--- In , "lord.kayle" <lord.kayle@... wrote:
I've got 3 white candles now, and so plan on performing a Standard Ritual along with a Banishing Ritual tonight.
Hail Satan!~
I have to specifically FIGHT-HARD Against it (depression and depressing thoughts)
Besides filtering and "taking every thought captive" (one thing I still do that the depressing Holey-Babble actually says to do which makes sense)
and taking an SSRI anti-depressant medication -
I...
--- In , "jaydecourtney16" <jaydecourtney16@... wrote:
When you Dedicate by performing the Dedication Ritual you get one assigned to you, it's pretty basic - perform the Dedication Ritual - Obtain a Guardian Demon.
That's all there is to it.s
Hail Satan!~
WTF does that kind of thing?
I am all ready to perform a banishing ritual with Haures and Orobas Sigils drawn out and all only I don't have but one candle right now.
Hail Satan!~
I find it hard to believe that they are busy in Duat though, they are regular dead human beings Not a demon like my Guardian who is supposed to always be with me as far as I know. I think he must switch of from time to time with another.
As for the succubi's I took very good care of them...
I'm a bit confused. I've been vibrating every tenth bead just like all the others but the diagram on the JoS site says only to state the affirmation on every tenth bead.
What then about the vibration count in order to keep it correct?
To keep up with the correct count do we also...
Ok, thank you guys.
That is all that I can think to do.
I've suspected that they figure the environment I'm in is not good enough to carry-on with what we were doing, but am not sure.
I really wish I could hear or feel or see something from them.
I've already stepped up the...
I am almost too completely depressed, sad, lonely, frustrated and distraught.
The 2 succubi's I had with me for about 4 and 1/2 months remain missing having left and not returned without even saying goodbye.
And;
Even though I KNOW I must still have a Guardian Demon who has done things...
I KNOW I have a Guardian Demon who has done things to help me, but I am still
having problems with communicating with him telepathically and the clairaudio
way too.
I sometimes have gotten clear messages from him telepathically while other times
have had messages from some other source...
I KNOW I have a Guardian Demon who has done things to help me, but I am still having problems with communicating with him telepathically and the clairaudio way too.
I sometimes have gotten clear messages from him telepathically while other times have had messages from some other source other...
When I first started vibrating many of the runes I got a lot of results quickly, now I don't anymore and I don't know why.
I've been working with 5 runes at least everyday it's been about 20 or more days now so-far with yet to see any kind of results whatsoever.
Is FeHu the sending rune...