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Long story had sex with a girl, she turned out to be in a Christian cult with an angel, now she hates me, her coven attacked me, etc ... I just want to know if these runes cancel each other out, like if I can use eihwaz and sowilo at the same time but under different affirmation...

I use bkarkan too and it's actually pretty good but I got myself in trouble with a cult, someone got stuck in my head and figured theyd call their coven(including and angel corrupted being) to curse me and getting overwhelmed is a real thing although they never do any permanent damage I'd like...

It's given as an example “The energy of Eihwaz is permanently shielding me from any and all curses, negative planetary transits, and negative energy, in a positive way for me”.

Can I use eihwaz and thurisaz I'f I'm already using algiz, sowilo and bjarkan. I use the affirmations provided, and would probably do the same for eihwaz and thurisaz. I read on here 5 runes is the limit or your energy will stretch 2 thin

What if your 6th isn't fully open. I stopped empowering meditations of any kind because I fall into psychosis very easily. But I do clean my chakras daily and would be able to visualize them clean. I only get pressure in my crown, 3rd eye, sometimes my 6th and my heart even without any...

I did it like this Ppbbb- Ttzz-Aaaaahhhh Don't try to make the b noise though, just hold the p noise, I added the b so you have an idea as to what it felt like. The same goes for the T, you don't try to make the z noise but it will naturally sound like it when you try to hold the t noise. I...

I tend to go into a zombie state of awareness when I meditate, like I forget I was meditating and don't even know what's going on. Before this I do feel like I struggle between trance state and not being able to relax my brain, kinda like my brain notices that it's been relaxed and it tightens...

Alot of people have an inflated sense of their knowledge. Like they know more than the other or whatever, from my experience this leads to energies clashing and people not being able to get along because they don't like how the other provides advice or they feel that the other is narcissistic. I...

As a I suffer from schizophrenia like mental illness. I have tons of telepathy experience. For these kind of situations, asking for guidance and such, you have to be in control of your mind enough to keep it blank while you ask for whatever you might've asking for because you might end up...

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=94&p=347&hilit=AOP#p347 Aura of protection using algiz/Sowilo And i use Suryax54 twice a day

LOTS OF CLEANING TRY TO DO VOID MEDITATION PROTECTION PATIENCE lower your dosage little by little. not to get high but to keep your withdrawals controlled. there is no insta cure accept this and remember this. i dropped all drugs at the same time and had been going through psychosis for years...

is that akkadian language? what does it mean? the symbols around the pentagram?

for me, when i get the urge to check it. i realize this urge, then i slowly try to calm down and let it go because i have nothing else to do but my job, might aswell build up your Willpower by practicing patience without getting annoyed or restless about time. Being distracted in your jobbeven...

because while on break you're not worrying about time or about when break is by constantly checking the time. and during work youre probably constantly checking time and wondering/expecting break time? a This is the case for me, i work 12 hours and i figured out that forgetting about time and...

sorry i didnt mean to worry you about negative experience, i just have an overactive mind and these people pick up on my shit. youll be fine. yes i hung a paper with satans sigil and some reminders like, breathe, slow, calm, control. and i did see my ceiling everything feels so different but the...

after i do void meditation for at least 30 minutes, whenever i choose to lie down afterwards i accidentally go into a projection like state. I will be kinda aware but not understand my experience, there is always these girls there, telepathic invaders, that are always kissing me or giving me...

teach cleaning and protection. most people in my case telepathic invaders always complain and tease that what im doing is stupid, and its pointless. then after i get to about halfway through my mantras they are in surprise that it works or something i dont really try to explain or acknowledge...

na, i had an encounter with an enemy angel saving my life...then trying to kill me after i questioned him about some things i wamted "cleared out". he then told me i knew what people didn't (i was deprogrammed) and that people knew what i didnt(thibk he meant because most notmal people could see...

oh i thought you meant like still having a body, but abducted...

i have probably experienced this, but blacked it out. May be delusion as i was on drugs at the time. just torture. or excruciating fear is what i remember.

Lol what he write? Was his comment deleted?

Been using this for months till I changed it to fit my needs. To this day I wonder if the "staff" you refer to in satanama#3 is the spine or the center column. I've been using the spine, feels great. But all of a sudden while doing this meditation I felt the column in the middle of my body...

Do void meditation. I am the same, endless pointless anxiety and paranoia when in reality even if someone does think or say anything about you, it doesn't matter, they don think about it or talk about it all day. No one cares. Be yourself. When you get used to void you'll learn how to be...

Pretty sure every advanced or longtime member gets tired of the same ol questions, I'm sure they also understand that people are programmed a certain way from birth and don't know any better, and we're to lazy to use the search bar. I'm jealous of your passion. I'm way to unfocused and inexperienced

For me only void meditation, because you can't control what others think or feel about what you are doing, or who you are. But you can control yourself and how you feel about what they think/feel. If you don't then you'll probably end up "self destructing" in the sense that you'll let them out...

How bad would it be to not go out and socialize? I need to get grounded but my mind is crazy outa crontol so I'd rather not come into people's lives in this state cause I tend to kinda entangle my minds with other people that I meet. I've finally broke through in learning how to actually...

I read in a book, treatises of astrial projection. That your soul stays in your body and your astrial body is an extension

I count from 1-10 with my left hand, and keep track of multiples of 10 with my left. For example when using algiz. I have my right pinky up to know this is my first 10, then with left hand I put up fingers one by one and count pinky1 ring2 middle3 pointer4 thumb5, then I start putting fingers...

Been using this it's great. Aum suryae x88 Algizx88 Sowilox88 Bjarkanx88 I also had Thurisaz but I got a dream sign to take it out for w.e reason and I did.

I just got a job for 12 hours. I had to cut my meditations shorter:( but at least I'm being able o trance easier now. I don't k ow why but I get home sleepy as fok. And can't sleep. Also sleep depravation makes me hallucinate sometimes,, it gets hard to concentrate.

I just had an ex-christian friend school me about void medicine and having full spiritual power. He said that without void meditation there is no spiritual power. I agree with him %100 percent. No matter how much you amp up your soul and have more energy you'll be able to understand and advance...

I wonder why dogs are considered intelligent and not cats. I mean yeah dogs can be obedient but cats are free thinkers. Is being obedient actually more intelligent than being free willed.

I read in a pdf I have about money spells that having a strong solar is a big help in these kinds of workings. I do have a question because I've never done money spells, do they help get a job? Any job spells :lol:.

I've been doing the aura empowering meditation for a couple days. I feel like it gives me much more energy. Sometimes even when done hours before sleep, I find it hard to sleep. It's really great, my goal is to be able to feel my aura all around without having to focus so hard. For example if I...

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I have noticed that too, when you add a meditation its really badass energy, feels like you can outshine the sun but maybe after 3 days it doesn't feel the same. I haven't really done planetary hours/day meditations for whatever reason so I can't compare but I will be testing it. As for astrial...

Honestly I just accept it and they go away eventually. Got attacked last night actually. The thing made hissing noises, I laughed at it then woke up. I was in astrial projection but didn't realize it.Before this happenedi was awake and was seeing bugs or some kinda small entities...eating me...

Yes you are perfect the way you are. Keep being you.

Lol quantum entanglement. Na idk if you're intertwined it's just that you probably need to practice void meditation. I have the same issue, usually only happens when I think. Also do aura cleaning.and practice being in the moment not talking in your head

Poisens are probably not magicka, touching someone, inducing necrosis? You probably have to be really strong, but I doubt it's possible. I'm sorry I can't help you. Why do you want magic for anyways?

"My soul is totally and completely free from any and all past errors and delusions." 9x or multiples of 9." Does this work? Even if it takes a long time I will stick to it, I want to start this ritual on the 28th of this month.

Idk 88 works fine for me when using algiz.

Void...I have trouble with this due to expectation of some grand awakening or something, when literally all you have to do is sit n breathe. If you have enough control to just sit, there's discipline in that believe it or not.

Well these people are "woke" and I'm not. They might not work on their soul or anything but naturally they can projects and feel this different. Anything I do they call me a crackhead. It's mostly people like neighbors and past friends who for some reason like to invade telepathically.i can feel...

Been feeling wings recently. It makes me anxious because people who see them think I'm crazy or childish. And they say what kinda shit do you make up. It's hard to tell if it's accidentally visualization because It happens randomly and I kinda focus on undoing them because it makes me feel...

Tooken down....rip

I've seen these. I just call em fairies for whatever reason, I thought they were spiders at first as I'd see them crawl around all small then I seen them closely hiding in a hole in my wall. They seemed to want to help me, showing me images of a head lighting up at the brain, then eyes, then...

I spent pretty much my whole teenage years playing with words/ ideas. Perfecting them to describe and explain what others couldn't because the wording is really sensitive. It literally got me nowhere. It's best to go through with these goals and see what does or doesn't work. That way you're...

She is aztec godess of underworld, mictlan, as the aztecs called it. She is mictecacihuatl.

I do power meditation 2 times a day every day. My advancement feels really slw but I can't say I'm making no progress.

Same here. Do void meditation or you'll end up a little bit mentally unhealthy/ill. Or at least for me that what it did.

I've had experiences with this. Idk you just feel extremely weak sometimes 2 weak to even breathe. I guess I'd describe it like if you were to suck a juice box and squeeze it. That's how if feel like an empty husk with shallow breathing that was the only thing keeping me alive. It felt as if I...

Try to add more routine. I know it's probably not what you want but I promise it'll make you change your mind about doing important things. Try to set up a workout routine. Try to set up a meditation routine. After a month, feel the changes then ask yourself, if I feel this much better through...

https://youtu.be/uHrUGkqMvCE

It is not something your done with. But you can do workings to make it stronger. I'd recommend doing it everyday even after your program/s are finished. I just like to change up my meditations/program every couple days. At first it was every 40. Now every 90 days. Maybe I should do every 180...

Anyone got the PDF for this? Can't find it anywhere. Also exposing Islam?

Not trying to feel like I know better than you or anything like that. Ofc Ive been doing all my meditations consistently for months now creating program after program, without fail, doing them daily. Ofc these entities would only fuck me up because I didn't take satanism seriously and I didn't...

Well my experiences have led me to set certain goals. I've done algiz/sowilo for 40days and not all 4 runes at the same time so I could kinda build on it and not be overwhelmed. Ive had alot of negative experiences coming in contact with beings who will try to steal my body or kill me. Say what...

Bjarkan is perfect for at night, as it ties in with the protective Lunar energy. Bjarkan 72x (equalling 4 rounds of its number 18, 72 equals 9, both 4 and 9 are power numbers). Or less for newer people, just 18x for example. Affirm 18x: "The energy of Bjarkan is keeping me totally and...

What about aum?

Mantras help clean the soul? I vibrate Surya 111x while trying to visualize light around me and in my chakras

Ostea Alth Yaza (aws-tee-AH awlth yaw-zah)- Calls Satan to strengthen connection to your soul (Higher Self, Spirit Animal, etc.) and refine your energy. Anyone know if this is safe? It gave me good effects after 108 reps but I'm not sure if it's something I want to use long term cause it might...

He is mad because he wants you to sex him. You jump off the toilet, pull up your pants without wiping and beat him up. That's tuff.

In my experience this comes from lack of void. Easy fix. 10 minutes a day at least is all it takes still most people like to complain/fear problems in their minds instead of putting that energy in fixing it

Wakes up with a pimple "IVE BEEN CHIPPED BY ALIENS!!! LOOK AT THE MARK!!!"

I am actually curious about the same thing. Say you want to read it to learn about the enemy program and be able to expose it further. You wouldn't be practicing it religiously. You just will be finding all the things hidden in plain sight and really can start exposing them/ seeing for yourself...

This happens to me too. Probably a human projector, that's the case for me at least. Maybe someone you know or knew, usually for me it's someone I used to talk to in high school or online. I don't talk to anyone now though and haven't in months besides my little brother sister ND mother. I...

Usually I hear the wood in my walls crack when an entity enters my room. Or I feel a presence. And yes due to past experiences im always paranoid that they're nasties. Most of the time that's not the case, just ignore it who cares. Do a banishing ritual. And also maybe you're just paying more...

I am seeing little blue sometimes gold or white orbs of light. Like tiny orbs. I always envisioned seeing energy more fluid kinda like a heatwave but colored in w.e way. Anyways I only see them around animals. And it's not like I see them all the time it's just randomly I see little orb shine in...

Ofc after the detox of certain foods, Wich will feel like shit, there was an increase in over all vitality. But this is systematic, you can read about It in the book. Or not. It's up to you.

What do you think about Arnold Ehrit's Mucusless diet healing system. You can find the pdf. I used to think veganism was dumb. Now I know that any diet works as long as there is balance. Meat or no meat. I really did appreciate how in his book he explains how meats and not only that but lots of...

How do you feel about how people here feel about your furrie-ness? I never understood it. It's whatever though. Do you think you'll grow out of it as you grow older? Never met a furry so I don't know.

Focus on the sigil and ask him. Im not advanced enough yet. But I read that you should ask. "Are you my guardian" they should give you a sign.

https://youtu.be/4EMs6za1f9s I use this before and sometimes even after doing my daily workings.

It takes me about 2 hours to get into a light trance, I always reject it. Whenever I get that feeling that I'm in a bigger place my mind starts to chatter alot, it ruins it for me and I snap out of it. It takes alot of practice but the big thing for me is notice when you're tensing up. Because...

What are the benefits of this? Done it a couple times because I wan to strengthen the crown. Do I imagine energy coming into the crown because I haven't been doin that I just driect the vibrations like I do in raum meditation.

Go to Satan is god.org then click on Satanic witchcraft tab, you should see "creating and astrial temple. There an astrial project meditation on the meditation tab, but I'd read the whole website to get an understanding of everything. I'm not advanced enough for that but I do impress human...

Spooky. I'm not ready

I still suck at it. But I got better as I used to sit there for like 20 minutes stuck in a loop of trying to argue with thoughts that popped up endlessly. Trying to prove them wrong, or w.e. Now I just sit with a loud story playing in the background and I cut down on the thoughts, I can...

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Yeah it's great to see how she builds a relationship with Odin and how he guides her in certain situations.

So on azazels astrology it says to start by learning zodiacs and symbols. I got planets symbols and aspects. I try to read on the rest but it doesn't make sense. To me because I know nothing of astrology. For example "The chart ruler is the ruler of the sign on the ascendant. In cases where...

https://www.kindness2.com/uploads/2/6/1/1/26113502/arnold_mucusless_diet.pdf What do you guys think about this. I think it's great and makes alot of sense. Alot of unnatural foods clog up your body and doesn't let itself heal like it should leading to disease. I know alot of you hate the vegan...

Did he actually say that?

*** I don't know. I feel jos has helped me alot but this? Lately I got a wall where I don't feel any energy buzz or vibrancy from power meditations. I do Surya 108 I do raum meditation I do aura of protection by innana using algiz + sowilo. I do trident program, here's a link...

When I'm out in public I hear," you have the blood" Or in spanish," tiene la sangre " Could this mean people know o have dedicated by blood? Not that I care or fear this because I've been attacked alot and in my faith I know nothing will happen to me but some discomfort or minor situation that...

Ive read about the eye thing but as "evil eye" I wouldn't use this one a loved one. I'm pretty sure you probably scared her man. Imagine you're looking at someone face to face, then feeling an intense energy hit you then you think" be with me" lol foken psychotic. Especially if she feels this...

So when using 2 runes do I take turns imagining them like in the pic or do I have em at the same time

It's called "sun gazing" I also considered it at one point being spiritually clueless, watching YouTube videos by very convincing people who look like they have their life devoted to spirituality

I spin base, sacral, and solar to the right. heart, I spin bottom half to the right and top half to the left. For throat 6th and crown I spin to the left. Anja(3rd eye) I spin to the right. Can't decide how to spin shoulder hips and temples so I don't spin them, nor do I soon the gold chakra...

Just finished 40 day ritual. Going to start that protection program you posted, you said innana provided by you changed it a bit. Most likely on Sunday.

This is how runes are used? I wouldn't see them around me probably just in front of me and kinda feel the sound around me while visualizing my aura.

Trapped in a human body? Working on freeing him. How do I help. And there's nothing on his about him

When you imagine it...try to feel it too. Use a mantra. I use Raum to clean them. Imagine them getting bright in their color. Then I use , Yaum for 6th, Maum-for crown. Usually 9x,18x, or27x. (Multiples of 9) Did you do opening meditations already?

Stop repressing it? I'm the same but it's probably because I don't talk much. Like days at a time sometimes. When grandma died recently I couldnt really feel much kinda just accepted it for what it was. Doesn't mean I didn't live her maybe im just stronger in accepting death. Doesn't mean I'm...

Thanks for clearing this up. I think alot of us needed this information

I haven't even contacted the gods yet or try until I'm a bit more in control with void meditation. I'm scared to make myself look bad or whatever, especially since I'm not alone in my head sometimes.

I've also seen the pictures of the sun above his head. I've been working on it also using raum. Thanks for the advice I will try the expanding trick you said. Sounds interesting.

Halo is symbolism to risen kundalini?

Once during psychosis I had seen my cat astrially, very comforting. I just tried to think about petting her and I could tell she felt it. Doesn't happen to me anymore since I started cleaning myself with the sun more.

Even tho my chakras were aching hard all I could do is ball up and stay still, trying to breathe. I wanted to stop and quit meditation. I think it had alot to do with facing who I really am and accepting that false issues in my head weren't real and letting those issues go were somehow gonna...

I'm probably no where near this level, but I have overwhelmed myself with power meditation and fell into hard psychosis that lasted days. I didn't stop my powermedi

Can anyone tell me more about this chakra and other two above the head? The website doesn't say much besides, the first one is gold second is silver and third varies.

I just downloaded it on my phone as a zip. I use a file explorer application to look at the files in the zip. The reason I don't extract is cause it would take up alot of memory. Kinda slow but it save about 10 gbs. Also I got it fromMega Application.

How can one calm their aura? I want to learn animal communication. I hear raum meditation helps, which I will continue doing all year most likely. Any other tips?

So the stretches on this website worked? Not that it's important but I'm curious as to if it will work for me...imagine that, dick stretches. Lol

When you say black hole do you mean you suck up energy like in foundation meditation? Because that might be bad if you do it for a long time I think, or for me it feels overwhelming if Im not under the sun. I also get paranoid and start putting my awareness on the enemy and on alot of past...

Satan is alive. I believe that, on earth not yet. I've been hearing alot of crazy shit lately... mostly that Satan is yahweh or that RA is yahweh. Where do they get this from. Is it their angels? Or do they just make crazy connections?

Some people are so spiritually foked that things like this are real obstacles for them and you can look down on them from low spiritually degenerated they are. But you can't say it %100 their fault. This happened to me where I spiritually damaged myself alot because I was lost as in, I didn't...

I also have a cringe imagination and other uncontrolled and weird problems. I can't even be around family from how bad it can be. I do get entangled in the thoughts as I try to sleep. Sometimes it clears out and I can stop. I think it's a pride thing? Maybe pretentious-ness? I do my power...

Julia you have to do detaching ritual.

I'm tryin to focus on void meditation more. I do it sitting and after 15 minutes I start nodding off kinda like falling asleep. Still I try to sit through it. Yesterday I got annoyed and decided to do void laying down, ofc I knew there was a chance I'd fall asleep. Well while doing void laying...

Honestly I stopped doing the returning curses, no that it's not effective for me but I just stopped doin it. Here's my program (I'm still a beginner but this works as I've felt a change in my atmosphere for the better): Raum meditation Ritual+tetragrammaton Surya×27-SOUL/CHAKRAS "The light is...

By one shot deal do you mean doing the ritual one day or doing it for a set(40/90)day, For example doing the ritual for 90 days, being one shot and doin it again being "another shot" or is "one shot deal" meaning 1 day/ 1 time performing the ritual.

I use 7 runes. Is this bad? Will it have negative effects. Or is this for the sake of not getting overwhelmed? Should I stop. I use them twice a day everyday and have been for about more than 20 days.

I've seen these things before... except I called em fairies. They're really small. From my experience they were friendly and helped me by showing me images of how to focus...for example a head shadow with first the brain highlighted then eyes then mouth etc. And it worked for me at least...

I am using Algiz wunjo fehu sowilo ansuz tyr I did my 40 day program with these x8 vibrations. I recently added Nauthiz and now do 16 vibrations for each. And vibrate them in the order that I wrote them. "I affirm, I am spiritually physically mentally safe secure happy motivated protective...

Satanama#3 What do you mean staff?

Okay so I think Venus ND Mercury are switched because the candle colors and chakras they rule in their description. Either this page has it wrong or the full chakra meditation page has it wrong. Because in the incense page it says Venus rules the heart and Mercury rules the throat. BTW thanks...

Thanks for the source...are all of these burned?? Funny seeing orange there haha.

I do Surya and suryae for cleaning and protection...algiz,wunjo,tyr,ansuz,fehu,sowilo. But I want to start using herbs I know they can help too...

Are there any plants or herbs I can burn in my room for cleaning/protection? Incense or candles? I've heard about sage but is that the only one? Is there a way to empower these?

Do chakras spin clockwise? I usually spin base&sacral to the right and all the others to the left. Can't shake the doubt that I may be doing it wrong. Also can I spin them while doing raum. I've been doing daily workings and I feel more vital despite all my past craked posts I actually feel like...

Where can I find more on the god SET and his crucification on a "furka" I can't find this anywhere.

Okay so yesterday I was feeling intense anxiety. I tried working out, it didn't go away, I tried cleaning my aura. Nothing. So I decided to lay down and do the complete yogic breath. After an hour or so I started to feel relieved and calm. 20 minutes after my hands and lips started to tense and...

I think that really just means: relax and feel. Maybe I'm wrong. I suck at void

Explain this

What kind of visualization exercise

I tend to listen to people's conversation goign on around me and I respond in my mind. This is a problem that doesn't only bother me. So my question is, what if I concentrate on my chakras all the time or even on my Aura cleaning all the time...would that be a problem? Since it's hard to focus...

What does the rune sequence mean

I appreciate the help. Latley I think I've been waking up and when I feel it, I don't want it. For some reason Im scared of the moment://. Ikr "pussy" but it's real as fok

But bone disease can be healed? What if I find out...will u help me with a working?

Also the throat says it should be done during a powerful waxing moon but the dates you provided for it, don't have a full moon

My mom has bone disease (she won't tell me what it's called) and id really appreciate it if anyone would give me any working I can do to help her.

I have Pacific Standard Time Time zone in Los Angeles, CA (GMT-8)

I was hoping to do necronomicon meditations, as I already did the 3rd eye chakra on the recent full moon. So for the crown(Jupiter) can use this date as a replacement even tho its not listed on the websites necronomicon page?

On the Jos website it says "Jupiter is at its most powerful in its home sign of Sagittarius, its co-ruling sign of Pisces, or its exalted sign of Cancer. Never perform this meditation when Jupiter is retrograde, or in the signs of Gemini, Virgo, or Capricorn." Thanks though. I will check out...

I did it on Friday January 10 but the rest are harder for me

Please tell me if these are accurate... Full moon in Cancer - January 10 2020 Mercury in Gemini - May 11 2020 Venus in Taurus - March 5 2020 Sun in Leo - July 22 2020 Mars in Aries - June 28 2020 Jupiter in Sagittarius - June 30 2020 And when is Saturn not in retrograde or in Aries or in Leo or...

I see Black too but I kinda just feel it. For example, during aura clean. I look up at the ceiling light with my eyes closed and I feel my whole body in white/gold light at the same time I kinda pretend my body is radiant with light. I can't really see it but I just try to know it. I don't know...

Can anyone help me with the necronomicon dates for 2020? Astrology is dummy complicated. I learned to read charts but I don't really understand it in like present time, what planet is where under whta sign. I just know that the moon is under the sign of whatever month it is for ex. The moon is...

Affirmation for yoga? Can I get an example? Also for breathing exercises?

Now you say you have Parkinson's. Now that affects the. Central nervous system which pretty much controls movement which makes you kinda tremble or do involuntary movement. I used to do heavy drugs(sober now) and id get trembles sometimes so I know it sucks. Do breathing exercises as this helped...

All of a sudden what? I don't understand this. Not trying to be rude but can you explain what you mean. I can't see or hear him either but I know this stuff is real because of experiences I've had with seeing/hearing people who can astral project, as they tried to help me before but I can only...

I take cold showers every evening...I have to wake up early and bike 4 miles to work @ 5:00 am. Yes sometimes I am cold, but I do wear warm clothing and actually I feel like my body heat has increases naturally in cold environment since using cold showers. I like cold showers. At first they...

Just start with the basics of living. This what I did and i started seeing changes: Morning: -Wake up -Hatha yoga(not rushed, deep slow breaths) -Void 5 min (my mind is still wild, but not as wild) -Aura clean( I look at my ceiling light, sometimes I vibrate raum) I should be doing aura...

I feel you bruh...I feel I was sick, stuck in my head and not grounded...I'd do meditations on and off but even when id do then everyday for weeks...I see nothing. Buy it's been like 3 years since I got into this kinda stuff but it wasn't till like last year that I realized I wasn't even doing...

I appreciate your reply...so when calling out to Satan to take the energy, do I visualize his sigil and then ask? Or do I have to vibrate his name and focus on it for a while? I haven't met my GD as I am still getting used to void

Also when doing void while I'm laying in bed , I recently managed to get a silent mind but if I stay awake my body gets a "frustrated" feeling after a while. How can I practice trance

What about my hand and feet...could I open those if I haven't opened the first 7? Can I do aura cleaning in public, like during my 30 min break @work? How can I release excess energy, today while on a bike ride from work I had a moment of reality like I had seen past a weird delusion of...

Wait I wanna see

You don't need any golden showers! Just a regular one. When you are washing yourself, see chunks of grey energy are coming out of you and getting washed away. Very easy . Does it not have any effect to use "gold showers" what if I use white? What about drinking water??

I forgot what Jos PDF I read that referenced the author Franz Bardon, i checked don't his book and it said use water to clean your soul by imagining that your not just washing your body but dirt fall off your soul too. And we'll I don't if by imagine they mean like picture it in your head like...

How can I use water to clean my aura??? Like when I'm in the shower??

Should I be opening my chakras if I can't do void?

Hoe can i ise the sun to clean my aura? Does just sitting in the sun clean it? I have a difficult time I a ball of like unless I'm in the sun. Like i imagine a ball of light but when I bring it down and try to push down all the "black" it kinda just crawls up.

Do gods sleep?

Can anyone help me with magical squares, runes, or any workings I can do for 90 days to engrave positivity into my soul, i don't know what's wrong with me that I'm so negative. I do returning curses 1&2 every day and at least 10-30 mins of void, sometimes 2 mins if I don't have time. I'd...

What do you do all day?? Maybe a change in routine could help?

What do you do all day?? Maybe a change in routine could help?

Is your mind full of thoughts or is it always blank?

Why don't you just use an astrial pocket pussy, instead of worrying about something you can't interact with or even comprehend? Not trying to come off mean but you should focus on advancing