Nice post... I persobaly practice short term sexual transumatation, i orgasm/ejaculate only once when i feel really full of sexual energy, i dont have that urge to ejaculate everyday to be honest anyway i have sex everyday with my fiancee but when i feel that i am gonna release i hold the energy...
Last night i tried invoking the earth element and i experinced these changes :-
1- all my fears and anexities are totaly gone, and my phobia of thunderstorms is totaly gone forever and for good.
2- void meditation became so easy after i invoked earth last night for the first time in my life...
I forgot to say that i got this cat dream yasterday which was 2 of november and i read that the goddess haaganti which is the egyptian goddess of cats and is assosiated with the month of november and you know what?.... In the same day i had an encounter with A blonde cat in the street and it was...
Indeed i did...i also had a dream today about a female white cat that was friendly and was attracted to me and it suddenly sowallowed my penis! It wasn't negative but it was weird and aggrasive and intese Does this have something to do with any goddess any lady goddess what does cats symbloize??
Last night i had a dream of a beautiful white cat that was so friendly and so attracted to me and i let her get close to me and it did a very weird move it litraly bite/swallow my penis... I didnt feel any negativity during the dream at all i just felt weird and i really want an explenation for...
Today i woke up at 4 a.m and did my meditation session that is consist of breathing colors into my aura black/red/orange/yellow/gold/green/blue/
indigo/purple/white + chakras breathing + a combination of void meditation while visulaizing and absorbing energy from satan's sigil using the...