Hailodin666 is right. This is a sensitive topic, so sensitive that when I got my first tattoo it hurt so much that I got PTSD. DONT DO IT! DONT GET TATTOOS!
Joking but tattoos are becoming a right of passage where every second 14 year old has one and its hard not to want to get one yourself...
tldr dedicate and do void meditations, power meditations immediately
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I know what you mean man. A lot of us seemingly grew up with a very similar experience. You have to do the dedication ritual first of all. Like magus said, keep your stuff hidden and if you want to wear a pendant or...
Do not give them your books, lest thy alter them without your knowledge. Learn by heart the greater part of them, lest they be altered.
Make copies of everything and then make copies of the copies and then make copies of that and then spam it all online.
Yeah there are, every single one of us. We're the same species though not the same races as the demons. There aren't direct descendants of demons on Earth because physical sex with a demon would anyone who hasn't done the great work
I do however have one friend who's white, has blond hair...
In case nobody mentioned it, also get good at closing and opening the chakras on demand
Then if it gets too extreme at the wrong time or whatever you can opt out
If someone's okay with just having an online relationship its presumed you'd want to meet
You can run yourself in circles figuring out ways to meet a person with no trail left behind you but unless they already know where you live it probably won't be happening...
Kinda going through something similar. It feels like if I just let go for a second my soul is going to come flying out through the top of my head.
Maybe try keeping yourself grounding by taking the energy all out on a physical project that feels good.
Fill your mind with good imagery through...