perhaps im totally wrong here but your saying your ready for more meditations but wouldnt if you had completed and mastered every meditation on the site not need more especially from a site wouldnt you be getting them directly from the gods or already have the information neneeded
ok i have no idea where you got the parchment or dragonsblood from or for that matter what you mean by pact please please read templeofzeus.org and then when you have read it if your ready to dedicate the instructions are on the site
while in theory this sounds like a fantastic idea as crystals absorb energy wearing it around your neck its also going asorb the energies of things around you including negative energy so personally i would just be concentrating on your own aura of protection and meditations rather than relying...
there is aways time to meditate im sure you bathe or shower everyday do your meditations in the shower or when you go to the bathroom im sure you have 5-10 minutes here and there during the day when you can be alone
here is no need to repeat the dedication ritual if your intentions were pure there are many many of us here who have had a less than perfect dedication
there is no satanic church or at least not a building we the people are i guess what you can call a church
as for praying we don't pray like the xtian church expecting everything for nothing Spiritual Satanism is about empowering ones self to help ourselves yes the gods guide us but we need...
Satan does not punish thats a xtian mindset and we don't slavishly worship him like the xtians worship there fake god. He is our friend and guide who helps us to empower ourselves
ok this may be a bit out there but my daughter had a similar problem awhile ago she is a singer she didnt have larengitis she had nodules on the voice box it was wrongly diagnosed as larengitis keep an eye on it and get it checked if dont improve
If your expecting people to email you directly to answer you its not going to happen you will get answers on the egroups and yes you will get proper answers