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In my opinion it is the sword, a longsword ... it symbolize combat, the struggle for a ideal HS

I thank you all for your rapid response it really helped me, thank you again! hs

Hi Ive got a question regarding a friend of mine. I told her a lot of satanism and now she very interested in it. She has a lot of allergies and is general not very healthy. I told her to meditate and to strenghten her soul and aura to repel the negativ influences. Now I want to ask you if...

That is right about the telomeres, it is some kind of immortality. Though the cells can die by physical damage and also diseases (bacteria, virus etc.) The only problem is cancer. These are bodycells that rebell against their own organism. The body lost control over them and they can divide...

Wow, jeah ... Steve, lullaby, I thank you so much :) I thought I was crazy, or ill, or worse lol When I was about 15 I had always weird dreams, they seemed so real. I woke up in the night and there were standing these persons ... A girl, or a man in trenchcout, sometimes twisted figures...

you have a constant "buzz" in your ears? Sounds to me like tinnitus, strange ... sometimes when I meditate, or have some kind of dreams this "tinnitus"-sound is increased. ... So maybe I havent tinnitus at all??

oh dear, no it will not explode ;) Do you compare this event to reactorexplosion in Tschernobyl? The reactortype in Japan and in Tschernobyl are completely different, sorry but i think my englishskills are not enough to explain it here :( The Tschernobyl reactor exploded because of human...

count me in :) I thank you for your care

Well, I think its allright, dont feel ashamed :) I often feel a ... ehm "excitement" when I do rituals. Sexual power is something natural and beautiful, though our society and culture often try to prohibit that, especialy any christians, right hand paths ... dont let them cunfuse you, they are...

Hi, i experienced something else: It felt very strange ... like someone was holding my jaw from within, i felt a pressure ... and also a preassure inside my head. I didnt felt any tingling, buzzing ... no voice, nothing ... hmmm I often feel sexual arousal if i do mediations, but this...

I know what you mean, I was also a long time afraid of the dark and I feared I could see a "ghost" or worse :) But u need not, really. One day while i was relaxing under the shower, a voice spoke to me. I said, that I should walk to a place deep in the forest, at night. Well I paniced, I...

I understand your feelings fully, I love a woman, but she always hurts me feelings. I did everything for her, but she treats me like shit. Its hard to find the right person, loving and honest men are rare. And these kind of men are always hiding :) I wish you luck, form the deepest...

Hey Ive got a question, too: How du I use runes if I wish to get answers like with a ouja-board or with a pendulum, or tarot-cards. There a so much ways in the internet and in books, but which way is right, which way is true? How do I interpret the runes right?

Well, touching her is very difficult. She had very bad experience with men in her relationship and now touching by a man is very painfull to her, I think she has a trauma. She told me a lot what happened and I can fully understand it. I begged Father Satan for help and I think something...

I Thank you! I love a woman, too, but shes very difficult. I love her so much and I helped her since September with school and problems with her psyche and more. I was always at hand and had a ear for her problems, she likes me, but she worries that I could hurt her feelings like her...