Shaman, can you explain in details how did you do that. "I couldn't even get past 72 of these before my pineal gland and 6th chakra started reacting with my sacral chakra so I stimulated the 6th chakra with about 18 THAUM and combined the energy in my spine with the cobra breath affirming my...
I have a good refenrence point. See how all of dbz warrior with saiyan blood takes some times to awaken their power. Nd how we Wiz, Goku nd Vegeta gained godlike powers. If you see where im going. Its says in the joy. That we will fight when our backs are against the wall or something like...
Does make us stronger in general the fact that we awoke from the lies of the enemy but others havent, does that means our souls are stronger?
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Learn to avoid dwelling in those thoughts. Think about what Satan has done to for us nd what he will do if you show Satan how strong you are by continuing your meditation properly. Trust me I had similar problems like that, im still undergoing my meditations.
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