Recent content by Virbra

I've never successfully contacted mine. I've tried ouija I've tried a pendulum. I've tried meditating and asking. I'm afraid either I'm not open enough or perhaps my absence from satanism made them not wish to contact me. I'm doing Rituals and meditating trying to prove that I'm serious and...

I've just been stressnegative dealing with the same people every day at my job. They're all so fake, I have these made personas so cliche , and then when I'm serving all these people coming in, they don't even care about me they're only there for the product.. And I'm daily Listening to all...

Thank you both for your replies. That's exactly what I needed to hear.. Sometimes I take things too hard on myself.. It's a issue I've always had.. I go all out, I think I know how to do a thing or it sounds easy, then I try and it's harder than I thought and I get caught up on the little...

Trying to do the basic aura cleaning, I get hung up sometimes trying to figure how to visualize myself first off. They say visualize a bright light all over. It's a weird issue but sometimes I have no problem and I Invision it covering myself like a giant ball of light.. But other times I can't...

Thank you I didn't actually think about it in terms of safety, I was researching it and probably should not have shared it..not sure how to delete this post but to any mods please do thank you. I've been a satanist in the past but I was young and I kinda was a little hard headed thinking I knew...

I've heard people mention before about it having an effect on one's life, but I've never really looked into it, beyond just for fun. I tried a few websites out and on some it's stated my sun is in Virgo other's, Libra. Not sure maybe because I'm Born on the cusp. Which is where I get my user...

Thank you seems like a good idea I can try this and hopefully it'll help

From what I understand, there's lots of tampering that has been done to the tarot cards. So are our birth Tarots true? A long time ago, I remember learning that everyone has two tarot cards assigned to them at birth. It has to do with the day, month, and year. I remember mine being the chariot...

True. I'm aware of that as well. So that's why I'm confused, I don't know where I stand in all of this. What I should identify as I see people saying white souls black souls etc for someone as mixed as I am.. I can't figure out honestly what I should identify as. It's very hard. Been a internal...

Thank you. It's partially my fault for letting it happen but at least I've learned from it.

Mother, half White, "english/scottish" and Mexican, and native American. Father, half White, "German Bavaria", and east Asian " Korean ". The Nigerian that's further back from my mother's side.

I was reading around these forums. I used to belong to the Yahoo one but guess it's gone. Anyway I have a question regarding race, I'm mixed. With several different races. I have White, Mexican, native American, and further back I have east Asian and Nigerian roots. What would I consider...

Thank you that makes me feel better.. I was worried i had messed up and they wouldn't want me back. I feel pretty ashamed to have let myself be Deceived and led on the wrong path. I'm glad you are doing better too. It gives me some hope that I can get right with the Gods and start over. I...

I used to practice, i once dedicated myself, i was trying to be a part of Satan's army. I was practicing from the early age of 13 all the way to 23 i was meditating and trying to awaken my kundalini when terrible things happened, i was 23 in a hard relationship, my now ex husband went super...