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Do you want my honest opinion? It's no different than what people on this group believe. We suffer to be elite. We see the light, even if it scars. How our lives were picked out by these deities, written down before we lived them, only to make us better than the last. While I agree we are tested...

I stumbled onto a band recently. They're called Melechesh, and despite the band's origins, which is Jerusalem and Bethlehem, they praise Sumerian/Mesopotamian text. A lot of their song titles involve The Anunnaki. And, on their album 'As Jerusalem Burns... Al'Intisar' they have a song called...

As unjust as this is, it needs to be mentioned that pounds who put animals down and whatnot for stupid reasons is pretty much the same treatment. She's not much worst than they are, honestly. So...

I don't want to hear about myth, I want the personal experience. Anubis, I please welcome even the trivial things that wouldn't seem important. He's my Father, and I have a humbling interest. Who was his wife? Did he have another other children other than Zorantiel? What are all the details that...

I've been through the list a few times, and I found a few on feminine energies and magick, which is close to what I am looking for, but... So, as some are you aware, I am a transgendered girl, and I recently have been using runes. I would like to know which would be good for physical...

They aren't real entities, just thoughtforms. Jehovah is a thoughtform, Christ is a thoughtform, and "The Holy Spirit" are all thoughtforms that exist only as thoughtforms vampirically feeding off of people and their "prayers".

I don't know what is wrong at this point... I didn't think it'd be a good idea to post about this on the J.O.S boards, but... It fucking hurts so much... It feels like my appendix exploded, or that I have a bullet in my ovaries, which I don't have ovaries, so... I went to the hospital yesterday...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7SJmClO0l0 This may help, but I know there was one video where this guy demonstrated it thoroughly. I can't find it, and I don't have time to watch all of this video, but I hoped it helped.

So, I opened my old Luciferic grimoire written by Michael W. Ford, and began to search through it. I discovered in it that it dealt with the kundalini. As I haven't completely read it, I was wondering if anyone is aware of what I am talking about. Yes, the book is called Liber HVHI. Are any of...

So, I've done some theological thinking lately, and this is what I came up with. Jesus Christ is supposed to be "God" reincarnated on Earth, but supposedly, to get from Heaven to Earth, from the Christian perspective, is to fall. So, if God in the old testament was a cruel dick, and Jesus in the...

No Satanist limits themselves, and I know this is possible, but how would one go about with erasing memories? I'm not asking because of trauma purposes, but I was thinking about some of my favorite music, and how I can't listen to it anymore, because I've listened to it too much over the years...

I read that Shiva is looked upon to be the destroyer, but that's untrue, obviously. Now, we look at Yama, who is supposed to be death. I ask inspired by a song by Gojira, Yama's Messengers, who at the end kind of refers to Yama as the "creator, faultless one". I know Gojira are practitioners of...

I don't think I saw anyone post this, but it deserves to be posted. Marilyn Manson is a free mason, http://www.nachtkabarett.com/theOccult/Freemasonry . =).

Ouroboros, the dragon/serpent seen eating its own tail, is it Satanic? I see how it could be, and this song is what triggered these thoughts for me. It's called Oroborus by Gojira. Serpent of light, movement of the soul crawling stately along the spine Mighty phoenix, from the ashes arises...

I was just wondering if it is possible for the enemy to suppress your sexuality somehow. When I was a child, I had a vivid sexuality, but it seems like I don't have one at all sometimes, and at my age it should be raging. Are there any meditations to increase your sexuality or to fill your body...