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Im sure it wasn't the type of paper because I used the same as in my dedication and that one only burned like for 3 to 5 min tops but last night seriously didn't wanted to burn out I seek for your advice because I'm practically new to this I'm a dedicated satanist since last November but this...

Hi brothers and sisters today I made a standard ritual to ask father a little favors everything went well but this was different than my dedication ritual. In my dedication the paper only burned for. 5 min tops but today my prayer burned for more than 15 min and that was weird and I wanted to...

Thanks Brian as always. I love the way father makes me feel since I dedicate I never feel afraid of anything call it darkness ghost or people since I'm with him Im always feel protected but still I hope my guardian comes to me soon so I can learn more of father and maybe one day speak to him...

I'll keep it up the only signs I recently noticed were when I was thanking father for everything and asking him to help me with my guardian I felt a little current of cold air just in my face like if it was touching me very smoothly like a caress and another was when I was sleeping I don't know...

Sometimes I feel sad for that fact I know they can communicate with me but my lack of skill and spiritual and astral awareness don't let me hear, feel, see them and that's frustrating but you words and knowing they are there even if I don't feel them comforts me thanks 

I hope that's true Brian I would love to share and learn from him/her and I hope I can meet him/her soon thanks again for your words.

Thank you I will not let the frustration ruin all the hard work I just was like frustrated and sad. Since I dedicate my soul to father I was very anxious and happy to meet my GD and I try to meditate every day I just dont meditate when Im away from my altar but even then I make a silence pray to...

Hello Brothers today I bring you a strange dream well actually a nightmare I hope it was... Well after my daily night meditation I went to sleep and after a couple of minutes I felt a presence in my room but an agressive one I say that because it scare the livin thing out of me as soon as I felt...

Thank you my Brothers for your messages they mean a lot to me, and for the High Priestess and Brian thank you for your advice I know meeting your Guardian it's nothing that can be done in one day, I just feel like the anxiety of meeting him or her and I pointed that because to me it's weird I...

Thank you my Brothers for your messages they mean a lot to me, and for the High Priestess and Brian thank you for your advice I know meeting your Guardian it's nothing that can be done in one day, I just feel like the anxiety of meeting him or her and I pointed that because to me it's weird I...

Well brother I just want to share my experience of today. I was doing the meditations because I really want to l know my Guardian but I wasn't dedicated yet because I was afraid not afraid of father or the other gods but afraid of change because I knew that this was a big step but I thought that...

Hi, I did what this link said about the guardians, Thanks to Raven for that, before calling any of the ones I choos'd I did a prayer to my father Satan so he can allow me and allow the Guardians to reach me if that was his desire, something strange happend while I was doing it, nothing bad at...

Hi guys, I'm new in the group and I want to first thank this community for sharing so much and second ask for guidance. I want to get a Guardian Demon but I dont know how I've seen post that state that the God came to them and in other that you should contact him/her and I want to know what it's...