The lines are a good sign. Get into that trance state and stare at the edge of your hand calmly but intently, where the lines are. Will yourself to see the energy. With practice you should be seeing the colors of your aura.
I can't answer the question about the candle light or the blob. The...
You are probably seeing your own aura when your vision gets grayish, unfortunately.
When one has opened their third eye (or has a strong one for whatever reason) they will see lines around objects then colors when in a light trance state. This also includes seeing your own aura when you reach a...
I have always enjoyed Peace be Unto Him. It calms the nerves.
Try to find the real reason you relapsed back into pot. Something in your life may be out of balance and this is just a wake up call. In our subconscious mind there are tells in behavior when we are not being healthy or treating...
I would empower my solar and remove blockages with the vibration "Thor". Also working on your aura of protection and cleaning your aura will help.
Hail Satan!
There is a form of treatment for ptsd called emdr. I've heard of people healing from trauma that way. It could help and benefit you in the long term. All of those problems sound neurological and those problems stem from your brain defending itself against trauma. Its caught in that loop. Emdr...
Christian by name or practice? Many have been brainwashed over the years and many are just born into it. Others actively pursue the idea of being a Christian. If they're actively doing it then its best to avoid at all costs.
Marijuana smoked doesn't have any positives. You never see medicine being smoked. Period. Hemp is a great plant for many purposes. Cbd oil is a potent healing agent. Smoking weed isn't a medicine.
Hail Satan!
It would be interesting to note what name you are truly drawn to. I wanted to name my daughter a certain name, unbeknownst to me it was the name of my grandmother's grandmother. We kept part of it but it really hit home that we do reincarnate through family lines.
I would study his astrology...
What the medication is doing is changing the chemical makeup of your brain and body. Adderall dumps serotonin which is our happiness chemical and an otherwise important chemical in the brain. This can cause changes and holes in your aura if this medication is taken regularly over time.
I did...
I believe that this is very possible as souls have to be created from somewhere. Far enough down the line one lifetime has to be your FIRST lifetime. This could be your first. Exciting huh?
But this could also be one of many lives you've had. You may not have been successful for other reasons...
In my personal experience wings signify:
1) The strength of your abilities
2) Your personal freedom
3) Living the life you truly desire
Those are the times I'd notice mine the most/strongest. At times they would even start flapping.
I would suggest to keep doing what you're doing...
I would suggest to do this.
1) On the planetary day and hour of each chakra do the chakras vibrations. Ex. Day of the sun, hour of the sun do the solar chakra. Day of Jupiter, hour of Jupiter do the crown chakra etc. I try to hit them at both the morning and night when I can.
2) Do chakra...
Im tapping this for an answer too as it's very confusing.
Do all the chants change?
In my experience with the Venus square using shukraya for the chakra in the center of my chest the square definitely empowered my heart chakra greatly. Why is that? I'm not daft - I know that breathing in...
I'm a bit confused about what you mean by empowerment workings.
People CAN do more than one working at at time. Some things take more work/energy to manifest in reality than others which is why it is advised to do just one working at a time. You can do multiple workings but you must...