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  1. CrimsonMonarch

    How late is considered night?

    It's a very silly question, but in the article related to summoning Demons it is written that when summoning a Demon one hasn't summoned before, or this is the first time summoning a specific Demon, it should be done at night. I am an early sleeper and early riser, and have my routine really...
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    Need urgent help with existential dread

    Hello JoS, it may seem selfish, but I really need some help, I'm going to present a complicated case as briefly as I can, but it's very personal, I'll try my best: For a bit of context, right now my family and I are not well off financially, we hang on more or less, but we have some debts and...
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    Facing insecurities head on

    Hello all, as the title suggests, I am having trouble with a particularly depressing episode right now, and I have no idea how to deal with it on the spot. This is not a thing that happens every day, but every week or two, I will be perfectly happy during a day, and suddenly a shitstorm will hit...
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    Finding my GD

    I have just finished the 40 day meditation program and it's been a wild fucking ride so far. 40 days ago is also when I dedicated, so here's a virtual toast to all of you JoS members. I think I might have been psychically attacked around the 20 something day period, it was almost a slog getting...
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    Doing 2 squares as a beginner

    As the title says, I was thinking of staring a material Mars Square either today or next Tuesday, and also a material Venus Square on the 10th, which is when Venus is in Libra (coincidentally, the Moon is also in Libra that day), but I have never tried my hand at a single square, let alone two...
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    Can candles be reused?

    Hello everyone, I am new to Satanism, I have done the dedication ritual 5 days ago, but I did not manage to meditate through the whole candle because I was falling asleep really badly (I don't stay up late, but I forced myself to stay awake for a few more hours just to do it alone and in peace)...
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