Recent content by satanama666

I'm having a very serious problem. i can only see and do evil, no matter how hard i try. all that i say, do, think and am leads towards evil some way or another. whether it's to my own detriment or someone else's, i dunno and it doesn't matter. it's always there. i cannot do any good deed, i...

orthodoxy also came from a split from catholicism (great schism~1054, has its seat somewhere in greece, here in romania is still strong because of people being either too rooted in it to change or too lazy-minded to care)

aren't there men(wizards/warlocks)that do the same?or is it women-specific like the lunar cycles thing mentioned by lydia in the menstruation and spirituality thread?

another one: https://docdro.id/b7dRzZA

i merged two pdfs from the satanic library into one for convenience here:https://docdro.id/kcpRLc0

i'm being told they don't change each other's treatment because of the risk it might be worse,as the new doctor might not know the patient as well as the old one.and the worst part,mine is already very old and,if he dies,they might try this pathetic excuse to keep me all my life on it.

i am taking convulex,anxiar,olanzapine,serlift and nitrazepam since 2016.i told my psychiatrist several times to try to gradually shrink my treatment until i don't need it anymore,but he doesn't listen.on the other hand,if i stop it myself,i can't sleep,lose appetite and get depressed.is there...

i can't.i just can't give up my evil side.i feel too attached to it.in fact,it's not me caring about satanic ethics that makes me want to get rid of it;it's just that it makes me lazy and snobbish and i'll NEVER meditate enough to become immortal if i keep it;on the other hand,without it,not...

i also noticed some flaws in that book,like how electricity is of fire and magnetism of water when someone here stated electricity is of air as a result of friction between two particles or something like that.this might also disprove that lightning is caused by electric and magnetic volts...

regular soul cleaning is too slow,workings of tens of days are too hard to do,i don't have the time for one and i can't remember the number of the day of it that i am in anyway,asking satan to help me at least through another demon(ess) didn't give me any obvious enough answer,what else could be...

i too am in a faculty of letters and sciences,romanian-english specialization at my university.i asked if you're from upg ploiești because it would have been nice to meet at least one fellow spiritual satanist-it is quite unpleasant to be the only one around other people i'm talking...

what about 3d printed organs?what impacts can they have on the soul?

why do some romanians still admire this communist dictator?what bad things did he do that i can use as arguments to refute them,since not much is known about him besides communist propaganda?

i remember seeing a south park episode where the intergalactic federation tempted humans with lots of space cash and after they gave in the earth and moon were surrounded with a yellow cubic barrier quite peculiar,don't you think?

i thought it was clear i'm talking about the taoist wood and metal and their correspondence with the standard air and ether,since i'm asking this question on an ASIAN subforum,which also means i wanted an asian expert to answer it just because i'm white it doesn't mean i can't be curious about...