Oh I know it is. But the only problem with it, is that I never really asked for one.
I simply have been wanting to live my life freely and to my own accord. Because it was pressured so heavily on me, I started to go along with it and try to trick myself into thinking that is what I wanted...
One of my favorite cartoons growing up was Dragonball Z, and the primary reason I got into Spiritual Satanism was for power. Seeing cartoons like Dragonball Z I've always had a fascination and great desire to learn how to do the same sort of stuff shown in that cartoon, like the Kamehameha wave...