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I've been kind of doing meditations and all without being dedicate because I felt like I wasn't really ready and didn't feel like a very strong satanists. But now I'm coming to realize it isn't enough, all I'm doing now is not enough and I'm just sitting in boiling water because I'm probably...

I seem to be shuddering every several moments, it's like what the Xians would call catching the "holy spirit" or "holy ghost" it would start with this feeling creeping up inside me or my back and rushing upwards. This started the time this xian woman from my mom church came and talked for a bit...

I'm not goning to lie I've fell off with meditation, but still doing a bit of yoga, I've been feeling so much negative now... Let me a bit more detailed about my life scenario. I am a 20 year old female living with my parents in a 2 bedroom, 1 bath house. I share a room with my 18 year old...

Hello, I was searching for extended detailed explanations for each of the 7 chakras and came upon this site: http://www.aboutmeditation.com/beginners-guide-chakras/ I understand that most things in meditation and yoga are corrupted in this modern day and some things are added on or twisted...

I really want to dedicate and have bought all the major items I need to dedicate. I have several problems though... 1)I don't have my own room, my mom doesn't work anymore and school is out so my sisters are always around. (Absolutely NO privacy almost never). 2)I'm very shy of needles, so...

Ok so I've done some reading on errant thought forms and past life and a whole lot of other things that have to do with thoughts and finding out who you are. I'm new to Satanism and its really, really hard. I'm never was really an intuitive person or was "sensitive" , though I had days and even...

I want to practice inner purification before starting meditation. I know that my mind is filled with clutter, it feels cluttered. And I want to declutter my mind while gradually achieving inner purity. I want to be more positive. And catch myself sometimes saying negative things and thinking...

I don't really want to type up a life story but all I know is that I'm done with Christianity after seeing from a clear view point what it has really done to my family, and usually those that I know that are really into Christianity all share the same characteristics being self-righteous, judge...