Recent content by fonetik2003

You're most welcome :) Hail Satan!

I don't believe for a second that Father Satan expects everyone to fit a 'one-size-fits-all' ritualistic mold that ends up being little more than disheartening and discouraging. Were I in your shoes (and I could well be at this rate!) I'd give up the struggle, chill out, and just talk to...

Hi Celina Thank you for that, but I gave up and just ordered the materials to make them myself, which should be here in a day or so. Seems Australia is anti-anything that might hint of Father Satan. Hail Satan!

Hi Allison! The reality shift alone is so much better than great, the 'someone' who's been sitting on the edge of my mind for the last 3 days and looking for all the world like one of those Easter Island statues, the dreams, the sharpened awareness - and I haven't even done the deed yet :)...

This takes a lot of effort for me to admit but... I'm scared... Should I just go ahead and dedicate myself or put it off until I'm ready? In one corner of my head, I have Pip from South Park saying that I should only move ahead when I'm ready. In the other corner, I have Arnold saying, "Do it...

Well it looks like the symbol of the American Medical Association. Though in ancient times, this staff was viewed as what Mercury normally carried on his journeys... This is all I can add as I'm new to this stuff and I haven't the foggiest notion of what precisely that means... I've had my own...

When my mother died, I stopped doing magick altogether... But fear not! I assure you that this is not a "use it or lose it" kind of deal here. Essentially, you just need to get back in the groove. Start again with the basics and you'll be back on your feet in relatively no time at all. The best...

Hmmm... Well my birth name has always been my name... So I guess that's what I'll go by... I should use my suffix right? Probably I would imagine...

Well I just completed another void meditation as that's the only meditation I'm currently trained in. I'll start doing power meditations soon when I'm finished with my research... Anyway, I had a realization during the meditation this time... When I studied cabala, I was taught that the spark...

I'm not saying this is actually the way it is... But it seems to me that if you publicly renounce father Satan YET you still serve him, that that renouncement doesn't really mean anything...

I heard somewhere that Satan and the god Jehova are in fact one in the same person. Two sides of the same coin. A true double edged sword if you will. Hypothetically speaking of course. Remember this before you flame me. I'd like only constructive conversation regarding this matter... Best case...