Recent content by bbyrchrdsn

..I realize that I havn't been doing all that I could since I became a Satanist, and I realize now that maybe I should have waited. I know the war is coming and well reading the message from Father Satan its coming sooner. I don't believe I could go though with everything that we must do just...

To start off trying the trance thing when you don't have a clue about medation? I mean does it just make it harder is it dangerous or something because I know I don't work on it as much as I probably should, but I have tried a couple times and all I do is get extremly sleepy and stuff. So I'm...

Can someone help me. I mean I try and try but Idk I mean evertime I have tried I just fall asleep

That something is wanting to harm me. After doing my dedication ritual the first thing that happened was a J appeared above my left eyebrow and then I have gotten sick just kinda outta no where pretty much and it doesn't seem to be getting better... Can anybody tell me what is wrong with me or...

Will they branded you or anythig because about 2 days after my ritual I had a J appear on my forhead and well I really don't know if I even have a gurdain demon but can anyone tell me? HAIL SATAN!!!

I think I totally messed it up. I mean I was all nerves and stuff I mean how do I know it didn't just cause me to not beable to follow this path.....

--- In , "ancientsoulm8" <mysweettot@... wrote: Well yeah I know this but I was thinking of a differnt kinda relenship like a seriouser relenship.

Can you really have a relenship with a demon or is that just some make up stuff? Not saying that I would have one with one it just I wanna know because I'm curious if it is possible

Is it possible to talk to Satan before then? Or does he prefer that you do the ritual first? and what if you can't do it because of one little thing and you don't understand the whole astral temple thing.