Recent content by meyer_alissa

Well now I want to know. The thought just popped into my head one day and it's been bugging me ever since. At least I was also struck with inspiration. Hail Satan. -SPN :3

 What determines who your GD is or will be? It is a topic that fascinates me. 

Ha! Seriously! Has anyone ever been questioned by a christian? My step-douche (dad) is a super-christian. He and I get into several fights about christianity. He acts as if I'm going through a phase and I'll be a devout moron just like him and my mom. It's annoying.  By the way, does anyone else...

@ angryshaman666-Oh man, I LOVE that feeling of being feared. I also love it when I make "good-hearted christians" question their beliefs. Nothing pleased me more than shaking the foundations of their core and watching them tumble to the ground.  Hail Lucifer Forever! 

Who doesn't get emotional over cats? Cats are the best! When I buy a house, I'm going to turn it into a cat's paradise and adopt four cats!The world is made up of assholes! Everyone in the world is a asshole coated asshole with asshole filling. Each one of them has told me that everything about...

Yes. Something is wrong with me. I know it. You know it. Every body knows it. 

I meditate every night. And I am showing some improvement. A little bit. I watched cat videos yesterday and got upset because I don't have one. I think I cried. I want a cat so bad. Hail Lord Lucifer!

I do have emotions! I can only feel them when someone riles me up. Then my subconscious shuts them down. It's a self-protection thing. And I became sadistic over time. 

So should I start focusing on my solar chakra? Should I focus on strengthening one at a time? The only time I can meditate is when I am laying in bed.  Hail Lucifer Forever!

I am meditating. I have to do it before bed because I am always bursting with energy when I'm fully awake. I can't sit down long enough to meditate if I'm itching to move. I admit I have some self-esteem issues. It's hard to have faith in myself when everyone in my life has made it clear how...

I'm not surprised. I am not good with jokes and social cues. In fact, I am just terrible with people. I swear I have a talent for causing arguments. Anyway, I don't think I'm being attacked. I'm not that special and angels probably don't want to waste their time on me. I am not powerful nor am I...

Everyone told me to start on the third-eye chakra first. When I do meditate, I check all of my chakras to be safe. All my chakras feel fine except for the solar plexus and heart chakras.  Hail Lord Lucifer!

Why should I stay inside during a full moon? I like full moons. I believe there is a blue coming up in July. I am super excited. Of course, I don't go outside much. As much as I prefer night over day, the weirdos come out at night. I was viciously attacked once. Don't need that again.  Hail...

Wait, now that my third eye is opening, will I be noticing things I couldn't before?  Hail Lord Lucifer!

I still meditate, even if it's hard to concentrate. And the scent comes and goes. Yes my sister smokes, but she always did so outside and I stated away from her. Not to mention I have washed my clothes and taken long showers to attempt to get rid of the scent. It still comes and goes.  Hail...