Erratic Behaviors With Outsiders: Stop Making Justifications

Thanks for the post dear HP HC!
In my years with the Gods, I have always seen them show me the importance of relationships with people. This does not mean relationship where I bond and share my religion with them but general cordial relationships. Off late I was not able to meditate a lot and was doing lesser than what I generally do given serious shortage of time. Given this since my energies were actually lower, I could see how hard the average person/parent struggles without the Gods. How everything is tougher without the right guidance for them and how me meditation at 10 pm and suddenly being much more energetic than I was the entire day seemed strange to people. The intent of parents/friends if good should be respected and honored. Given each individual karma of the soul, you cannot force someone to be a Zevist and accept the truth. They will take their time, as we did with our souls through lifetimes. The matter of soul development is personal and should be kept that way.
The Gods have frowned upon me whenever I had arguments with my family, even if I was in the right. Parents are protective and can get very "strict" to protect against what they don't understand. To have the Gods in our life as I have seen through the years has made my relationships beautiful with people even if at times I am ignoring them out of my own life's pressures. Being with the Gods I sometimes feel like my entire bloodline has been blessed. I have seen how many own delusions at times made my reject gifts and money that were sent my way. I am the one responsible for it and I lost because of this nobody else.
The growth of the soul is a personal topic which brings with it many gifts. Instead of relationships being strained, I have seen genuine love grow in my family as a result of my development.
 
I have been very fanatical since I joined, and this has only increased in time. I will freely admit that I relish "going hard", or "all the way". That being said, I have always had the good sense to never talk very easily about these matters from the start, at least in person. Online, behind the veil of anonymity where neither side can really hurt the other, I'd be way more honest but in person, I have told very very few people over relatively long years.

Why am I sharing this? It's because I know there are also very fanatical Brothers and Sisters out there, some of whom are new. What I learned on this Path is that the more fanatical you are, the more discreet about these matters you have to be. For one, I know that once I lifted the proverbial lid of this topic even a little bit, the sheer intensity of what came out could scare or antagonize others. So, I thank Father for the good sense He blessed me with in this one area, where the more intensely I feel about something, the softer I can speak about it in turn, at least to an extent. To this day, I can say that I have never broached the topic of religion myself in all these years in person - with the exception of a couple of family members with whom I was very courteous (if a little cheeky), and it all ended up well. And I even talked about this with them only because I felt they were "ready" and "needed it". Thankfully, I was right, but it can go in either direction.

Brothers and Sisters, remember Lady Pythia's immortal words of advice to us: Silence is golden. Worst case, let them come to you and ask, as some people on this thread also implied or stated it happened. Let your demeanor, your grace, your wisdom and the way you carry yourself be the best argument you make for yourself, without having to use any words to put yourselves in danger.

Hail Zev.
 
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