I recently came to this conclusion on my own, after helping a handful of others. It's nice to see others here are of the same mindset. A strong and tightly knit community of guidance and fostering is what we need here more than anything else right now, imo.
A Satanist who I helped dedicate...
It's a natural reaction. You'll even feel this from other meditations, more than likely. Just work on amassing more light/bioelectricity and try it again at another date