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First off all I thank to lydia for giving me such a great advice and also thanks to shannon. I'm successfully detaching her. I read sermons again on JoS as well. I was suicidical but after reading and reading JoS and sermons and that luciferian liberation front site, i came to know that it is...

I'm deeply hurted. I can't bear this pain. I feel nothing toward Father Satan. I feel like i'm nothing and if i gain power,wisdom,knowledge here from father then it would be useless unless i forget this xian girl. I need to forget her. I want to be back witg father. I don't want any women in my...

I had been away from my path for months. I had forgot Father Satan,i was distracted by xian girl. O.o I had fallen in love with her. I'm very regret now. I was very happy. Now i cannot forget her :( I want to come back. I feel Ashame infront of Father Satan:( because i had promised him(before...

I had a dream nights ago,i saw a man standing just abt six feets far from me ,golden jewellry,golden suit he had on his body and very bright golden light was around his nody... I heard he said "OPEN YOUR EYES" i was laid by side and i had half of my face in blanket,i opened my eyes and that very...

A month ago i did ritual at void mood night. In this i asked something from father,i knew moon was void but i didnt know that we shouldnt do rituals when moon is void. Should i repeat the ritual AS SAME AS it was and ask/request the same?

we should not perform any ritual at void moon night, right or wrong? if we should not then i want to know the cause the reason why? Hail Father satan,Hail Baal Zebul,Hail astaroth,Hail azazel,Hail Anubis !

The problem is my bro taunt,mock,joke, whole family curse me lol and peeps in whatever i do. So, i want him to run out of house somwhere,i cant go anywhere for meditation,cant do my power meditation JUST BECAUSE OF HIM! Even if i get time to do meditation then im not sure if i will get the time...

Getting suicidical,,My Life is getting more worse than it was before. Im giving up,cant see any hope,feels like this is it. I m useless if i had a gun i would have shot all of my family now.im kinda suffered from social phobia too o_Oat my place there is no facility to get rid of this problem.

i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan...

well,I dedicated myself last night. It went not so good. After writing prayer i really dont know from and how i got guts to cut my left index finger. It has got little wide cut,got enough blood,blood wasnt stopping to come out so i had to end the ritual at the time. Wanted to stay and meditate...

can i use peacock's feather instead of dry pen?? peacock is sacred to fatger satan

should dedication ritual be performed on full new moon nyt or is it neccessary?if it is,then when new moon is come to take place on what day??

I have one more question for what i didnt get exact answer from no where. it is..in which direction altar should be placed?? east or south?

Can i use red candle for my dedication ritual instead of black?coz i cannot get any black candle. And on what day i should do this ritual?

Can i vibrate any demon's name just to know if he/she is my GD?if im not dedicated satanist?!?!?can i still do it?

how to pronounce "marchosias"? should it be as "marc-oh-sias" or "marcho-sias"?

how to pronounce "marchosias" exactly & correctly?