Recent content by hateeternal90

Since May, I have been short on time and have not had the time to read the group messages and my inbox is flooded. How do I stop receiving group E-mails? The reason I am asking this is in the near future I am going to have to log in to my e-mail account on my brothers computer, since he is...

Drank some, went to a bar for 15 minutes, still drunk at the moment. Shouldn't have done it. Just by looking the overall shit taking down in a bar you can't help but think "wow, humanity really is doomed". I asked politely a half-acquaintance of mine whether a common friend of ours was in the...

I asked for Satan to help me to get a job and I got a summerjob today :). It's over a month now that I made the application, and I wasn't invited to an interview by the company like some of my classmates and I thought they weren't interested in me, but how wrong was I! It's a stunning surprise...

Some time ago I saw a brief image of a man in my mind what I believe was a demon, perhaps my GD. He was very tall and looked basically like an Egyptian pharaoh. He had tanned/dark skin, brown(not sure) eyes with black makeup around them and he was very muscular. He was wearing sandals, a golden...

I have to bike past a church and a graveyard when I go to my mma practice. Instead of just closing the chakras and visualizing my self and my aura with red energy I stated in my mind that a blue satanic fire surrounds my aura as in programming the aura, while I imagined my self in white-gold...

I have started to do the full chakra meditations. I believe these have started some weird and disturbing thoughts and visions (very short ones when I am awake). A few days ago I saw myself marching in a wintery landscape, in a valley. I believe this was a medieval battle. I was in the front line...

What planetary days/hours should I use for: 1.Opening/empowering the hand chakras? 2.Opening/empowering the feet chakras? Or are these chakras just "separate" and not directly connected to any of the 7 main chakras?

Right now I feel like 40 minutes is about the maximum time I can stay 100% focused, I did the shoulder chakra openings today as well as the heart awakening before that(just because I looked at the chakra hours chart, right now its saturday 23:58 in Finland), even if I do get convulsions, which I...

I have proceeded in the following order: 1.third eye 2.crown 3.throat 4.heart 5.solar plexus 6. sacral 7.base What's next? the sixth or the shoulder chakras? Any tips and pointers will be appreciated (a strict 2 week program would be nice :) ) BTW. I have done the throat,heart,solar...

I am having involuntary convulsions/shaking,my throat hurts, I feel extatic; like I had just drank 5 cans of battery, I am growling (involuntarily), The back of my head hurts. I guess the exercise was a success :D. I feel great. HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE Gods of Elysium!!!!!!

This is my lifestory composed. I have noticed over the years that I am a very austere, intelligent person,devoid of emotion and possess minor autistic traits. Although I do get along very well with smart people and I do have a sense of humour I don't like partying and pampering myself...

Is it bluish-violet like the sixth? And does the pineal gland have a color that should be associated with it?

I did the dedication ritual about two years ago and haven't been meditating or practicing any form of satanism since then. I did open my third eye and the pineal gland but I think I should do these again and start over and really start meditating daily. For me the risk of getting caught has been...