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    MY TESTIMONY

    Family today I will speak. I will speak because I want to encourage the newcomers, I speak because I want to give back all the more experienced more have done, and I speak to honor Him, the true God. I'm a Satanist for around 5 months. 5 months is not much, 5 months is nothing compared...
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    Banishing Ritual does Wonders!

    Hello family, I would like to write this text just to remind you that banishing rituals are very powerful if done correctly. I spent 4 nights barely sleeping. When I layed my head on my pillow, I knew something was wrong and felt this negative presence. I would wake up multiple times in the...
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    Xian Prayers

    Hello brothers, For weeks I've been waking up during the night. Since one discussion I had with my mom. Not surprisingly yesterday we had another arguing going on and she told me she had been praying for me, in a way to make me guilty or scared of God or something, she told me she had...
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    Skin Problems Rune

    Hello family, Any of you experienced rune chanters could advice me runes for Skin Problems ? Or powerful home remedies? Would highly apprecite, I've done alot of research but I'd like to hear from you. Ave Satani
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    Giving back, if you ever stopped

    Hello family, I think the enemy hit like a sharp sword this last couple weeks. I felt weak and depressed, and I'm sure I was not the only one. Today we reborn from the ashes. We pick off from where we left. Take this as a wake up call, and most importantly, as an example of why you need to...
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    Demon -> Rabbit

    Hello everyone, I've felt the connection with many things today and I feel it was a message. I'm looking for a Demon that is somehow related to the following concepts : Rabbit ; Bunny ; Animals ; Masks ; Time Travelling ; Predicting the future. ( It doesn't mean the said Demon is connected...
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    My Poem to Father

    After 3 months I struggled, because of Christmas time some things happened and I couldn't meditate. I felt like the world was consuming me and I was being controlled by materialistic things. This was a traumatic experience for me, but sometimes you need to take 1 step back to advance 30 yards...
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    1st Struggle

    Hey guys, after almost 3 months of dedication in Satanism I'm starting to lose control. Because of the christmas some family came to my place to celebrate with us and they decided to stay for some time and I can't meditate or do yoga, it's impossible. And cause I was so used to I'm feeling...
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    Blasphemy against Father

    I'M TIRED OF THIS NEW AGE NO SENSE, ALWAYS BLASPHEMING FATHER. THIS HIP-HOP NO BRAINED PUPPETS BEING CONTROLLED BY THE NWO. I'M TIRED OF SEEING FATHER'S SYMBOLS BEING USED OUT OF CONTEXT. EVERYTIME I SEE HOW THE OUR MTV GENERATION "ARTIS" AKA PUPPETS TALK ABOUT " THE DEVIL" / " SATANISM" AND...
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    Felt dizzy after Hatha

    Hello brothers, Today after doing my daily Hatha Yoga session, when I began to do the void meditation ( last exercise) I started to feel so damn dizzy, I wanted to close my eyes, a terrible headache took over and I felt like sleeping. It's the fist time this happened to me. The sensation is...
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    Physical Unimportance

    Hello brothers, Since I've dedicated and started meditating , everyday I feel LESS and LESS aware of my physical existence. I look around and I can't relate with anyone/anything. I look around and focus on " the here and now" and I feel empty and meaningless. I know the physical realm is...
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    Begginer's Struggles

    Hello brothers, As a begginer and someone that is really dedicating my being to Father, I'd like to everyone come here and kinda talk about all the struggles you had when you first joined Satanism. I think it would be good so all the people that embraced Zevism lately can identify with this...
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    Astral Temple Help

    Hello family, I've decided I want to create my astral temple, for I don't have access to many things needed to do certain workings. The problem is : I dont know exatly how to do this. In JoS website there is a brief explanation but could someone give me more detailed info in the process of...
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    Satan's Battle

    Hello family, Lately I've been thinking something I would like to know more about, and since I'm not still that advanced I can't talk with Father about this. What where the circumstances of the Lost Battle, and exactly why Satan Lost? I mean Greys are just a bunch of elitists that can...
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    Waking up during night

    Hello brothers, Recently, more specifically since I started meditating and doing yoga, I've been waking up during my sleep... Many times. Somedays I'd wake up every 1 to 2 hours. Now, I'm new to satanism and I didn't dedicate yet, so I'm not sure what is this about. I've been meditating...
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    One's limit pre-dedication

    Hello everyone, I've recently gave my heart and soul to Zevism. I decided to dedicate in 1 month cause it's my BD and I want it to be as special as it can. I've started meditating, basic stuff, like Void and Yoga. I can feel the effects already, they are mainly fatigue,headache etc. I want to...
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    Questions!

    Hello everyone, I'm a lurker, I haven't decided yet to dedicate my soul to satan and I won't until I get some answers from a higher rank member, not as a medium, but as a guide. First off, if any experienced satan could talk with me through messages that would be amazing. I feel a strong...
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    Lurker of satanism

    Hello everyone, I've been lurking later thoughout various groups, I got to know Satanism ( spiritual) from joyofsatan website, I don't even know how I got there honeslty, could be a sign? Satanism is a bit new to me, for some months I've considered myself as a atheistic satanist (LaVey)...
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