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    Old wounds.

    I am wondering if there is a way to repair the soul from a wound so serious that it actually damaged the soul.Say a person committed a horrific deed in youth, unspeakable so, that it left a deep impression on the soul. Could such a wound be healed? And if possible, how.  In short and vague...
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    Testimonial

    Such conviction I see in these forums, but also wild ignorance...myself included. For years, I have stayed in the shadows, fighting my battles alone, for that is who I am, only posting out of pure desperation, which I now see were guided attacks upon a weary soul. But I am also beginning to...
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    Taking back your life

    Thank you Titan, I needed this. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
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    The Message I Got

    You can do this. Stay strong and forgive yourself. It is ok to be scared,  just don't let tat fear rule you, use it as motivation. I know you can because I did. Stopping marijuana was one of the hardest things I've done, it became an emotional crutch for me, allowing me to suppress my feelings...
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    Losing

    Thank you guys for the support. I was in a wall state when I wrote that email out and deleted it shortly after.My journey with Satan has been a very interesting one and I know he is with me. My motivation has been reborn and I have been going through tree PDF you sent to me, what a great...
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    Losing

    So,  I don't really know where to start. How do you cram years of pain, depression and hatred into an email..? I don't know what exactly I'm looking for,  I just know something has to change so here goes it. I'm not a simple person. I can't begin to express how imperative it is to understand...
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    Deciphering Dreams

    I've always had very vivid dreams, as has my mother. Typically with relating details but always the same apocalyptic setting.The place and situation changes with each one, but they feel more like memories, or warnings. Does anyone have a reliable source where I can educate myself further in...
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    Deep cleaning

    I have been doing alot of reflecting, and have been identifying my reasons of feeling inadequate and victimized.  It started when I was very young, and continued well into my young adult life. Upon reaching my twenties I was a very confused individual carrying around alot of sadness and anger...
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    Stupidity And Forced Blending In

    Stay strong..   I'd rather vent than do something instanaeous and stupidly illegal. Once the authorities dig around and somehow find Satanism, my grandparents would latch onto that. Nevermind that they used me for all that work and food money - they would run...
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    Josministries Forum has been Disabled.

    I can still access the site?   Looks like they've gone and done it, make sure everyone has copies of templeofzeus.org because you might find sooner or later that everything is not up one day, and its too late to get any information.
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    can the soul be black?

    To touch on this topic a bit more, I had a dream last night that pulls me back to this. I cannot remember what was said but I remember talking to an entity that I felt connected with. Like we were separate, but also together. The entity was featureless like the light body, but resembled the...
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    can the soul be black?

    I relate to this very much. I have trained myself to visualize my soul as a white vibrant light, but in the beginning (and now) it felt much more "natural" feeling to picture it dark. I would like to hear more on this from some more experienced members.   i have hard...
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    Could anyone help me? :/

    40 Day Meditation Program:   Hello I'm new here and I was wondering if anyone could pass me the links to the 40 day program (the Angel Fire website is broken or unfortunately no longer exists) I have to say I have the PDF format of the high priest cobra but...
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    Words from Gusion

    Beautiful, thank you for sharing Larissa. I too quit smoking cigarettes with the help of our gods. Not only that, but marijuana, pain pills, and am currently working on alcohol.  Hail Satan! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android My Guardian always and always tells me: "Work on yourself! Improve...
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    for people who are feeling like they want to quit or give up

    Thank you for this   Satan is my true and only god
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