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So I have read all of the JoS website, and all the links it goes to which have more info etc. I had already read Stitchen's books and was aware of the Corrupted Beings, greys, etc., all of those ideas. I've read about the Holy Grail from other sources, over-coming self-victimization, the stuff...

How strict do you need to follow the meditation guidelines, and the imagery? For example, Technique #1 for beginners says: 1.Inhale slowly through your nose and visualize and focus upon energy being drawn into your base chakra and with the inhale, draw this energy up through all of your...

I have read that having a xian pray for you can cause confusion, lack of will, etc, in a normal person. I know that my xian brother prays for me like crazy and I don't know why sometimes I just feel like I can't focus or get anything done, for months at a time. Is that from him praying for...

Do "adepts" actually physically experience them? Do you actually get to see them physically and converse with them? After dedicating and re-dedicating, I still feel so empty inside. Or is it all just in your head? Is there any actual demonstration of someone using telekinesis, for example?

Why are there so many warnings against re-doing the ritual? As you know, my dedication ritual didn't go very well the first time. So I re-did it yesterday with much more heart in it and intent and had no problem getting blood to sign my name. Before the ritual I asked Satan that if there...

Today I planned on doing the ritual. I got home from work and showered, then wrote out the dedication and lit the black and red candles. When it came time to pin my hand to get blood, it hurt so much I couldn't do it for while. I focused intently on puncturing my skin, but the needle...