Recent content by willem b

well let me start from the beginning I will try to be as honest as possible. As a kid I have always been bullied (I think this happend because i have always stuttert, I dont stutter as much as I did back then but I still stutter sometimes.), Because I have always been bullied I was always on my...

I had the same problem I couldnt draw any blood I tried 20 minutes with different knives tried everything and it didnt work.... in the end I just took a scissor and that worked. Its about 2 weeks ago now since I did the dedication ritual but I can still see the place where I cut myself.... At...

I have a burnout for nearly 2 years right now and I still dont know why I it happend to me. for years i couldnt really feel my own emotions and that is probably one of the reasons why i got a burnout, i was quite and never said no to anything.  I have changed a lot since then mostly positive...

wouldn't it be handier if you just focussed on the chackra's instead of the 40 day program? because you know all of the meditations that are in there and you are still doing those meditations (ac-ap-vm.......) so if I was you I would start again with the first chackra or the chackra that you...