Agreeing with Yog, here.
The only "coven" I was a part of ended up being lead by a madman who lead us all away from the correct path.
It was horrible, still suffer some trauma because of it...
One of my housemates basically is saying that the movie being so popular is causing the human consciousness to go screwball, and favor grey energy among other nasty side effects. Is this true?
"and use of a demon(s) for benefit"
The demons are our allies, friends, mentors...
We DO NOT USE THEM. That's enemy filth.
They are humanity's original gods. They are people just like you an I, not some sort of spirit entity that can be abused.
"I am in a rather unique position to be acquainted with several of them"
LOL. Either you're trolling us, or you're talking to enemy entities claiming to be the gods.
If it's the latter, ask them to say Satan's name and that they are allied with Satan. I bet they won't.
*facepalm*
Drop anything you think you "know" about Satan/Satanism.
Now.
You clearly know nothing.
In Satanism we improve ourselves on our own time. Your soul is yours, and yours to keep. it cannot be "sold".
Please read the Joy of Satan site, and come back after you've looked it over.
"Believe it or not I found out a few months ago in the summer I'm Lucifer's son I've spoke to him about it BC I was skeptical but the truth came out when he protected me from Baal when he was messing around at my house and if you don't believe it just ask him next time you talk to him"
Are...
I don't have a program. it's just really hard for me to meditate... I've had so many bad experiences when starting to get back into spiritual things that it's basically programmed my mind to have anxiety/depression if I try a meditation.
Kind of like that experiment with the mouse, electric...
"I know it can be hard in the beginning but if you just keep at it, it will get easier"
Does it really? I've been stuck at "the beginning" for 4 years now. :/