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I know this isn't really a question relating 2 Spiritual Satanism but seeing as how ur all family I thought I'd just lay my thoughts down n c wat sum of u have 1 say. Anyway, like the title suggests it's a matter of gender. I'm a male but iv always kinda felt like I'm more female on the...

Ok, so I have two questions: First off, Im new to yoga and I know it's good for us so I'm doing it but I feel as tho I need to do something else as well. When I was much younger I did karate and enjoyed it but not as much as o think I should have (sometimes u don't appreciate things as much...

Well, this is a pretty random question, especially considering I'm super far away from marriage seeing as how I don't even have sum1 2 love or 2 get sexy with.. ;) but anyway I remember reading on JoS under Demons sum where that Father had more than 1 wife n I was just wondering-Satanically-how...

This may be a very dumb question but it's important so I wanna do it as right as possible. I wanna start the program as soon as possible and I was just wondering is it important that I start at the beginning of the month (as I c it's a monthly program) or can I start today if I want to and just...

Hey, every1! I havnt been online in a while been a little slack with my meditations due to holidays and all but getting back in2 them as of 2day n gonna b consistent this year. Neway I just wanted 2 wish all my brothers n sisters n amazing year of growth and prosperity! :)

Hey, every1! I seem 2 have a problem (as usual). Lately, whenever I try 2 meditate, I immediately feel completely drained of all my energy (no matter how energetic I'm feeling) and basically just pass out then. I don't mean 2 n the harder I try 2 stay awake and focus the quicker my energy...

Hey, all I'm 24 and I still don't know what I wanna do with my life. I mean I know I wanna praise our Father and become empowered - that's my main goal obviously, but wat I mean is I don't know wat to do as a job - u know wat I'd b good at and/or enjoy. I currently work in insurance-which I hate...

I was trying to go in2 a tance/void meditation (which I usually don't have much luck with-not that I have much luck with anything..) but at 1 point it felt as though my head was slightly lighter (I guess? It's hard to remember exactly wat I was feeling at the time) and I felt a feeling on...

I was just wondering - on a lot of the posts I notice a lot of u say 'Hail the Gods of Duat' I was just wondering - what exactly is Duat? Is it where Father and all the demons live? I don't mind if some1 just posts me the link, il read it myself I'm just very interested in our customs, history...

I was just on JoS and read the intro to the magnum opus (not how to do it cos I'm noob) but it said that some will realize the truth too late or something to that effect. I was wondering is that suppose to mean those whom r still christians will b fucked at a certain time or even us little noob...

This is just a question out of pure ignorance and curiosity and so I mean to offend no 1 by it. I was just wondering wat makes a high priest/ess a high priest/ess? If it's on JoS I'm sure I'll find it eventually any1-there's just a lot of info 2 get through-yay! :) but this was just on my mind...

I just wanna make sure I'm still on the right track (as I'm struggling along as usual but that's fine). I just wanted to know is it normal to feel completely drained and so tired that I have to sleep after I try and meditate cos that's wat happens to me..

I was just wondering-does any1 know y we were born into our blood family? I mean in my family we were all given the same upbringing but my family (they are good ppl n I love them a lot) but their very much blind 2 the concepts of magic existing and some of them say they believe in Christianity...

Just some random questions that have been entering my mind lately.. 1) is it possible that (even though I'm male in this life) I may have been female in a past life? If so does that mean that our souls r actually genderless? 2) I can't remember who said it but I vaguely remember some1 once...

Hey, every1! I was considering doing that Hell's army training but the reason I say considering is because I still can't do anything yet and I was wondering if I first have to awaken/open/align/etc everything or will the program ensure I open and do everything if I follow it? Was just wondering...

For the chakra meditations is there somewhere where I can actually hear the chants. Just wanna make sure I'm doing them correctly.. :)

So, I was wondering, seeing as though women are so hard to meet 4 me and seeing as how Satanist women are even more rare in terms of me finding 1 (when we have to keep all secret like), I was wondering how long do I have to meditate, try and open chakras, etc until il b able to see, feel and...

Can we fly? Or is that a dumb question? Obviously I don't mean with planes.. ;)

This may sound randon and I apologize 4 it but since iv discovered Satan iv just been wondering so many things and started looking into things more deeply (now that I know how badly we've been lied to). Although this may be nothing I was just wondering is the reason we have a favorite color...

Ok so I'm pretty shit wit meditations and stuff anyway but now we having a heat wave where I live and it's unbearable to live let alone concentrate. I no u should at least try and meditate an hour a day minimum but 4 the last three days iv tried and havnt been able to focus 4 shit no matter how...

Just wondering, forgive me if I seem ignorant I'm still a baby in terms of finally finding our Father so my communication is not great with Him yet so I need to ask u all 4 help-if I practice really hard and am seriously dedicated(which is the case) will I 1day b able to do magic. In other words...

Ok so I asked this a little while back but didn't get a response (or at least I couldn't find 1 seeing as how the post was so long) but when u all say 'visualize' in meditations and so forth, especially in the beginning, u basically mean imagine really hard? Am I right or wrong cos I'm just...

Im so confused lately.. As to what I can do 4 fun. I mean just going through the posts on various things. It seems as though playing video games and smoking r not ideal and that's all I used 2 do 4 fun. So what do u all do 4 fun now? I know that I should spend my free time meditating and I do...

I just keep having this thought poping into my head and was wondering bout thoughts on the matter. Ok the thing is this: it says on JoS that sex and orgasm is good but now seeing as how our family is lied about and is generally portrayed as 'bad' and 'evil' through the media, I've neva met...

I'm so weak in all my meditations and still can't sense or feel any real changes-sometimes my head hurts but that's just cos I'm frustrated in sure.. I can't seem to focus at all it's like I have a.d.d. when I try and meditate.. does any 1 else have this problem? Have u learned how to focus? I...

Hey, every 1. I just had two questions. The first I can't seem to get into a trance-I'm new to this so I'm sure it will come with time but I've tried a few times and I've never been able to get that falling feeling. Any suggestions? And the next question, which may explain y Im having trouble...

Hey, every1! I keep hearing bout every1s Gaurdian and was just wondering when would be the best time to find out whom it is? I've just recently dedicated and am on day 1 of awakening my 3rd eye-wow can't believe my headache.. ;) anyway should I first finish my awakening and after which how...