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    Having trouble getting started w/ 40 Day Meditation

    Upon learning of the infiltrator "Ihavethetruth666," and reading his sickening posts, I had decided its time for me to begin training. Ive looked over thr basics of the 40 day meditation and I understand it. Morning and night, constantly. But.. Im having trouble. Ive stopped taking my...
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    Dedication Ritual

    Ive recently discovered another Zevism, and Im quite proud to say finding him  and teaching him has given me a new sense of strength. He goes to my school, and we fancy eachother quite nicely. Also, its been a year now since Ive dedicated.Im currently guiding him into the beginning of everything...
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    Emo Rant

    How do I feel? I feel like Im in some sort of constant pain 24/7. My chest hurts, my throat hurts, my abdomen hurts, my head hurts, my heart hurts. It feels as though Im being tortured everyday..even in the most subtle ways. But rarely will I come out with it.. I dont want to let others think Im...
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    FREE

    Im extremely happy to say I am free from my xian mate.. Its going to take awhile for my chakras to heal, but I know I can do it.Hes still around me, and I can still feel his filthy black energy. But I have one question.I am a lustful and needy person..How would I go about summoning an incubi...
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    Vibrations and dreams

    I read the recent topic about Tinnitis. Ive had it.But lately, Instead of ringing.. Ive heard.. Vibrations. I can hear low, vibrations.I can hear them in silence and if I concentrate enough. Now, about a week ago, I had a dream.I remember looking at this picture of myself (and my mate I think.)...
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    A life that shouldnt have been

    Lately.. Ive been getting deeper into my thoughts. This mostly happens at night when I am most vulnerabl and dont have much to distract myself with. Everyone is sleep, people go offline and I am left to wallow. Ive.. Always thought this way. Ever since I was younger, but it was never as...
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    Charm Spells

    Ive been looking for spells or anything related that can help me charm my pentagram necklace (for protection and self defense purposes) but have not found any...I dont trust Spellsofmagic, because half of those spells are are a bunch of made up bullshit and another majority of the spells I find...
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    What was I seeing?

    I was getting ready for bed, turned my lamp off and looked over at the wall next to it. There were.. Like moving shadows. I couldnt quite make it out, but it looked like the faint silhoutte of a man.. I called out and asked if it was my guardian demon? Then it felt like my entire vision went...
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    Energy Drains

    So Ive recently started trying to get into mediumship.. Clairvoyant mediumship along with starting to really get into the power meditations.My shortterm goal (if possible) is to strengthen my aura and manipulate it.Also, some time in the seventh grade this boy whom I believed had some sort of...
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