Recent content by Heavenraiser

Yesterday, I meet this guy at the public library. He seemed nice enough, so we started talking. But when he started touching and kissing me, I felt uncomfortable. And it's not that I'm a prude, but I seriously though he was too pushy and he came off way too strong. Top that with he already...

One of my friends a few weeks ago said I might have Borderline Personailty Disorder. I checked and I have some of those symptoms( unstable self-image, clinginess, self-hatred and pity,moodiness, etc.) Then I checked the traits of a Cancer and the negative things are the same as the symptoms for...

Yay, Karen, you got yourself a good girlfriend! I'm so happy for ya! Yo, are you still mad at me? Why? I'm just wondering.

If one sees the number 666, what does it mean? Does it mean good luck, that something good's gonna happen soon, or that Satan's proud of you? Today I got a rent bill ( thankfully, it was a mistake. LOL) that said I owed $666. Is it just a concidence, or is something good in the works for me?

Yeah, I had a fucked up childhood too. When I was 7, 8, and 9 I was being raped by my female "friends" about a dozen times. When I was 10, my female cousin forced me to do sexual favors in front of her. In middle and high school, I was the main target of bullying. when I was 17, I was raped by a...

Your damn right, Michael( is that your real name?)! I'm black too and those fake ass mutha fuckas are goin' down! They're making us REAL Satanists look bad. You know damn well that they're fake when they have Xian concepts. For example, when I wrote a post called "Admitting you've been a...

There aren't any real restrictions in Satanism; you can do whatever you want as long as you don't harm yourself or others. That being said, just do it with moderations and don't blame drinking if you lose control and lash out on others while drunk. Drinking isn't responsible for your own lack of...

Thanks for this post, man. It sounds like you rly care. I thought about killing myself alot( been through alot in my 18 years of living), but I don't even cut myself anymore thanks to Satanism and Satan. They both given me a reason to live and I can be successful.

Good job, dude! That's hilarious! Xians SUCK!

Happy REALLY late Yule and New Year, everyone! Here's some funny/stupid crap the Xians come up with. One has to wonder about their brain power, of lack thereof, I should say. "Xian rock is the music of the devil." "Should prayer be covered by health insurance?" "You should get your kids...

On Saturday, I had a major burden lifted from me; I was able to finally admit that when I was 7-9, I was continueously raped by two of my female friends( I'm a lesbian, if case anyone's wondering) and my female cousin. For about a decade, I told myself that I enjoyed and agreed to the...

I don't know if someone already asked this, but is it possible to feel down after being around a bunch of Xians talking about god and stuff? Today,after a class, I feel somewhat shameful and gulity for no reason. The ppl in there are nice and I'm now friends with some of 'em, but for some reason...

CHHUCIFER, I feel ya with the whole promiscuous sex thing. Personally, I think that's disgusting. People need to have some respect for themselves 'cause if they don't, noone else will. Satan gave us our bodies and we need to treat it with some decentcy. Of course, there's nothing wrong with ppl...

That shit was tight, dude.

Ever since I became a Satanist, I've been seeing 11:11 alot, like virtually every day. Is that a good thing? I've read somewhere that that # was embedded in our DNA and that seeing it, you're invited to a higher spiritual plane. Is that true?