Recent content by allyshia93

That might be a good idea to go to someone of herbal practice. I know a herbalist I met her a few years ago and she was very very front forward about my spiritual energy even though I spoke very little of any of that stuff so I'll give her a go, she also does some stuff similar to chiropractics...

I know this is stupid to ask it on here. In a sense this is kind of a medical issue but I use that losly. About late November last year I started to all of a sudden get these extremely insane sharp pain in the left side of my temple that would flow down to my neck and bottom jaw not just that...

Well thats the thing when I got with him I told him everything. He knows all about me being an Zevism and has always accepted that, he even gets involved in rituals at times as well, though he isn't dedicated as of yet. What he is though is a strong necromancer like myself and he does have...

A while back I made a thread asking for help in regards to breaking up with a psychopathic man who was controling me and I was put in a situation where he was starting to become violent. That relationship ended and though my ex has become overly obsessed with destroying me, I've moved on. I can...

Thank you all for your kind words, I took the time to sit and think, I spoke to Asmodeus yesterday and he questioned me on how I feel towards my Partner, he gave me a boost of encouragement and it helped a lot to open my eyes, to push aside everything else and relize that this is wrong, that if...

Thats the problem I'm having. I've tried to be blunt forward and honest with him, I've told him how I feel and every method and choice just ends up with the exact same result. I'm honestly contemplating about just lying to him about being in love with someone else and hope that does something...

Hello everyone, some of you may remember me, some may not. I've been a member for many years now, I just barly use the forums of the group mainly because Yahoo kept updating and I ended up not being able to keep up with all the on going stuff. I've been a fully dedicated Satanist for 5 years...

I'm not sure how many have already heard but there has been a siege taken place in Sydney, perhaps one of the most known places in Australia. I live about 3 hours away though I'm not sure if there are any other Satanists around the Sydney area. None the less this hostage situation which took...

Thanks everyone, I do indeed believe those who wish to control, abuse mentally and physically are perhaps apart of the enemy. I was young and naive and I learned the hard way which has made me a lot stronger. Because I believed my ex and I had so much in common I opened up to him about being a...

Jeez its been ages since I've been on here. Catching up with all the old and new information is a little pain in the side but getting there non the less. Last time I was on here I was still mid way through the progress of Magnum Opus. I was having a lot of trouble with it because I felt as if...

This is a personal thing, I know others may disagree with that, but as long as the songs are not brainwasher such as repeating jebus bullshit or hints to that, then you should be fine I believe. Music is always a personal thing, I know many like Metal bands a lot which have good meaning and yet...

Think Positive, keep your chin held high and meditate, push aside all the negative thoughts and emotions. Life will toss many things in your way, but you have to choice to over come them and become stronger.

I would do one rune for one purpose at a time, after you do that one rune wait and meditate on it for a little bit and then focus on the other way. I'd say keep it roughly between a few minutes apart. Though that is just my opinion, others may say different.

Thank you Allison, it has been some time I have become a much wiser and I feel more mature and older person in the time I have been absent. It is good to finally catch up with sermons and such and things I have missed out on.

For those of the older members you might somewhat Remember me. I've been dedicated for just over 3 years now. I may not be as strong as the high priestess and Priests but I'm sticking to my guns against the enemies. I have no regrets and can never go back to the filthy life I had once lived for...