Recent content by lilquote

I was recently offered a job at Tesla for $19/hour, working a few 12 hour shifts a week. Of course I hate Tesla and Elon musk and I feel that I could never compromise my beliefs for money. Problem is, I'm in a really tough position right now. I'm not satisfied in the place I live or the way I...

This is really good advice. We're all in different states right now but I've always struggled with letting my energy levels get pretty low. I like including to start off with little movements like feet, hands, and neck stretches. When I feel low energy lately, I just start stretching and doing...

I'm having the issue of being automatically logged out when I try and post anything again, so this post might be improperly organized. I think I'm craving the physical aspect of things that don't always feel fulfilled right now. But as far as I can remember, no human man has been able to...

I feel confused lately. I know I've always had hangups about polygamy and the thought of sharing my spouse or being shared made me really upset. However, I've recently started feeling like my opinions and feelings about it before were affected by negative experiences. When I first read that...

I have been following your advice and things feel better already. Vibrating Surya daily and light chakra work. I haven't had nightmares for a couple days now, just strange vivid dreams. Thank you :)

In this case, should I put the spiritual advancement and empowerment aspect on hold focusing on cleansing for a bit? I also keep dreaming that there's a thoughtform or some kind of negative entity attached to me. I just woke up from an intense nightmare about this. Even my cats are tense and on...

I try not to make topics on here too much because I do tend to answer my question in the post somehow. But I don't always understand until later :? I actually don't know why I stopped with the empowering. I was usually just using sexual energy to empower my minor chakras and focusing on them...

That's a really good analogy. I have been told to cleanse more often but a lot of the issue there is that I procrastinate and usually get very uncomfortable when trying to cleanse. Same as doing Rituals and some other meditations. An intense discomfort, sadness, or other emotion. Sometimes built...

Lately, I've been unable to see, hear, and physically feel anything on the astral. Even feeling energy is becoming difficult.. Now I am aware that the enemy has been attacking relentlessly and if we don't keep up our defenses, these things can happen. I get intrusive thoughts and feelings as...

Since the encyclopedia came out, I've been thinking of this and have mentioned it on the forums before. I intend to start recording, hopefully the entire encyclopedia or at least the sermons, into physical books soon. Not to sell them or for any kind of profit or gain of that sort, but as a...

Thank you very much to all who contribute to the calendars. The help these have provided is tremendous. I have one inquiry however :?: Is the symbolism of the downward pointed star surrounded by the ouroboros meaningful in some way. On the surface, it appears to be another variation of the...

Yes. To void mediate is to clear one's mind, whether it be your own thoughts or thoughts influenced by the enemy. With a clear mind, there are no thoughts to read. But I'm not sure if you can still write without thinking about the words you're writing.

You may not be able to feel the positive effects of meditation yet, but you need to push through and understand that there are positive effects even if you cannot feel that at the moment. I know it can be difficult. You need to strengthen your aura in order to attract a partner and gain respect...

Thank you for the input anyways. Your advice is always appreciated. I feel like, logically, a pad is the best and most natural option. However, it seems most inconvenient to have to change the reusable pads throughout the day. And of course I'd like to spend less money and create less waste.

Are all those rituals of the JoS? I find that mixing JoS with corrupted rituals and meditations yield some pretty nasty results. Like I said, you need to gain control of your own mind. Sounds like you lack experience in basic void meditation and breathing exercises. There are also recommended...