Recent content by Brdredr

This post is for the admins mostly but also for the community so you know who I am. I've decided to change my username just because I feel like I'm going through a new phase in my life where some things are going to be different on a personal and public level. I don't know if I should ask the...

If there's anything we're not, alone is one of them. We as human beings desire a sense of community with a shared goal in mind and a shared mindset among our peers. To me, and thousands of others, this forum is the perfect fit for all of that and more.

Brings back memories of my former self to where my earliest motivations upon dedicating were to become a High Priest, until I got an idea of just how tough the job really is. I was 13 and had a lot of ambitions. Now I just want to, for lack of a better term "get the job done". Anyway... OP...

Another sleepless night, another lecture based on something I've learned (or re-learned) . As we go through the motions of life, there are things that we experience which are unhealthy for us in a physical, mental, and spiritual sense. This can result in hangups, which, if not dealt with can...

I'm implying that void meditation would help your mind stop rushing so much.

Void meditation, perhaps?

I meant the part where I figured out I was severely lacking in Earth.

"Your meditation session should be pleasureful" You realize that's what dopamine does, right? It also gets released when you eat, when you have sex, when you're lifting weights, when you're doing anything that's self-beneficial, it can be released through natural means. Besides, I already...

I may have found the answer on my own: actual page on Invoking Earth on the mirror site is not working, so I've had to do some digging in the Wayback Machine site to find this. I've realized that I don't have a proper balance of Earth, and too much of an abundance of Air and Fire instead.

I got a better idea. Why don't I program my brain to release a heavy amount of dopamine that triggers whenever I finish a meditation session? It'll be like a drug, I'm gonna want more and more and more of it. I'm not even sure you could change your own neurological patterns with energy, but it's...

Are you trying to insult me or are you simply trying to make a point? As for the rest of you who replied thus far, if your only responses are "just do it", then I'll do it. I'll outdo everyone who replied on this thread while taking the necessary precautions not to burn myself out. I guess all...

Basically the title. This is something I've had trouble with for a considerable time, and its something I want to be consistent with so badly, but I meditate for an hour for about a month, then all of a sudden I lose my urge, then it comes back a week or two later, I meditate for another month...

>This is called being a blockhead. Do I get to call him "Charlie Brown" now?

I've never heard of shamans using weed for spiritual enlightenment, personally, but I have heard of their Ayahuasca rituals (basically drinkable DMT)

This is basically what I said except written with more intricate detail. Thank you HC.