Recent content by DerekD

I don't get it. Why would Father leave you? You have to remember that Satan and the other demons are the same gods who have decided to stick up for us (defending us, fighting for us, teaching and empowering us), even though humanity basically turned their backs on them (xianity, ritual abuse...

Nope, there's nothing wrong with using such abilities for personal gain. What would be the point if you couldn't use them for your own benefit? There would be almost no reason to have psychic abilities! You may hear people from the right hand path say it's wrong to use psychic abilities for...

Ren? I don't believe I'm familiar with that term. Care to give a short explanation?

Now that I have some more free time on my hands, I've been working with some meditation exercises. I was fairly pleased with my last void meditation session! I was in a mental state that seemed almost like sleep and yes, I'm sure I was awake instead of simply being asleep. It felt like I truly...

It's more about the intent rather than the materials you use or how smoothly the dedication went. As long as your heart is in the right place, it's all good! I don't think you really need to worry about it. After all, the dedication is mostly just a formality.

Nope, it makes no difference at all. The ritual is simply more of a formality to show that you're serious. If someone can't commit to drawing their name in blood, how can they be expected to do anything greater? Don't worry about it, most dedication rituals don't go perfectly. I'm sure mine...

I can relate to your situation somewhat Vanessa. I have to deal with xianity in my family and I find living with my family to be stressful. Not to mention, that my home can also be disruptive which isn't good for meditation either. The only time where I remember myself truly being relaxed was...

Basics first! Check out the following website. It will tell you a lot of what you need to know in the beginning. http://www.templeofzeus.org/ Just so you know, Yahoo! does have a bit of a habit of putting spaces into web addresses, so you may need to remove spaces if clicking on or copy...

I've been diagnosed as autistic. Offended? Are you kidding!? I thought that was funny as hell!

As long as you were sincere, the dedication is good enough!

Great! It sounds like your ritual may have gone smoother than mine. When I dedicated, I almost got caught.

Hey, guess what I saw earlier on the National Geographic channel! My dad switched on the TV and they were having this show where they compared the similarity of biblical stories to the older pagan myths! My dad mentioned something about the show to my mom and she got pissed. She complained that...

In my opinion, it sounds like you are likely getting fake readings or some entity that isn't a demon might be messing with you.

I'm not sure what that means but I think that sounds pretty cool as far as color goes. I haven't seen my wings yet.

As a former xian, I think I can respect your general position and I would say Satanism is most certainly not about blind faith. If you're not ready to dedicate, maybe you should just do the Satanic meditations for the current time before deciding on doing a dedication. The results of those...