Recent content by Kristjan Ojamets

It happened eversince my long meditation behind a black candle 2 days ago, when i finished and went to sleep i started to hear the beeping. it's not like a beep beep , but rather like a beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Kinda hard to explain, but this has been going on for the 2nd day in a row...

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age? It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think...

Thank you all for the advice. Danko, i have always respected everything you have said and find most of your things wise. What do you think in addition to meditation that could help me? Also wanted to say that i have plans to move away from my country, but once my financial part of it allows it...

Hello brothers and sisters! it's been a while since i have posted but here is what i want to ask and discuss. Recently my life is going in shambles and finding the meaning to my life is getting more and more difficult because of the way i see the world is going. I'm still fighting our...

Heres my advice for Father Satan to understand you that you care : Keep on going , don't stop , don't give up and be fearless. Here is how i visualized my things : consider it like daydreaming or imagining things. If you meditate on your 3rd eye , focus that you are watching yourself from a...

I didn't understand jack shit. The way he tried to explain the slave and servant bullshit was a complicated as everything else the christians try to make things seem. They speak in riddles just to confuse you so people won't have no idea what you are "Cheering for" in the end.

Don't worry about it , its in your heart and what you want that matters. When i did mine it took me a while to get the guts to even cut myself , but i managed to at one point Yank out enough uncontrollable strength to do a pretty deep one , so i got my blood going , enough to write my full name...

I'm starting to see more frequently the numbers 666. I know it is some kind of sign or way to notify me something , but is there any chance it can be related to something specific? Maybe its because with the ammount of stress from work , me focusing on my girlfriend ( which i'm sure Father or...

As much as i hate publicity , i love this one because it shows that the only thing christians are good at doing is faking and copying things. I mean look at it , its a copy of JoS ...... Exactly how they copied Christianity. Hail Haures! Hail Father Satan! Hail All The Gods of Duat!

Like i have read and it works : Put your tounge on the top of the inside of your mouth ( we it was called , sorry. Forgot the word ). And try to focus on relaxing while meditating , the less you focus the less you'll notice it and if it does get too much that you have to swallow , just do it...

Hello brothers and sisters! I was thinking about something after a big enemy attack this morning. When i was working , my day was pretty crap , but i was thinking that they have been crap lately , but they always go way better during night time. ( 6 PM - 6 AM ). So i thought that i have...

I am a newcomer to father satan myself. I am only 2 months in and i had the same thing as you. The Advice that worked for me: Don't think or focus about going into a trance. Once you are relaxed, focus on for example opening a chakra or creating a Astral Temple ( Visualize you doing it )...

I feel like i'm in my 30s , but i'm actually 20. I act way more mature and responsible then other people at my age group. Never understood why.

I understand that one. Yeah , sure as hell makes you a man screwing random women without loving them and hurting their feelings. Yup , that's a Xian man indeed. You know , if they are going to want to have sex with someone without loving them , tell them your interested in a fuckbuddy or ask...

I have wondered about this topic for a while and maybe others in the group can verify this as a possible fact. Right , i noticed that most new satanists including myself have had a tough time in society from the start. Maybe it be from the early childhood or teen days or even early adult...