Recent content by 8Emily8

Its an xian co-worker if you MUST know... wtf?

I was starting to make progress with myself BEFORE Dahaarkan made his accusation. I didn’t “suddenly change”, a lot of stuff went on behind the scenes with me. You know... NOT in the forums, but personal. And it takes a while for posts to be approved. I made those posts in a bad mental state...

Here he comes to yet again ruin this thread!! It ended nicely with Ghost in the Machine’s reply, now here you are...yet again. I’ve explained it so many times already. I’m not claiming to be a superior, advanced,senior member who knows everything. Just because I have been dedicated for years...

You’re right... I had the though recently that instead of saying “Satan has never proved that he cared about me” I should be thinking “HOW HAS Satan proved he cares about me?” I’ve been all over the place mentally and emotionally so it’s not impossible that I’ve missed signs. I did hear a “thank...

Good news is he got a promotion at work which has crazy long hours, several days a week. That in itself should cut down on the time he tries to spend with me Would the color white be appropriate for banishing? Black is for absorbing if I remember correctly so I won’t be using black. I’ve...

Long story short, I need to get rid of someone from my life who’s a bad influence for me. I want to do a banishing ritual but since mars is still in retrograde, I don’t know if that counts as black magic? Will it backfire somehow? What about an aura of repulsion? To just get them to not bother...

Only it was very much an issue. It FELT like I was being victimized by the gods. And I apologize if my wording made you take it the wrong way. But as I said before, I was in a frantic and panicked state when I wrote the first few replies. I know what’s on the JoS. I’ve READ it many times...

Does banishing or repelling someone count as black magic? Mars is in retrograde still so I wanna be sure to plant something effective out

About that guy, I’m gonna do something about it on Saturday, either program my aura to repel him or something. I still gotta figure out what kind of working to do.

That’s a good idea, I’ll add wunjo to it later when I get the chance after work. I read your previous reply, thank you. I’ll take that into account.

Yeah... I meditated again this morning and a few hours ago, along with 4 Rituals. And I feel feel less hysterical and more level-headed. AKA not crying my eyes out My problem comes before bed, I guess that when I’m more open psychically. So im worried.. That’s when the insults begin. But it...

Yes, to keep fighting is exactly what i intend to do. If I’m unwelcome, I’ll die knowing I honestly did try.. and I’ll go out with knowing I did the right thing even when hated. If I’m accepted and it’s all just some enemy attack like the HPs sermon described, then I’ll be happy. I guess it’s...

What can I say? Your instincts are wrong. I made this account cause I wanted some kind of help or relief from my situation. I’ve been with Satan for a good while. Ask him your self. I’ve been here since the old forums but I never made an account cause I had nothing new to add to what the more...

Thank you all. You’re a kind bunch.. but I don’t belong anymore.

No use guys... I tried to meditate last night after reading the replies and the new sermon on enemy brainwashing. But it’s no use. Satan won’t take me back so there’s nothing I can do. After meditating on his sigil he made it clear to me.