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    I messed up BIG TIME! How do I make things ok?

    After I wrote that and went into my room I got a slap in the face (not literally) and started thinking why in the world am I sad about this? You want people to know the truth and expose the idiocy of Christianity right? Do your meditations and spread the word! Realizing how stupid I was being I...
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    Ghost Adventures

    I used to watch the show. My personal opinion is that the main investigator (I forgot his name :) ) said he never believed in ghosts so I think he just does this for confirmation. I don't know if anyone else who's watched the show ever saw when they were using that stupid spirit box thing and...
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    I messed up BIG TIME! How do I make things ok?

    What do you mean actually be a Satanist? Though, after writing that message on here and going back into my room something just hit me. I literally sat up and said out loud "why am I so upset? I made a mistake, so get up and fix it, crying won't help!" That realization happened automatically and...
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    I messed up BIG TIME! How do I make things ok?

    Worked! Thanks. Though I had to use the last of my money. Worth it though HAIL SATAN!!!   <td colspan="1" rowspan="1" val[/IMG]One thing I do, since I have roommates, I get a door knob with a lock so no one can come in. I would recommend this if you can do it...
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    I messed up BIG TIME! How do I make things ok?

    Sadly, I don't live in a two story house :( But after reading all the messages I sent on here I went into my room and just talked. Not knowing if anyone was listening and the second I stopped talking; I don't know what triggered it because I didn't hear anything. I sat right up and immediately...
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    I messed up BIG TIME! How do I make things ok?

    Out of anger I told an enemy worshiper that I unfortunately have to live with that I was a Satanist. She wouldn't stop going into my room; the one place I have away from them and their lies. The words just came out! If I would've kept my mouth shut she wouldn't have gone into my room again...
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    I messed up BIG TIME! How do I make things ok?

    I said I was a Satanist out of anger. A hardcore worshiper of the enemy who I unfortunately have to live with kept going into my room after I told them not to. I don't want anyone or anything associated with the enemy in pretty much the only safe haven I have in this house.  She started yelling...
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    I messed up BIG TIME! How do I make things ok?

    Yes :) After I sent that message I realized how stupid I was being. I feel so much better after just talking and meditating. Ugh, the stupid enemy is trying to get into my head! I really need to strengthen my meditation skills.    Relax, revealing you are a...
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    I messed up BIG TIME! How do I make things ok?

    I just wish I would've kept quiet. Them maybe she wouldn't have gone into my room and destroyed everything I had.    The only people I keep my beliefs secret from is my adoptive parents who think I'm an atheist. I do not fear the enemy, and if anyone wishes to...
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    I messed up BIG TIME! How do I make things ok?

    I felt so stupid after posting this. I went into my room for a few minutes and just talked, not knowing if my Guardian Demon was there or listening or anyone really. Then it just hit me and when I realized what I'd done I felt so stupid! Why in the world should I be focusing on past mistakes...
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    is it good to play satanic songs in a public style ,, when anyone ar

    Satanic music isn't death metal like most people think. Father Satan is an expert at the violin and flute. The story behind the song is that Lord Satan appeared to a man named Tartini in a dream and was playing a song so beautiful that when he woke up he tried to re create the sound, but...
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    Just a few questions

    Thank you so much. And the hit wasn't too hard. It was almost like something an older sibling would do to a younger one if they said or did something embarrassing or stupid. Defiantly got my attention! And, sorry about all the questions, this may be awkward, but I know it's ok to be sexually...
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    Feeling Lonly

    Thanks everyone for helping me! Things are so much better now, even better than I expected! I do most of my meditating outside now to get out of such a harmful environment and found myself in a deep state for almost three hours when it felt like three minutes. I feel so much closer to Father...
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    Hi I'm new and need help understanding

    Thank you so much! I really appreciate it. HAIL SATAN! On Sunday, April 6, 2014 12:29 PM, "reimerwesley@..." <reimerwesley@... wrote:   Well, when I dedicated myself, pricking my finger was the scariest part. Once it was all over, I felt like a new person. I felt...
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