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If you have experienced despair, helpless crying, screaming, and no one to help you, you will feel numbness, difficulty feeling positive emotions, and reluctance to become emotional. For many years I was depressed, and I hated negative emotions. Who but me has ever experienced crying and...

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Have you done the dedication ritual? You are a member if you are dedicated. :)

Calm down. At least you have your guardian protects you. I have went through many sufferings alone, no one ever helped me a bit. :) You'd better not have any negative feelings. Don't feel shame or worry because these feelings is of no benifit to you and will hurt you. Ignore these feelings. I...

A few days ago, I had a dream that I might be meditating. I lay down and the feeling of energy passing through my body was so strong that my body trembled violently. I don't know what happened.It wasn't a lucid dream, but it wasn't a normal dream either. I was probably just a wave of energy...

I got a Satanic community administrator account. It belongs to a closed country...Of course, I spent some money. I'm the only Administrator. The community gets 1,000 visits, 300 check-ins a day. So I thought, maybe I can use this to do something useful for Satanism. Any Suggestions?

What I truly care is reality. You may think Satan hasn't left me, but it doesn't mean reality. I have no fear about cruel reality, so just tell me the truth. ...Anyway I trust you. I don't want to make mistakes anymore. Of course I know I'd better believe that Satan hasn't left me. No matter...

No.......Why?? I don't want to be Satan's enemy... But my mind is so evil and dirty... I don't want to be like this....... I am wrong... sorry:(:(... what can I do? I don't want Satan hates me.

I don't know...I thought I didn't do anything disrespect but I have a bad feeling. I was in deep depression and wanted Satan to leave me so that I can suicide and totally die...But afterwards my depression gone and I'm worrying whether Satan realized my wish. Though I did nothing except weeping...

I can't understand.When the worst thing happened(Satan left),how can one ask his guardian for help?Maybe he should just waiting his death.

I'm going to find out what happened on me, so I would like to know what can I do if Satan has already abandoned me. Always prepare for a rainy day so to speak. Please understand, I know my question is ridiculous but I don't have better choice. I need to be directed.

So do I. I was worrying if Satan left me. I think no one can actually tell except Satan himself...There is no need to worry about since worrying can't help at all.So just move on, keep meditating, and one day you will know. And I personally think Satan didn't leave you...

After desperation and struggle I've overcome my feelings of worry and depression. Feelings and thoughts are easily influenced by mind state and changing all the time.It is better to get conrol of emotions, which can solve all emotional problems, but one can't stop being controlled by emotions...

...It is so embarsssing.Questions like these are just wasting time. I have wasted too much time on worthless things!!!Now I know that anyone who has free time should focus all his attention on meditations.Thinking deeply is useless.