacharya?

    Lol. Sorry I’m not taking it out on the entire female population. I’m just taking a break from dating/relationships due to bad experiences but it’s not just that I need a break. I am aware that I know it’s karma or what I keep attracting so I’m alright with what you said Shael. So that’s why I...
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    Brahmacharya?

    I am aware that the practice of Brahmacharya being celibate is hogwash. But because of my issues with sexual practice, which I been single for 10 years and I felt deprived. Right now I am okay with being alone and not having a sexual partner, I prefer to have a female sexual partner who is...
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    How did you discover the joyofsatan page?

    Yes I want to know more about this as you can see I’m deeply drawn to the druids and things that are considered Celtic and mainly it’s because I have a lot of family from. Wales.
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    Moon square CANNOT be done now

    That sounds about right and yeah you are clear. :)
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    Moon square CANNOT be done now

    Affirmation "I am opening,empowering my 6th Chakra and third eye, and healing my emotions in a positive way"
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    i want to delete my account,dont want to but have to

    Hey. sounds like you are going through a soul cleansing for sure or should I say an identity issue. But take it from me, not too long ago, I needed a break from this forum and even left, and even at one point, not getting acknowledged bothered me. I had a lot of things bothering me now I am...
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    Moon square CANNOT be done now

    I have a quick question about the moon square even though it might be a little off topic. But I began the moon square yesterday, the spiritual moon square. What I noticed when I was doing the moon square the spiritual one, it was still effecting my life. For an example, I went into a store and...
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